i'm not a bad man

Chapter 70 Completely Erase
Early the next morning, Ren Ran called me and asked me to go to the local building materials market with her to understand the current building materials market in advance, and then select some building materials suppliers that we could cooperate with.

This is not only a physical effort, but also a mental task, because businessmen are generally profit-seeking and cunning. If you want to find a few reliable suppliers in the vast building materials market, you must not only have certain relevant knowledge, but also know how to identify The hypocrisy of human nature; therefore, when my body and mind are under high pressure, I am already exhausted after just one day...

It was getting late, and Ren Ran and I were sitting on a bench in the center of a square near the building materials market.She handed me a bottle of water, smiled and said, "Thank you for your hard work today. If it weren't for you, I really don't know how to deal with those profiteers."

"The hard work is worth it. We finally selected a few reliable suppliers. Based on the prices they gave us and comparing them with the market prices, we can save at least 10 yuan in our budget."

After saying that, I unscrewed the water Ren Ran gave me and took a sip.Ren Ran was in a good mood. She held her chin with her hands and kept smiling. She looked at the colorful clouds on the horizon, as if she had seen the happiness after getting rid of her marriage.

"Han Chao, it seems like we haven't had a drink in a bar for a long time... Why don't we go to the bar for a drink tonight to celebrate that we have taken a small step forward on the road of career."

Since I had a direction in my mind, I didn't have any particular desire to drink, but seeing that Ren Ran was so interested, I couldn't bear to be disappointed, so I nodded and replied, "Okay, I'll make an appointment with Tu Lin later, the three of us. Let's get together for a while... You haven't seen Tu Lin for a long time, right?"

"I haven't seen him since he quit our drinking group... I have to say that I really miss him a little. After he left, it seems that we have lost a lot of laughter."

When Ren Ran said this, I couldn't help but think of Tu Lin's determination to become a woman for Qiao Jiao, and then sighed: "That's not true, he is a man who can make laughter at any time, and he is the best among our group of people. A true master of comedy.”

Ren Ran laughed and then asked: "Is he okay now? He suffered such a big blow."

"Okay, very good."

Ren Ran didn't know why I answered so perfunctorily, so he looked puzzled, but I didn't want to explain too much, because when it came to Tu Lin wanting to be a woman, I felt embarrassed for him. If he hadn't been psychological Pervert, just completely crazy.

Just when I wanted to send a message to Tu Lin, I found another unread text message on my phone.A day later, Luan Yu finally texted me back: "Where are you now? I'll find you."

"I'm in the Building Materials City... If it's inconvenient for you to come over, I can go find you. As long as I return the 6 yuan to you, it doesn't matter who comes to me."

Luan Yu seemed to be very reluctant to be seen with me, so she immediately mentioned a place. I turned on the navigation and saw that it was a seaside with almost no buildings around.

I sighed in my heart, and then after a period of silence, I said to Ren Ran beside me: "Something suddenly happened, so I won't drink today... Otherwise, I can help you ask Tu Lin out, and you two can drink."

"Is it important?"

I nodded heavily. For me, this is of course an extremely important matter. If I don't return the 6 yuan to Luan Yu, I will have no way to completely draw a clear line with her.

……

After returning to the RV where I lived from the building materials city, I took out the 6 yuan and rushed to the place I had agreed with Luan Yu without stopping. Because there was no shelter, I just looked far away and saw it. Luan Yu was standing at the beach... At this time, she had already put on a down jacket, as if she had come prepared, because the beach is always colder than the city, but I was still wearing the thin coat I wore at noon, because I never carefully calculate the environment I will face next.

Looking at her messy back in the sea breeze, I felt a sense of disgust for no reason; no, this disgust was not without reason. Now, while she has an extra layer of membrane, she has also lost the sincerity that a human being should have. kind.

……

When I was about to reach her, she turned back, and we faced each other in the raging sea breeze...

I didn't want to say any more nonsense, so I handed the document bag containing 6 yuan in front of her and said, "Take your things with you." Luan Yu didn't reach out to take it. He kept it in the pocket of his down jacket. After a short silence, he said to me: "I really hope you can leave Qingdao. I can give you more..."

"Isn't it clear enough that I told you? Even if you can give me a whole world, it is only because of your deception... I am afraid of dirtying my hands, and I am afraid of hurting the beauty before... You can Ignore that beauty, but in my heart, it must not be desecrated.”

"But you once told me that you will not stop for a city, you will always be on the road."

"I will not stop for a city, but I will stop for the people in this city... In this city, I also have people and careers that I want to protect."

After saying that, I lowered my head and lit a cigarette, and then looked at the sea that was dyed golden by the afterglow of the setting sun. There was no wave in my heart, but it was full of sadness.

"Why do you, a person who regards work as a burden, stay in this city?"

"But I'm really here to make a career, and I'm ready to do my best."

"Really?...Then why didn't you have such an awareness when we were together?"

I turned my head and looked at Luan Yu. There was a hint of sadness in her eyes that was not easy to detect. I couldn't interpret her sadness, so I still replied in an impatient tone: "People change, and you have changed too. Well... But no matter how I change, I will never trample on the bottom line that a person should maintain... If one day, like you, I meet the woman who must be together, I will not have any feelings for her. A trace of concealment, including the past with you."

"I don't want to hide it, but his religious beliefs cannot accept my past, so I can only do this."

"If you can't accept it, you can change it to someone you can accept. There is no need for you to harm others and yourself like you are doing now."

"Do you think it's easy to meet someone who truly cares about you in this world?"

I sneered: "Is his sincerity what you really care about?... I'm afraid not... You are afraid that you will never find such a rich man again."

Before Luan Yu could speak, I added: "Too much nonsense, it makes no sense at all... Just take the money... I won't leave Qingdao, but I won't destroy your life either. From now on From the beginning, I will completely erase you from my memory and treat you as if we have never been together."

After saying that, I forced the document bag containing the money into her hand, then turned around and left. I have never been so desperate as at this moment...

"Han Chao, do you really not feel any guilt towards me?"

I stopped, but didn't look back. I still replied coldly: "It used to happen, but it doesn't happen anymore. It's you who should feel guilty."

"I was right to leave you... You are a person who will never look at this society with a straight eye... You will only live in your own world to consume others... You will never be happy in this life , the next woman who follows you will not be happy either."

"Whether I am happy or not has nothing to do with you... Just take care of yourself. Repairing your hymen once is enough."

After I finished speaking, I didn’t stop, but Luan Yu’s words still came vaguely along with the sound of the waves: “Remember what you said, if one day we meet again, treat me as if you don’t know me, and treat me completely as if you don’t know me. Wiped from your memory."

(End of this chapter)