i'm not a bad man

Chapter 239 Treat her well

My face has indeed become cleaner, a kind of cleanness that I can feel myself. My nose is no longer as rough as before, and even a little slippery. This is really a touch that can be touched by hand, but how should I deal with it? What did Lu Xi say about this?I can't tell her that Qiao Jiao squeezed it out for me.

It was precisely because of Lu Xi's question that I suddenly realized that my relationship with Qiao Jiao no longer seemed as simple as just friends, nor was it like comrades who started a career together. Since she came to the small town, we have become inseparable. But the trivial matters in life have far exceeded the intersection in career. Therefore, this night, we were trapped on an unknown path together; and my mentality was constantly changing, and I had forgotten She once liked the fact that women, and gradually regarded her as a woman in her heart, no longer used sexual orientation as a topic to make all kinds of jokes with her.

What about her?

She also seemed to have changed. It had been a long, long time since she took the initiative to talk about Luxi in front of me, and she no longer opposed me in everything like before. She began to care about me and even tried to motivate me, so she had the opportunity to be in BJ It was a shocking move when he held millions of dollars in cash in front of me.

But what does this mean?

After people have been together for a long time, they will always develop feelings for each other, just like Ren Ran and I. At first, she also resisted my chatting, but because we drank together every day, she gradually became like a brother and sister.

After thinking about it, I became calm and replied truthfully to Lu Xi: "Qiao Jiao removed the blackheads for me. She said they were too ugly on my face."

"When she was with friends, she would be disgusted if a man sneezed."

It's hard to tell what Lu Xi's emotions were when she said this. She seemed to be stating or informing, more like an analogy, because they were both men, but Qiao Jiao's attitude was completely different.

I laughed and said, "Sneezing is inherently disgusting. The spittle sprays everywhere."

Lu Xi also smiled with me, and then fell into silence. Only then did I see her emotions. She looked a little lonely and lonely, but she had nowhere to go. After a long time, she took care of herself with her hands. In fact, there is no messy hair.

"I am leaving."

Lu Xi stood up and picked up his handbag.

"The brown sugar and ginger soup in the pot will be ready soon. It's so cold, so you should have a bowl before leaving."

"I didn't get caught in the rain, and I didn't get my period...you guys can drink."

After saying that, Lu Xi walked towards the door, and I stood up after her. I didn't want to see her off, I wanted to stay with her for a while longer, because after attending my bonfire party, she was going back to BJ with Qin Minhong. Well, even if she and Guan Yubo reached a cooperation, she would not come to the small town unless there was a particularly important event, and I would not go to BJ often.

Unless, she becomes my girlfriend.

But just thinking about this matter in my heart, I felt it was so out of reach. I could never treat her as an ordinary woman. I was afraid of her star aura and her appearance. It's deep in my heart, but it feels so unreal. She is so beautiful that I can't compare her to other women.

Therefore, I can't imagine what it feels like to be loved by a woman like her. This is the most fatal thing between us.

……

Just when I was hesitant to follow her, she suddenly stopped and said to Qiao Jiao, who was still in the room: "Jiao Jiao, I'm leaving."

This was of course an act of making amends, and it also proved that when she was about to leave, she did not think of Qiao Jiao; she stopped because she realized that based on her relationship with Qiao Jiao, she could not say goodbye when leaving. , it’s really a bit unjustifiable.

Qiao Jiao in the room finally spoke: "I heard you, let's go."

Lu Xi was a little surprised. She didn't know when Qiao Jiao became so indifferent to her, and she didn't even want to open the door to talk to her. However, she didn't show her emotions too much. After glancing at the second floor, she went to the door. Walked out and never looked back.Only then did I follow her footsteps.

……

It was still raining outside, and it made a "crackling" sound when it fell on Luxi's car.This is very destructive to people's mood, and I am a person who is used to speaking according to my mood, so even if I stand behind Lu Xi, I don't know how to speak.

Until Lu Xi turned around and looked at me again.

"Uh...it's raining a lot. Please be careful on the road."

"Ah."

"When I build the scenic spot, I would like to invite you to come to the town again..."

While I was saying this, Lu Xi also said to me: "The bubble gun I took from you... no longer produces bubbles."

We looked at each other, neither of us responding to the other's words.

I feel inexplicably uncomfortable in my heart. I always feel that there is an invisible barrier between us, which prevents me from being as bold as I used to be. I remember that when we were in Qingdao, it was also such a rainy night, and we were trapped under the eaves. , I told her clearly that I like her, but I won’t try to own her, I just want to hug her.

That night, I really hugged her, her hair fell on my shoulders, and I felt her breath. Only then did I feel that she was so real. I even wanted to kiss her...

If I had kissed her back then, maybe it wouldn't be this unreachable feeling now?

No, there is Luan Yu between us. Even if we date, it will become an extremely embarrassing relationship.I really can’t imagine the four of us becoming relatives and sitting down to eat together, and her parents will never accept this kind of relationship, because it’s really outrageous!

Thinking of Luan Yu, I swallowed all the words I almost wanted to say, and finally just smiled and said to her: "Take out the bubble gun and show me."

Lu Xi left the eaves, walked into the rain, and then took out the bubble gun from the car. I pressed the bubble button, but it stopped making bubbles. I opened the box that stored the bubble liquid and looked at it. Only then did I realize that there was no bubble liquid inside.

I asked Lu Xi to wait for me, and then turned around and returned to the house with the bubble gun. Chang Yuli still had concentrated bubble liquid there. After mixing it with water in proportion, he hurried back outside.

I handed the bubble gun back to Lu Xi and said "Okay" again.

Lu Xi pressed the bubble button, and strings of bubbles spurted out from the gun body. After contacting the air, they turned into flying shapes, spiraling upwards. Unfortunately, they hit the dripping rain and burst into flames. It exploded, leaving a burst of fragrance and making me trance...

"Fool Han..."

It wasn't until Lu Xi called me that that I came back to my senses. I looked at her, wondering what she was going to say to me.

"Actually, I envy you and Jiaojiao...I envy you for having the courage to leave as soon as you say it, and I envy you for being able to live a simple and comfortable life here...It should be considered a kind of fate that the two of them are so similar... ...So, treat her well..." After a pause, Lu Xi continued: "Before, I really disapproved of her giving up the opportunity to study abroad and choosing to live here, but now I don't think so. For those illusory academic qualifications, fame and fortune, people should live happily... She is my friend who I have played with since childhood, and she is also my best friend. Seeing her find her own happiness, I feel happy for her... …”

(End of this chapter)