Knight of the Blue Lagoon (The Past of Tao v)

32. Love (The Past of Tao i)

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"do you hate me?"Li Xiuyan suddenly asked

"How could I hate you?"

"So you love me?"Li Xiuyan immediately asked again

"I have a girlfriend."Only then did Dao Zhi realize that the first question she asked was just a foreshadowing, and the next question was what she wanted to confirm.

"I understand that you would love me without her."Li Xiuyan finally showed a smile.

"Tell me about you?"Li Xiuyan

"Me, me what?"Daozhi

"your family?"Li Xiuyan.

Daozhi has always been unwilling to tell others about his family and past, including Tang Jiahui. He said very little. But in front of Li Xiuyan, Daozhi talked about those past events that he did not want to mention again.

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"So, you dropped out of school twice."Li Xiuyan

"The first time was passive withdrawal."Daozhi

"Why? Is it a matter of men and women?"Li Xiuyan

"Why do you think so?"

"If you are so smart, it must not be a learning problem, and you will not drop out of school because of fighting. If you are so handsome, you must be punished by the school for having an affair with a girl."Li Xiuyan knows that you can study hard and conflicts can be controlled. Only love can't be controlled.

"That's roughly it"

"and after?"Li Xiuyan

"Later, I dropped out of school. I had no place to study, so I went to study abroad."Tao Zhi.

Li Xiuyan first smiled knowingly, and then laughed out loud

"Are you laughing at me for being expelled from school for the same reason as you?"The Tao becomes easier and easier

"half right"

"The other half is, you are better than me. I was expelled because it was a matter between students. Are you a student and a teacher?"Tao Zhi.

Li Xiuyan laughed even harder and kept laughing,"Teacher is amazing, he can even think of this."

Another reason for Li Xiuyan is that Daozhi is also the first person she truly loves. She has never believed in other men, but at least she is willing to believe in the man in front of her. Daozhi told the reason why Li Xiuyan laughed , didn’t notice the knowing smile before, so he didn’t guess the reason.

Hearing Li Xiuyan’s laughter, Daozhi smiled with relief.

"How long have you been abroad?"

"Studying for a PhD in Canada was a full scholarship. Why did you give up everything and come back later?"

"Why turn to literature?"

"Do you enjoy teaching at this school?"

"With so many people immigrating to Canada, is Canada beautiful?"

The more Li Xiuyan asked, the more curious she became. The more curious she became, the more questions she had.

"Why do I always wear a pair of heavy woodworking shoes in spring, summer, autumn and winter? Are you worried about the path under your feet? Or is it a way of not compromising with society?"

"Why use a pen name?"

"Nox? What means?"

"What type of girlfriend did you have before?"

"Why are you asking me this? I'm your teacher."Daozhi

"No, at least not at this moment."As she said this, Li Xiuyan naturally put her hand on Daozhi's arm.

"Did you have a girlfriend later??"

"There was another one, but she was gone."Tao Zhi thinks of Maomao

"Why aren't you here?"

"There are still plane crashes, are they caused by terrorists?"

"No, I don’t know the specific reason. It is said to be a technical failure."Daozhi

"Do you still love her?"

"Let go of the past."Daozhi

"Do you miss her?"

"After all, it is a life, and it is impossible to completely forget it. How much can I miss it."Daozhi

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"Let’s talk about you too, what about you? What are your hobbies?"Daozhi

"like painting"

"Oh, so you drew those patterns on the jeans yourself."Daozhi

"Yes"

"good, very good."Daozhi

"Shall I draw one for you too?"

"No, can I draw this pattern?"Daozhi took out his mobile phone

"certainly"

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"Tell me about why you came here to attend college?"

"Are you and those classmates?"

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"Are you going to have dinner together tonight?"Li Xiuyan

"Now is not the time, it will happen, it will happen soon, after this matter is over."Daozhi

"What else could change?"Li Xiuyan

"Of course there is, doesn’t it say as the old saying goes, everything depends on man-made efforts?"Daozhi

"As the old saying goes, everything depends on God."Li Xiuyan

"That’s right, it’s up to people to plan things. People need to follow the way of heaven and act under the way of heaven in order to succeed."Daozhi

"The way of heaven? Have it?"

