i'm not a bad man

Chapter 512 These questions
The navigation told me that there was a Hema Fresh Food 300 meters away from me; it was not that far away, so I chose to walk, and then followed the crowd into the supermarket and bought broccoli, shrimp, eggplant, and Fresh chicken; of course, I didn’t forget the ingredients for making these three dishes. I bought some Sichuan peppercorns, dried chili peppers, and black soybean oil; after purchasing, I walked to my residence again...

On the way, I received a call from Zuo Xiaowei, saying that they encountered some problems during rehearsal and needed to communicate with the band to solve it; therefore, they had to come to my place for dinner around twelve o'clock.

In the originally tight time, I suddenly had an extra hour of free time, and I was not in a hurry to go back.

I want to go to the mall to buy a bag for Zuo Xiaowei, and buy her a bag from the bottom of my heart; because a long time ago, I bought one for her, but because I was short of money, I had the idea of ​​​​taking her back. And ended up going to the bar and asking her for...

This made Zuo Xiaowei very embarrassed and sad.

I want to make amends.

……

When I arrived at the mall, I went straight to the most expensive Hermès counter, and then carefully selected a satchel for her worth more than [-] yuan. In my memory, Zuo Xiaowei liked to carry the satchel the most because it had a large capacity and could hold many gadgets in it. Son, and these gadgets are all her girlish feelings, such as dolls, such as very cartoon nail clippers...

Just when I took the receipt to the cashier to check out, I accidentally discovered that Zuo Xiaowei was also at the cashier, and we bumped into each other awkwardly. She should be more embarrassed, because when she and I were on the phone before, Mingming told me that I needed to resolve some issues with the band.

I asked her first: "Don't you have something to communicate with the band? Why did you come to the mall?"

Zuo Xiaowei was really embarrassed, so she was silent for a while, and then said to me with an embarrassed smile: "I see that your backpack is very old, and I want to buy you a new one...in order to give you a surprise." I felt it, so I panicked a little bit."

After saying that, Zuo Xiaowei showed the backpack she just bought in front of me. The brand is Louis Vuitton and it is very valuable. Then she asked me, "Do you like this color scheme?"

"like."

As soon as I said I liked it, Zuo Xiaowei handed the backpack to my hand. With a satisfied smile on her face, she asked me again: "Why are you here at the mall too?"

"I also bought it for you...to buy a bag."

After saying that, I handed the checkout receipt to the cashier, but Zuo Xiaowei grabbed it, looked at it, and then exclaimed: "Are you crazy, buying such an expensive bag?"

"Don't worry about whether it's expensive or not, just say whether you like it or not."

"I don't like it, not at all... This much money is enough to pay the down payment for buying a house in a small town!... Moreover, where did you get so much money? Haven't you already spent all the previous money?"

"It's relative to spend it all. You must leave some to meet unexpected needs."

"You spend so much money to buy me a bag, how can you deal with emergencies?"

"For me, giving you a bag is just an emergency."

After saying that, I took the bill back from Zuo Xiaowei's hand and handed it to the cashier who had been waiting for me to check out, indicating that I should pay with Alipay.

……

Zuo Xiaowei seemed to still feel distressed, but she couldn't resist me. It wasn't until I got the receipt back that she said to me: "You won't buy me a bag like before and want to go back again, right?" "No." Yes, absolutely not. From now on, everything I buy for you will belong to you, and you have absolute ownership rights."

After saying that, I took Zuo Xiaowei back to the store, and then took back the satchel I bought for her.

Women are probably like this. When they feel distressed, they really feel distressed, but when they get the bag, they really like it. So, she took the satchel I bought for her and looked at it again and again...

The shopping guide was also happy. She smiled and said to Zuo Xiaowei, who couldn't put it down: "Miss, your boyfriend really cares about you... This satchel is the latest model of our brand. The entire BJ has been sold so far. You are the only one, so his love for you can be said to be unique!"

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me and then at the shopping guide, her expression a little complicated, but in the end she still guided the purchase with an attitude of enjoyment and satisfaction: "I also think he is careful, but unfortunately, sooner or later, someone else will buy it." , at that time, this bag is no longer unique.”

Only then did the shopping guide realize that there was a slight flaw in his words. When Zuo Xiaowei took it seriously, it seemed less than perfect, which made the shopping guide a little embarrassed. So, I took over and said, "At this time and in this space, it It is unique... So, we must learn to enjoy the present. If you can hold on to the present, it will be a highlight in your life. Even if someone else buys this bag in the future, you can still reminisce about this present that only belongs to you. .”

Zuo Xiaowei nodded, with a smile on her face again, and the shopping guide gave me a thumbs-up sincerely, praised my language skills, and thanked me for deftly helping her resolve this embarrassment.

At this moment, I felt inexplicably relaxed and comfortable in my heart. After I let out a sigh of relief, I said to Zuo Xiaowei: "Let's go home... I have already bought the ingredients for your three dishes. I will take care of myself." I’ll cook you a lunch.”

I bought bags for Zuo Xiaowei and cooked for Zuo Xiaowei, which made the shopping guide look at me with eyes filled with admiration...

In her eyes, I must be a rich and considerate man. This kind of man has tons of lethality to any woman. Therefore, when she turned her eyes and looked at Zuo Xiaowei, she seemed a little envious, even It's jealousy...

Unfortunately, she didn't know that behind the tenderness between Zuo Xiaowei and I, there were also some scars and helplessness that were difficult to heal.

We once had a child, but he was deprived of his right to come into this world by another man; at this moment, there is a chill in my heart!
It wasn't until Zuo Xiaowei pulled me that I forcibly dissipated the chill.

……

On the way back, I passed by a music store, and Zuo Xiaowei bought me a top-notch guitar. She said that when a musician has a guitar, he has a soul. I have no objection to this. Over the past few days, I did gradually regain some of the feeling of being a musician.

I want to write songs, and the efficiency is pretty good. In the past few days, I have written two songs for Zuo Xiaowei’s new album.

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When I cooked a good meal for Zuo Xiaowei, I actually got an unprecedented sense of satisfaction because of this kind of effort. I really wasn’t tired of Zuo Xiaowei anymore, let alone this kind of mutual penetration between us. Life has even made me cheerful because of this, so when every dish is served, I will put my left hand behind my back, hold the plate with my right hand, then bow and say to Zuo Xiaowei in a ceremonial manner: Beauty , please dine!

It's still raining outside, but the room feels warmer because of this human touch.

Zuo Xiaowei and I calmly enjoyed the lunch just the two of us, and then talked about some of our past events in Qingdao.

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Just when we were about to finish eating, Zuo Xiaowei suddenly looked a little disappointed. She whispered to me: "Han Chao, when you try to be nice to me, I really know why I like you so much." , so I can't live without you... I also know where my unwillingness comes from... If I am like this, what about Qiao Jiao who is about to get married?... I think you will definitely be more attentive to her than me. ..." So how does she feel now?What's your mood? ...and Lu Xi, you love each other so deeply, why did you separate in the end? ...I have been forcing myself not to think about these things, but I really can't control myself...These questions make me feel guilty, and they also prevent me from enjoying your sudden kindness with peace of mind! "

(End of this chapter)