i'm not a bad man

Chapter 7 Who made you so bad?
After the storm passed, I took Zuo Xiaowei and left the event site. Of course Lu Xi didn’t have time to entangle with me, so we just had a face-to-face meeting and we separated; but this face-to-face was very important to me. It has a very clear direction. She hates me very much and even doubts my personality. Based on this attitude, Qin Minhong’s strategy of wanting us to fall in love may be in vain...

In my opinion, this is a strategy, because there is no love in the process, it is just for profit, full of hypocrisy, and I am an extremely rich person in the spiritual world, so I don’t like this strategy; of course, if she also treats me Love at first sight is another matter, but unfortunately, it doesn't happen.

……

Zuo Xiaowei took me to the underground floor of the shopping mall. Because this floor is full of catering shops, it was past dinner time, so compared to the bustling upstairs, it seemed a bit deserted. Zuo Xiaowei and I Standing at the door of a dessert shop, she looked at me with confusion...

I knew what she was wondering about. She was closest to me at the time and was probably the only one on the scene who saw the signature clearly. Therefore, she would definitely wonder why a female celebrity she had never met would use her signature to scold me...

This is all a good thing she did. If she hadn't taken revenge, I would have already left Qingdao and boarded the Lianhuo Expressway leading to northern Xinjiang.

I knew it very well, but I didn't say anything. Zuo Xiaowei finally couldn't help it and asked: "Why did she call you trash? You two knew each other before?"

"I know, of course I know."

"It's not that exaggerated! How did you meet? She is..."

I interrupted Zuo Xiaowei: "Life is full of encounters, and life is full of surprises... Just like I know you, it is a very special fate."

"Come on, you said it was fate, why does she still scold you?"

I replied with a cold face: "Not everyone will cherish the fate of meeting... Last night, I died once. It was you who made me socially dead. Can you say that there is no fate between us?... We We are drunk and dreaming together every day, and you treat me like this, let alone her?"

Zuo Xiaowei was a little speechless. She stared at me for a long time before replying: "If you weren't so bad, would I do that to you?"

"Yeah, I'm so bad... Just throw me into the sea and feed the fish. Why are you still pestering me to buy you a bag?"

Zuo Xiaowei blinked, then tilted her head and replied: "You are good or bad...but I just like the bad!...I am not afraid at all, I can make myself worse than you."

"This is really a nest of snakes and rats!"

As I was talking, I stepped forward, but without thinking, Zuo Xiaowei pulled me back again. I really felt that she was a little frustrated, so her tone of voice became impatient: "I didn't agree to buy it." Do you want it?... The first floor below is full of food... Let’s get down to business first, okay?”

"Are you so anxious to buy me a bag?...It seems like you really know that you are wrong."

As Zuo Xiaowei spoke, she took out an exquisite box from her satchel, handed it to me and said, "Actually, I bought you a birthday gift last week... Sigh... I really don’t like this feeling of love and hate, now it’s better, if you can admit your mistake, and sincerely give me a bag... I’ll give you this gift.”

I took it from her hand, took a look at it, and opened it. It was a belt. I probably bought it in this shopping mall full of luxury goods, because I didn't look at the brand, only the quality, and I knew it was a good thing.

"Where did you get the money to buy such an expensive belt?"

"No need to ask, just save it slowly... Do you like it?"

"I quite like it, but I really don't want your things..." After saying that, I put the belt back into Zuo Xiaowei's hand. At this moment, I didn't want to get anything more from her. Because I will leave Qingdao sooner or later, her efforts will only bring a burden to me; I am a person who hates living with a burden, because absolute freedom must not be burdened...

I can guarantee that as long as I leave Qingdao, I will no longer think of her and everything that happened between us. But once I am corroded by her sugar-coated bullets, or in other words, I get used to her efforts, how much will I do? I will think of her...

I do not like this. …

My return behavior made Zuo Xiaowei look a little unhappy, but I didn't pay much attention and just walked to the escalator. I have never been careless about women, especially someone like Zuo Xiaowei who is new to the world. deep.

I didn’t ask Zuo Xiaowei for her opinion, nor did I care about her preferences. I spent 5000 yuan to buy her a discounted handbag in a store called Prada...

It’s not that I don’t want to buy her something better, it’s just that my current financial situation can only do this. I have to leave some money as travel expenses to XJ...

……

Zuo Xiaowei was standing outside the door while I was buying the bag. She seemed to feel the distance I deliberately created between us. She was no longer as lively as when we met just now.

"Well, I bought a bag for you."

Zuo Xiaowei pinned her hand behind her back, and I forced it into her hand, and then said in a decisive tone: "To be honest with you, if something hadn't happened suddenly, I would no longer be in Qingdao... I Admit it, I'm a little sorry for you about that matter... But it also happened on the basis of your consent... I never thought about developing a relationship with you, really... you know what I am For such a person, I have never planned to get married because I don’t want to be a slave to my genes. Therefore, I will never think that marriage and childbirth are a very sacred thing. I have my own way of living this life... with If we are together, there will be no results."

"What if I were the same person as you?... I am not forced to have a child with you, nor will I force you to give me a home... Don't you have an RV?... I can be with you Living in an RV and traveling around the world..."

I smiled and replied: "Don't lie to me, let alone yourself... Do you know? There was once a woman who told me the same thing. We drove an RV and went to many places together. I thought We were very happy...but...she left after we arrived in Qingdao...She left me a letter, asking me not to look for her, let alone wait for her..."

"I don't want to hear this from you... If you don't want to have a future with me, why are you still sleeping with me?"

I looked at Zuo Xiaowei, who was feeling sad, and I felt the same way, so after a while of pondering, I whispered back: "Yes, if you don't want to have a future with me, why do you still accompany me to so many places?... I thought We will be together for the rest of our lives, and then we will travel to every corner of the world... We sleep together every night, you only slept with me once, and I haven't even waited for the future, what else do you want in the future?"

Zuo Xiaowei's emotions were completely out of control. She first squatted on the ground, and then cried bitterly: "Han Chao, I can see your face clearly. You are a scumbag... I really regret meeting you... If I see you in the future... , you are with a woman, married to her...I will curse you to live in the cage she designed for you all your life, so that you have no freedom, and turn you into a slave of your genes, giving birth to children, finding a job, and living on your own. Day after day, year after year, until you die..."

I only glanced at Zuo Xiaowei and didn't dare to look at her again, because her eyes were full of hatred. Her hatred was so terrible. Before that, I had already learned something...

I couldn't help but regret that I shouldn't have shown her my true side. I should have left her in suspense and left quietly. In this way, not only would she not hate me, but she would always think about me. Like I have never forgotten that woman.

Unfortunately, I am not such a bad man!

Just when I was thinking this, there were suddenly many people pointing fingers around me. Like Zuo Xiaowei, they were all calling me a scumbag and a bad person... It seemed that as long as a woman cried, she was wrong. It must be a man.

I couldn't stay any longer, so I put the bag at Zuo Xiaowei's feet and left the mall in a hurry.

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Outside, the sun was very dazzling. I subconsciously put my hands in front of my eyes and looked up... At first glance, it was the giant advertising screen again, and it was Lu Xi who transformed into an elf on the snow in that commercial, chasing the wind. Chasing freedom...

I was yearning for it, and suddenly felt a sense of loneliness.

I'm really not bad, it's just that no one in this world understands me!

(End of this chapter)