i'm not a bad man

Chapter 628 You Are Free
Since it was already 02:30 in the middle of the night, Qiao Jiao would probably not come back, so I withdrew my gaze and stopped looking at the flickering fishing fire on the sea; but I was not at all sleepy. I have no idea, maybe because I am lonely, maybe because I am troubled by what happened yesterday. In short, I can't lie in bed, I can't help but think wildly.

Can Lao Wai really sacrifice his life in exchange for my staying out of it?And Zuo Xiaowei, she was not as heinous as Guan Yubo, but she paid such a heavy price for it. If one day, Zuo Xiaowei and I stand face to face, can I face her with peace of mind?
For me, my biggest hatred for Zuo Xiaowei is that she has been ruined in the music world. I hope she can wake up in time and live her life in a regular manner and stay away from Guan Yubo.

What happened was counterproductive. A car accident completely tied her and Guan Yubo's fate together. Although Qiao Jiao had told me that she was out of danger, it didn't mean that she could live like a normal person in the future. , such a major accident, and being seriously injured and comatose, will leave some sequelae.

And Guan Yubo, if he dies, what kind of responsibility should I bear in such a seemingly perfect crime?
I was almost out of breath due to this huge pressure. At this time, the sky outside the window also turned a touch of fish belly white, which was a sign that the day was about to break.

And my mobile phone finally made a vibrating sound at this time. It was a voice call from Qiao Jiao through WeChat.

I opened all the curtains with only a gap left, then stood by the window, took a deep breath, and then answered Qiao Jiao's call...

We were silent together, as if we were both troubled by the same invisible emotion. So, after being silent for a long time, Qiao Jiao said to me in an extremely concise way: "You are completely free."

"...how free?"

“You can still drive an RV to places you haven’t been before as you did before, or you can go to places you have been to again... If you want to stabilize, you can also go to Phuket to find your dad. Mom and Sister Ran... Anyway, no one will restrain you anymore... The matter in Xiaocheng can come to an end."

After a pause, Qiao Jiao added, "You'd better go to Phuket... For you, that's a place where you can truly stay away from right and wrong."

"When I have to choose where to go, is that true freedom?...I just feel that everything is back to the starting point. There is nothing that must be done, but there is no real freedom...because some You can't really choose to forget things."

"Life is a circle, and we will all return to the original place..."

Because I agreed, I subconsciously nodded and replied: "Yes, even death will only bring you back to the place you were before you were born... Thinking about it this way, life is really pessimistic and meaningless."

"I never thought that after knowing each other for so long, we would reach a consensus on such a matter... Han Chao..."

"Ok?"

"Forget everything about the past and just live your life again."

"No, I have a child... If I have to go somewhere, I just want to find Lu Xi and the child..." I only said half of my words, but I couldn't say the other half to Qiao Jiao. Since We have reached a consensus on the matter of death and are no longer afraid of death. That does not mean that we cannot fulfill our previous promise: if we cannot be together alive, we will become a pair of lovers in another world, but everything has already When the dust settles, life will eventually continue along the set track, so neither Qiao Jiao nor I will really die.

This is the eternal regret between Qiao Jiao and me.

"I lied to you...Han Chao...I'm sorry, I lied to you...I lied to you that Lu Xi had your child...because I know that this is the only way to dispel your evil thoughts...but in the end this Everything still happened, so such deception becomes meaningless." I was stunned, staring at the rising sun that had just revealed a sharp corner on the sea level. No wonder before I met Lu Xi that time , she repeatedly told me: If Lu Xi didn’t take the initiative to tell me about pregnancy, I couldn’t mention it to Lu Xi; her purpose was just to prevent me from touching the loopholes of this lie...

At this time, Qiao Jiao said to me again: "Until now, Yang Yiming has not given up the idea of ​​marrying Lu Xi... Lu Xi can no longer withstand the pressure around him. This kind of pressure is not something ordinary people can understand... ...Stop struggling. Is it possible to find another person to kill Yang Yiming? There is no second crook in the world. Compromise and patience are the themes of life."

I almost couldn't believe my ears. Although most of the time, I agree that compromise and patience are the themes of life, I still don't want to believe that this is what Qiao Jiao said, let alone that it is just a person. Deception, but I couldn't speak, because to me, this was like retribution.

Bad people will not be rewarded.

Looking back on my life, I am a bad man because I have made too many unfulfilled promises in my life. I have also helped some people who should not have been helped and implicated some people who should not have been implicated.

"Han Chao, let's all cherish this opportunity to start our lives again... It's time for me to let go of my obsession... Last night, I never went back to find you because something happened to me... These Things are not bad for me... because my parents have forgiven me, and the man I was supposed to marry has also forgiven me... He asked me to have dinner together tomorrow night, and we will try to find feelings again. ...By the way, if I can successfully marry this man...my parents will also try to consider remarrying...After waiting for almost 20 years, I finally have a complete family."

I lowered my head, closed my eyes, and held my breath...

At this moment, my life seemed to be controlled by a person holding a mouse. He kept clicking the right button, refreshing my life again and again, until I returned to the original starting point.

It is a pity that the RV that accompanied me through 296 cities has been sold as scrap metal by me long ago. It is not so much the starting point, but the ending point, because in the end, I gained nothing and lost everything. It has also become a subject that I have to face squarely in my life.

I have nothing to lose anymore, so there is no reason to hinder Qiao Jiao from pursuing the happiness she wants.Follow my Weixin public account: *** to view the biggest ending!

I finally said: "I wish you happiness."

"Well, you also want to be happy."

The conversation between Qiao Jiao and I ended here. Our lives will never intersect again. However, it is not so easy for me to forget her, nor is it so easy for me to start a new life... Because compared to Qiao Jiao, I am not a Such a person is worthy of being forgiven by others.

I finally lay in bed and finally realized that I was indeed completely free.

I really should pack my bags and buy a plane ticket to Phuket, because there are Ren Ran, my parents, and Wu Luoge; just like Qiao Jiao’s choice, there is my family there. If we say, my If there is any happiness in life, it must be with them, and they are one of the few people in the world who will forgive and accept me unconditionally.

From this point of view, Qiao Jiao and I may seem to have different paths, but our final destination is the same...

(End of this chapter)