Knight of the Blue Lagoon (The Past of Tao v)

《OnceUponaTimeThereWasaWillNox

~Wei ZhenWillNox

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V.

In the dark night, some people can’t see shadows, and some people see only black shadows.

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33. Day 2

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The next day Tang Jiahui picked up the phone and happily told her mother that she was engaged. Her mother was surprised and complained that such a big matter was not discussed with her in advance. She should at least be allowed to meet the man first, but she did not blame too much. She believed Daughter, show more surprise, after all, there is a new person in the family.

"Is it your classmate?"Mother

"No, he is a teacher, the same person I told you about last time, but he will stop teaching soon."Tang Jiahui

"Then he must be a bit older."Mother

"Not too old, more than thirty years old."Tang Jiahui

"How are people?"Mother

"Very good, as I said before, talented and good moral character."Tang Jiahui.

Judging from her mother's tone, she is quite satisfied. After all, the teacher is well-educated and has a certain moral bottom line. Although she is relatively older, she is mature and stable at this age and knows how to take care of others. After the phone call, Tang Jiahui immediately sent a photo to her mother.

Her mother immediately became uneasy after seeing the photo and called back immediately.

"No, you can't get married."My mother said nervously.

"Why not?"Tang Jiahui was confused and confused.

"No, no... just no."My mother was determined.

"Why?"Tang Jiahui argued

"He can't"

"he? Why not?"Tang Jiahui felt baffled

"He was the squad leader that year."The mother's tone was low.

Tang Jiahui's mouth suddenly became numb, and her lower lip could not feel her upper lip. She was covered for a while before she slowly said, with no hardness in her voice:"Isn't the squad leader pretty good? You also said good things about him"

"He was your mother's first love."Mother.

How could this happen? How could fate make such a joke? Tang Jiahui could not imagine that she and her mother loved the same person. Could it be the reincarnation of cause and effect or fate? These illusory concepts appeared in Tang Jiahui's mind. Here, after all the silence

"Mom, do we really love each other?"Tang Jiahui said softly along with his inertial thinking.

"Yes, maybe, but... no means no."The mother slowed down her tone, but her tone was still firm.

When you talk about something, you have one kind of mentality, and when you do it, you will have another mentality, because you have to pay a price for doing things.

After putting down the phone, Tang Jiahui felt conflicted.. His mother was even more worried, remembering that she had selfishly abandoned him, that his grandparents had hurt him, and more importantly, Tang Jiahui's father had hurt him. Even though he was separated from his father, he was Tang Jiahui's biological father after all. It was done by his own family. These changed the trajectory of his life and made him suffer a lot more than ordinary people. Maybe Tao Zhi is good now, but it might be better without these. After all, everyone in the family has more or less They have all hurt him. What if he can't let go and is resentful? What if his purpose is revenge? After so many years, is he still the same? His mother can't see clearly and can't fathom his heart. How can we become a family? How can we become a family? Living under the same roof, even if I don't interfere, my grandparents will only react more violently than myself. The reason for the ambiguity is ultimately due to lack of wisdom. Daozhi returned home in the evening, just like last night Tang Jiahui sat blankly at the table. Daozhi entered the back of his eyes and began to watch his every move. She was thinking, how should I tell him? I was worried about what would happen if Daozhi knew that my family was who they were back then. What will happen to our relationship? Tang Jiahui has no idea at all

"Jiahui!"Dao Zhi dragged his tired body and shouted to break the silence.

"I told my mother about my engagement."Tang Jiahui observed Daozhi's expression

"Is she okay?"Daozhi said something naturally, put his bag on the stool, then raised his eyes and looked at Tang Jiahui for a long time.

"Do you know who my mother is?"Tang Jiahui asked in surprise.

Dao Zhi nodded slightly.

"When did you know this?"Tang Jiahui

"I knew when I met you and found out which city you were from."Daozhi

"But I have my mother’s surname, how could you have thought of that?"Tang Jiahui

"You have your mother's look."Daozhi

"why did not you tell me?"Tang Jiahui

"You didn't ask and telling you would affect your feelings."Daozhi

"Or did you never plan for us to get married?"Tang Jiahui asked angrily

"My feelings for you are real, but I just don’t think I have the ability to convince your family."Daozhi

"So when do you think it will be available? Is it available now?"Tang Jiahui

"It’s not me who has this ability, it’s you!"Daozhi

"I?"Tang Jiahui

"to you. That's why I asked you to wait until you finish college."Tao Zhi.

It seems that he knows that my family attaches great importance to my going to college. He knows my grandparents better. On the other hand, I will be more independent after going to college, Tang Jiahui thought.

Tang Jiahui couldn't sleep at night. She saw He looks at the person lying next to him, lives with him, sleeps on the same bed, touches his heart, but cannot see his heart. His mind is deep, and the truth can only be seen when he reveals it. This is his I can't guess whether it's the way he loves or what other purpose he has. My mother is right, she can't guess at all. He is too complicated, like a mystery, with a sense of curiosity that attracts people to explore the mystery, and also makes people curious. People have a sense of loss that they have gained nothing.

Tang Jiahui got up and walked to the living room, walked around, and then came to the study. When she carefully observed his house again, she felt completely different. Before, she felt that his room was too simple and empty, without any decoration. I have wanted to give him some decorations many times, but now it seems that any of them are superfluous. He has arranged everything, leaving no space for others. On the morning of the third day, the sun shone through the gaps in the curtains. There was like a long scar on the wall. Tang Jiahui fell asleep very late last night and just slept until now. When he woke up, Daozhi was no longer there. Tang Jiahui was lying lazily on the bed. So much happened in the past few days. It was such a sudden thing, and I was about to think about it carefully when the phone rang and it was my mother.