i'm not a bad man

Chapter 240 Then you are really pitiful

I fell into silence, silence because I heard a sense of fulfillment in Lu Xi's words. She seemed to intend to fulfill Qiao Jiao and her life in the small town.I should have breathed a sigh of relief. Since Lu Xi intends to fulfill her wish, it means that Qiao Jiao's father will not know the fact of her disobedience so soon, and I will cause less trouble. But when I look at Lu Xi The face reflected by the streetlight, but I unconsciously felt a pessimistic and lost emotion in my heart, which made me not know how to respond to her.

Lu Xi and I have known each other for a long time. For the first time, she took the initiative than me. Seeing that I was silent, she did not show any unpleasant emotions. Instead, she smiled and said, "Unconsciously, Min Hong and I It has been a week since my sister came to the small town. A week is not long, but so many unexpected things happened in the middle... There are many people around me who always like to deliberately distinguish between big cities and small towns. I think the city is quite boring. Even in a small city, as long as you are willing to experience it with your heart, you will still have a lot of joy, anger, sorrow and joy... The emotions of joy, anger, sorrow and joy themselves have no distinction between high and low. Other than that, There is no more special emotion...so..."

Lu Xi seemed to want to get some recognition from me, so he didn't say any more, but I still chose silence.

I can't agree. In my mind, small cities are small cities and big cities are big cities. Regardless of their advantages and disadvantages, they do have their own characteristics and cannot be compared. For example, Qingdao has the sea and nightlife, but small cities do not.

I prefer Qingdao, the feeling of being in Qingdao, especially the feeling of getting along with her. As long as we are together, I feel happy; at this moment, although she is still the same person, my mood no longer feels happy. , these are of course two different cities, giving me different feelings.

Without the sea and nightlife, I seem to have become less romantic and even a little rigid.

……

I finally forced a smile and said: "We are not talking about city affairs, we only talk about people... Do you think one person's feelings for another person can change easily?"

"Family is the most reliable, friendship is second, and love is the most elusive."

"Yes, love is the most elusive thing. After I left Qingdao, I never thought about meeting you again. If you hadn't insisted on getting that answer, I would probably have lived in a muddle in the small town... But You came into my life again, making me feel more clearly the helplessness and pain of wanting to get closer but not being able to..."

After saying that, I lost my mind in front of the puddle of water on the ground. The lights were arranged, and I saw a lost myself in the puddle of water... Of course I was lost, even if I could tell all about love with Lu Xi at this moment. If you tell me your feelings, what can you do?

How will we break the barriers Luan Yu and Lu Ming have built between us? (Follow the WeChat public account: *** to view the latest chapters and interact with the author.)
There is no fate.

These four words were beating hard in my mind. It was precisely because of these four words that I could no longer express my affection and love for her as unscrupulously as before. But in fact, But I fell in love with her even more than before, because many different experiences happened between us, which made me sublime and began to admire her mind and soul.

……

The rain was still falling, but it was not Lu Xi who broke the silence, but my cell phone ringtone. In a daze, I took it out and looked at it. It was Chang Yuli calling.

Lu Xi had no intention of waiting here for me to finish answering the call. While I answered the call, she also got into the car. After starting the car, she turned around in an open place in front.

"Brother Chao... let me tell you a big news... a friend just called me and said that he saw Xiaowei in Guan Yubo's car. They seemed to have gone to Guan Yubo's hotel. How are you going to handle this matter? ah?"

Before I could discern the nature of the news, my scalp went numb and then turned to stone. At this moment, Lu Xi, who was turning around and coming back, passed me again. I saw her appearance again through the car window. , like a stamen, knowing that she is very beautiful, but no longer willing to bloom for anyone.

……

The car had disappeared into the rain, and I suddenly came back to my senses. I suppressed all the emotions in my heart, and then said to Chang Yuli on the other end of the phone in a very calm tone: "Is your friend misunderstood? How is that possible? It’s Xiaowei.”

"We've all been friends together all our lives, how could we be so different?"

"If it is really Xiaowei, she has returned to the small town, why doesn't she contact me?"

"Didn't you two have a falling out?" "You also know that we have already had a falling out, how do you want me to deal with it?"

Chang Yuli was stunned, and after a long while he said to me: "Okay, maybe my friend really misunderstood. You two have broken up, why is she coming back?"

"Ah."

I responded, and then hung up the phone with Chang Yuli. I stood outside for a moment, and then returned to the room. Qiao Jiao finally came out of her room. She changed into pajamas and was sitting He was stroking her wet hair under the outlet of the heater.

I sat down on the sofa opposite her, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said to her, "Why don't you come out?"

"Taking a shower, don't you know it takes a long time for girls to take a shower?" After saying that, she asked me again: "Is Lu Xi gone?"

"I just left... I don't know if my feeling is right or not. I found that you were a lot indifferent to her, and this indifference seemed to have no process, it just happened suddenly."

Qiao Jiao's face was a little complicated. After pondering for a while, she replied: "Didn't you listen to her and tell my dad what happened to me here? She doesn't even care about my needs and mood. What do you want me to do?" Go and greet her with a smile?"

"She just told me that she has understood your choice, and she thinks you are very happy now; she also said that you are her friend who has played with her since childhood, and she is also her best friend. She sees that you have found yourself. You are happy, and she is also happy for you...so she should never talk to your dad about this matter again."

Qiao Jiao looked a little absent-minded, but suddenly understood, and confirmed to me with a happy face: "Did she really say that?"

I nodded and took another deep breath of cigarette.

My thoughts were a little confused. I was thinking about Lu Xi and the possibility of Zuo Xiaowei returning to the small town. Putting aside love, they are both very important women in my life. As long as there is a slight disturbance, everything will be done. Affects my life and mood.

"Han Chao, let me ask you a question."

I looked up at Qiao Jiao. She had short hair. She only sat in the warm air vent for a while and then she was already fucked. This made her look very energetic and completely different from the one before she came back.

"You ask."

"You liked Lu Xi very much when you were in Qingdao. I won't tell you what happened later. Do you still like her very much now?"

Of course I wouldn't deny it, but I replied with a rhetorical question: "Is letting go of someone something you can do overnight?"

"Since you like her so much, why don't you pursue her like before?"

I laughed, feeling very disappointed: "If she really agrees to hold family gatherings in the future, and me, her, Lu Ming, and Luan Yu sit together, what kind of scene do you think it will be like?... ...You will definitely not be able to eat the food, because there is a fly in everyone’s mouth, and it’s not too late to feel sick.”

Qiao Jiao also laughed with me, not gloating about my misfortune, but as if she was pitying me: "Then you are really pitiful. You like a woman so much, but you are afraid that she will agree to you... This kind of contradictory mood can really kill people, right?"

(End of this chapter)