i'm not a bad man

Chapter 565: Being deceived and having a dream
Qiao Jiao realized that I was looking at her, so she also focused on me and looked at each other again; because I had some strange emotions in my heart, I didn't keep looking at her for too long, and I lowered my head slightly. When I turned my head, I realized that Qiao Jiao had taken off her stockings, and her toes seemed to be scratched; therefore, it was not because she was being pretentious that I carried her for so long.

"Han Chao, did your first girlfriend call you again?"

"Except for her, no one would call me so late."

"I've heard you say before that she seems to like talking nonsense?"

"When you don't listen, it really sounds like nonsense. But when you listen, it's just some of her feelings."

"Then this time, was she talking nonsense to you, or was it about her mood?"

I raised my head and remained silent for a long time.

"I heard, she said, she was getting married..."

"Yes, she is getting married."

"It should be a flash marriage, right? When we met before, she was still single."

"It's pretty fast anyway."

Qiao Jiao was silent at first, then smiled and said, "Since I have decided to get married, why do I still need to call you?"

"She said that she regretted that she didn't treat me well when she was with me, and she only tried to get benefits from me."

"It seems that you have also paid for others."

"She thought it was a sacrifice, but I thought it was okay, because for me at that time, money was the smallest cost, because I didn't earn the money myself. I don't know the bitterness and difficulty in it. Anyway, I have no money. , just ask my parents for it, and my parents are willing to give it."

"How come you sound so ignorant when you talk?"

I finally looked Qiao Jiao squarely in the face and asked, "Am I ignorant, or is she ignorant?"

"She's not sensible. She doesn't know how hard it is for you, and you don't know how difficult it is for your parents. The two of them got together like this and did all kinds of deviant things."

"So, we didn't get any good results between us."

"Do you really not hate her? She left you at the most difficult time in your life..."

"If I don't hate it, I've stopped hating it a long time ago."

"Then you are really a very classy person!"

I didn’t know what was wrong with me, but by mistake I asked: “What about you, are you a person who can open up the world?”

Qiao Jiao glanced at me and replied: "I will definitely not be able to open the pattern, but I can open your Tianling Cap..."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao raised the high-heeled shoes that she had thrown aside. I subconsciously reached out to block her, but she laughed "haha". I looked at her at a loss, and she finally said with some emotion. : "It seems that you are not invincible. There is a woman in this world who can control you. If she wants to spend your money, she will spend your money. If she doesn't want you, she won't want you... If she wants to get married, she can do it neatly. I just wanted to get married, and at the end, I called you to mess with your mentality..." I put my hand down and replied: "The above are all facts, but it's far-fetched to say that you want to mess with my mentality. , I feel very calm, and I will most likely not think of this woman and the past between us in the future."

"Don't worry about saving face and suffering. That's your first love."

I thought about the word "first love" over and over again in my mind, and as I thought about it, it became blurry. Then I no longer wanted to think back on the relationship that happened between me and Zhao Yingrou, because it was far from being unforgettable, and the meaning of its existence was , just to form a contrast in my heart. From the comparison, I can see that Qiao Jiao around me is really good to me, and what we have experienced between us is really something that I can’t let go of. Even if I have a big picture in my heart, I can’t let it go. There is no way to let go.

I finally spoke to Qiao Jiao and said, "I am indeed a person who desperately wants to save face sometimes, but I have never sought out the so-called face because of her..."

"Then you will suffer the consequences because of who will die to save face?"

"You, Qiao Jiao."

I finally stopped being so reserved and told Qiao Jiao by name that I had many hidden emotions in my heart for her.

There was an emotion in Qiao Jiao's eyes that I couldn't quite understand, and then she smiled and said, "Stop talking nonsense, I know who the woman you really like is... There is no drama between us, so I'm going to be fooled, be fooled." Deceived into a dream.”

I felt uncomfortable because of these words and fell into silence again.

Qiao Jiao habitually tucked her wind-blown hair behind her ears, and then said to me with an intoxicated expression: "Since I was a child, I have had many dreams, all of which were black and white, and the sun was white. , a black world, and people in black and white; but this dream is different, it is in color, I seem to see white seagulls, blue sea, golden sunset hanging like an orange next to the pier, and I just Standing at home at Xiaogang Pier and watching... You were fishing on the pier and caught a big grouper. You turned around, grinned, and smiled at me like a fool... I already understood, and I must make this good at night. Grouper, remember to buy your favorite beer, make an appointment with three or two good friends, and eat, drink and laugh together..."

When Qiao Jiao told this scene, I couldn't help but indulge in it...

She really understood, because this was also the life I had imagined, without swords and swords, without exhaustion of agencies, only warmth and freedom, and a complete family.

Qiao Jiao added: "After I wake up, I will also be disappointed, but this kind of loss will not last long, because I know that this is actually the life you want... It is a pity that there is a deer between us. Xi... There is no need to avoid it. Be brave tonight and face this problem squarely... Listen carefully Han Chao. If you dare to let her down in the future, don't expect me to open up the situation. I will use a hammer to open your dog's head first. …”

I subconsciously put my hands on my head.

Qiao Jiao came over again and asked, "Do you think what I said is particularly unpleasant?"

"No, I was wondering who is stronger, my head or your hammer."

Qiao Jiao looked at me, her eyes were painful and blurry, and finally said to me softly: "But you can always give me a hug..."

My hands and heart trembled together, and finally I stretched out my hands to Qiao Jiao. Qiao Jiao finally sat on my lap and wrapped her arms around me.

The word entanglement is enough to make a man lose his grip; so, I tried to face her face to face, looking for her lips, but she slapped me away and said, "Just a hug."

At this moment, my heart was experiencing a fusion of ice and fire. I subconsciously held her tighter. Beside this unknown lake, I forgot many things, even what day of the week it was today. , I forgot how I met Qiao Jiao.

The evening breeze seemed to blow her into a cloud, getting softer and softer...

(End of this chapter)