i'm not a bad man

Chapter 507
After lunch, after Zuo Xiaowei left, I was alone in the room again, but it also gave me space to think independently. Zuo Xiaowei said that when Qiao Jiao got married, Lu Xi would also go there, and even more Being a bridesmaid is so easy...

This is just on the surface. Is there really no barrier between them deep down?
Qiao Jiao once told me that the reason why she got married rashly was because Lu Xi once contacted her and said she wanted to marry me. She made this choice because she had a successful mentality; but , I was not able to get together with Lu Xi after all. When they face each other again, and when Qiao Jiao is about to get married, what kind of mood will Qiao Jiao feel, and how will Lu Xi feel?
I can't tell, because these thoughts are all pieced together by me based on fragments of words. Maybe there are more things in them that I haven't seen, but they have already happened.

……

Thinking, thinking, I felt sleepy, and then fell into a deep sleep. When I woke up, it was already evening; I woke up from the cold, so the first thing after getting up, Just open the curtains and observe for a while.

The rain was still falling, not very hard, but it continued continuously. This was the real culprit of the low temperature, so I turned on the air conditioner again, made myself a pot of tea, and drank it while waiting. Ask Zuo Xiaowei to come to me.

The sky gradually became dark.

……

Although it was a bit late this time, Zuo Xiaowei never missed an appointment. She finally came to my rental house at 07:30; then she drove me to the nearby area, which is ranked among the best in the country. No. SKP.

We wandered aimlessly in the mall until we passed by a store specializing in baby products. As if driven by a force, we stopped together, and then looked at those exquisite and cute baby products together. .

It must have been a subconscious action. Zuo Xiaowei had already put her hand on the trolley at the door, her expression downcast and gloomy.

After a while of silence, I finally spoke to Zuo Xiaowei next to me in a tone that was hard to let go: "That day, the two of us discussed the gender of the child. If we wait a few more months, we can see it on the B-ultrasound." The gender of the child... Look, those girls' clothes are so beautiful and cute... You are so good at dressing yourself up, if it were a girl, you would definitely dress her up beautifully too."

"Stop talking, I feel so uncomfortable!"

"I feel bad too..."

Zuo Xiaowei looked up at me with tears in her eyes.

I walked into the store and bought a baby feeding suit and clothes in front of Zuo Xiaowei...

For me, this approach has no special purpose. It is just regret, so I need to fill it up in this way, although looking at these things makes me feel more uncomfortable.

I have probably really changed, and I have become more fatherly in my heart. However, the Han Chao who was with Luan Yu was a staunch non-marriage advocate, even if the cost was to completely lose Luan Yu and lose that one. There was also true love.

It is precisely because I feel guilty for Luan Yu that I realize how precious it is to have a child; if Luan Yu can also leave a child, no matter whose it is, she will not be left empty. If she is gone, her life will continue.

This practice stabbed Zuo Xiaowei so badly that she was crying all the time. If she hadn't been in such a shopping mall with so many people coming and going, she might have collapsed and lost her composure.

……

Carrying these baby products, Zuo Xiaowei and I walked out of the store together; next door to this store is another brand selling baby products, and there are also customers inside. Like Zuo Xiaowei, she is wearing a mask and a hat, even though She was not wearing the peaked cap she often wore before, but a knitted round hat. I still recognized it...

At this moment, it is Lu Xi who is choosing baby products in the store.

As if there was a kind of telepathy, when I looked at her back, she also turned her head at the same time, and then focused her eyes on me and Zuo Xiaowei.

It’s unclear whether this was a collision. In short, the three of us were all stunned in the same posture. Lu Xi even kept bending down to pick things.Finally, Lu Xi fixed his gaze on the bag of baby supplies I was holding.

The atmosphere began to become subtle. This subtleness prevented any of us from speaking first; until Qin Minhong, who I hated so much, also came here. She was holding a box in her hand, which seemed to contain a precious jewelry. .

She set her sights on Zuo Xiaowei and me, and then said to Zuo Xiaowei like a question: "Why are you with him?"

Zuo Xiaowei was different from Lu Xi. She didn't have the confidence to face Qin Minhong, so she seemed a little dependent on others. She replied in a low voice: "I'm preparing the next album. I need to ask him for advice on some things..."

Before Zuo Xiaowei finished speaking, she was interrupted by Qin Minhong: "Didn't I find you a very good producer in the industry? What else do you want to ask him for? His cliche stuff has long been outdated. ...You don’t even think about it, how long has it been since he has been in contact with this industry, and he just doesn’t do his job and is just doing nothing every day.”

Zuo Xiaowei was speechless, and I didn't say anything either. The reason why I remained silent was because the grudge between us was no longer something that we could get pleasure from just by taking advantage of words.

Qin Minhong took my silence as a sign of weakness. She turned to look at me and said to me in a discriminatory tone: "I'm not talking about you. You are really a dog that can't be changed." Eat shit...you will rub up against anyone who is famous...you have the blood of eating soft rice flowing in your bones, and you have forgotten that you should be a man who is upright and upright!"

Zuo Xiaowei finally couldn't bear it anymore, and she said to Qin Minhong: "Sister Minhong, there is no need to speak so harshly... We met just for musical exchanges. He is really knowledgeable in creation."

"Come on, if he really knew it, he wouldn't have made an appointment with Lu Xi for more than half a year without even seeing him."

Zuo Xiaowei was choked by Qin Minhong and became speechless. Lu Xi then walked up to the three of us and said, "Don't say that to him. Creation depends on inspiration. The pain caused by others accumulates to a certain level. It will turn into inspiration..."

Qin Minhong looked at Lu Xi. She obviously didn't dare to show her face to Lu Xi. Then she changed the subject and said, "Qiao Jiao just got married. It's unreasonable to have children anytime. Why are you in such a hurry to help?" Her child chooses clothes... let's buy her some jewelry seriously, that's the business."

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"I bought this for her, haven't you bought it yet?"

"No rush, let's take a look at the clothes first... I will go abroad for further study soon. If she decides to have a child in the short term and wants to buy one for her, there is no chance."

Qin Minhong couldn't resist Lu Xi, so she had to give up. Then she looked at the baby supplies that Zuo Xiaowei and I were carrying, and asked Zuo Xiaowei, "You have no friendship with Qiao Jiao, right? Why did you buy these things?"

Zuo Xiaowei was stunned for a moment and replied: "No, I bought it for a friend from my hometown who was pregnant."

Qin Minhong sneered and said: "It's okay to use him as a coolie... but don't expect him to give you any help in music. This is a fake doctor who sells dog meat with a sheep's head. If he has real talent and learning, he can still help you." Can you live like this?... In our industry, real gold is not afraid of fire, you must always remember this."

After saying that, Qin Minhong pulled Lu Xi into the shop, as if she was afraid of contaminating me.

I didn't get angry about this, because calmness was already something I kept in mind and always remembered.

Qin Minhong, I will definitely take care of her. For me, she is the real trouble, because she has been trying to humble me to the dust, and then feel that she is not worthy of Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao.

This kind of intention should be severely punished!
(End of this chapter)