"Yes, do you believe me?"Daozhi

"I believe, of course I believe, you are the man I trust most in the world. I feel something when I'm around you."Li Xiuyan suddenly paused.

"What does it feel like?"

"The feeling of being with you for a long time."Li Xiuyan couldn't explain clearly either.

"how long?"

"It seems like thousands of years, you have always been by my side."Li Xiuyan sounded like nonsense with ulterior motives, but Daozhi seemed to understand. Daozhi thought of a story recorded in the family tree passed down to him by his grandfather. A long time ago, there was a general in his ancestors, known as the Knight of the Blue Lake. At that time, wars broke out frequently among various countries and the situation was chaotic. In a crisis, the general was rescued by a princess of that country, known as Princess Baiyun. The princess fell in love with the general, but at that time, the country was in crisis, and the general decided to return after recovering from his injury. He went to his own country. Before leaving, he hoped that the princess would give him 3 years. Three years later, when he saw the princess as promised, he secretly vowed to use his 3,000 years of reincarnation to repay the princess and protect her.

Looking at Li Xiuyan, he didn't know Why did Dao Zhi suddenly think of this story? At this time, Li Xiuyan was like a cloud falling into the mountains.

No matter who it was, this Monday was a long day. Too many things happened, and things took a long time.

Dao It was a little late when she got home. Tang Jiahui was sitting quietly at the dining table, waiting for Daozhi. Daozhi put down his bag and sat opposite, grabbed Tang Jiahui's hand and said,"Don't be like this."

Tang Jiahui said nothing, still staring blankly at the empty table.

"What happened?"Tao Zhi noticed the changes in Tang Jiahui's heart.

"I saw you and Li Xiuyan together today"

"Didn't I tell you that I would go find her?"Daozhi

"I saw her holding you, and suddenly I felt something."Tang Jiahui paused for a moment.

"What does it feel like?"Daozhi

"I suddenly feel that you two are a perfect match. She is more suitable than me, and you are the most suitable."

"Don't think too much about it, she was very lost at the time, just like a sister holding her big brother's arm, nothing else."Daozhi

"I believe you have nothing else, but women’s intuition is very accurate. The look in the podium says it all, even women can see it."Tang Jiahui.

Women's intuition is like a special function of women. Just look at the leaves and you will know that the breeze is approaching in the distance.

"You have no confidence in me."Daozhi

"It's not this, I just feel that you two should be together, and I feel an inexplicable loss in my heart."Tang Jiahui said sadly

"Don't think too much, you know I love you, I don't deny that I also like her, but it is you I love, let's get married, I won't teach in this school next semester."Daozhi said seriously.

Feelings can be accumulated. At this time, their feelings have accumulated to a sufficient level.

Tang Jiahui stood up, Daozhi hugged her, and Tang Jiahui leaned on his shoulder, feeling much more comfortable, and said happily :"It’s better to wait until you finish college and get engaged first."

Daozhi lit two candles and poured two glasses of wine. The wine swayed in the candlelight, just like their heartbeat, undulating but fragrant. Then Daozhi took out the ring left by his grandfather from the box. It was the ring left by his grandfather back then. It was given to grandma. Grandma took it off before she died and entrusted grandpa to pass it on. Daozhi kept it very carefully.

"This was worn by my grandma. It was originally used for weddings. Today I am engaged, so I will wear it for you. It can be said that now you are my wife-to-be."Daozhi carefully put it on Tang Jiahui's ring finger. Under the simple ceremony, there was a heavy feeling of love.

Daozhi once wanted to put it on Maomao, but after hesitating, there was no chance again. When the time came, he shouldn't No more hesitation.

Tang Jiahui looked at the ring carefully and was very happy. She knew the meaning of the ring.

Dao Zhi picked up the wine glass and touched it lightly with Tang Jiahui, and then drank it all in one gulp.

"How many children will we have in the future?"Tang Jiahui

"One, or two. One is too lonely, so two."Tang Jiahui

"Boy or girl."Tang Jiahui

"Preferably one man and one woman."Tang Jiahui

"It would be best if they also study literature, like you."Tang Jiahui

"Don't impose our will, let their interests prevail."Daozhi

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