i'm not a bad man

Chapter 498: Be cruel to others

At eight o'clock, the high-speed train entered BJ South Station on time. I followed the crowd and passed the exit. Then I habitually took my phone out of my pocket and looked at it. I still couldn't wait for Zuo Xiaowei's reply to me, but When I raised my head and looked into the crowd, I saw a woman wearing a hat and a mask. She was also looking for her in the crowd...

At this moment, I was in a trance. I even thought that the woman wearing a hat and mask was Lu Xi. Suddenly I remembered that Zuo Xiaowei was already a popular singer in the music industry. When she appeared in public, she also needed to look like Lu Xi. Xi also avoided it.

Zuo Xiaowei is Zuo Xiaowei. Even if she wears a hat and a mask, she is different from Lu Xi. Lu Xisheng has a temperament that is not contaminated by the smoke and fire of the world, but Zuo Xiaowei's figure is more perfect, and even Call it sexy, so that as long as she stands in the crowd, she is the focus, so I discovered her first.

"Xiaowei."

I called her, and she looked over following the sound. We met in the crowd, but kept a sufficient distance. This distance, to put it bluntly, was the conflict in her heart. She wanted to meet me, But with a sense of guilt.

She finally said to me: "You are quite punctual."

"It's better to say that I'm on time than to say that the train is more punctual." After a short pause, I added, "Let's find a place to eat first. I'll treat you."

……

I don’t know how much money you can make by becoming a popular singer, or maybe Guan Yubo provided her with a generous material life; in short, she changed her car again, to a Ferrari sports car, even in a place like BJ The place also has a feeling of standing out from the crowd.

"Changed car again?"

"Lu Xi used to drive the company car in BJ. She didn't use it much, so Sister Minhong drove it for me."

I nodded and fell into silence for a while. Zuo Xiaowei asked me again: "Why did you suddenly come to BJ?"

"BJ is a good place. In a few months, all the red leaves in Xiangshan will bloom."

"That was also a few months later. What are you doing here now?"

I looked at the buildings passing by outside the car window, my eyes a little hollow, so after a moment, I said to Zuo Xiaowei: "My life has been unsatisfactory recently, and I want to move around. Is this the best explanation?"

Zuo Xiaowei smiled: "Isn't it your own fault if you don't like it... Why don't you do something wrong? You have to find a barmaid."

I turned to look at Zuo Xiaowei. She looked calm, but her mood was exactly the same as Qiao Jiao's back then...

"You heard that too?"

"if not?"

"It's true that good things don't go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles!"

"Stop complaining..." After saying that, Zuo Xiaowei turned to look at me, with a hint of disappointment in her eyes, and then said to me: "Han Chao, you really forgot that before you came out, After this incident, I sent you a message... Why do you feel that we haven't talked about this matter before?"

"Have you...have you sent me a message before?"

Zuo Xiaowei sighed softly, then shook her head and said, "You never take me to your heart, so it doesn't matter whether I have talked to you or not."

I fell into silence, because I really had no impression of this matter; if it had happened but it had not left an impression, it would not have verified Zuo Xiaowei's words, so of course I would feel a little indebted.

……

We found a hotel nearby. In terms of eating habits, Zuo Xiaowei has not changed much. She still doesn’t choose, so the hotel’s environment is just average, but fortunately there are private rooms, so it’s not bad for me and Zuo Xiaowei. A space for privacy.

Of course, the so-called privacy is only Zuo Xiaowei's needs, not mine.

……

We were eating lamb and scorpion hot pot. Before I was about to use my chopsticks, I asked Zuo Xiaowei, "Would you like some wine?" "I'm driving the car."

"The car is so easy to drive, just hire a driver."

"Two seats, the driver will drive, will you sit on the roof?"

"How about you park your car here and we can take a taxi wherever we go."

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me for a while and then said: "It seems that you must drink this wine?"

"When you're in a bad mood, there's nothing wrong with drinking some wine."

"If you really want to drink, I will drink some with you, but not too much."

"Don't worry. You drink too much. You are so nagging and drunk. If I drink you too much, I won't cause trouble for myself."

After saying that, I called for the waiter and ordered a bottle of high-alcohol liquor. Based on my understanding of Zuo Xiaowei's drinking capacity, she would get drunk after drinking up to half a catty of this kind of wine.

I poured myself a glass first, and then poured half a glass for Zuo Xiaowei. Zuo Xiaowei picked up the glass and looked at it and said: "Can you still remember my drinking capacity... I'll say it again, don't Drunk me too much."

"Just drink this half cup, that's all."

"it is good."

Zuo Xiaowei responded, raised her glass, and I touched one with her. She probably really didn’t want to get drunk, so she just touched her lips, and I had already drank half of the glass...

Seeing how fierce I was, Zuo Xiaowei hesitated, closed her eyes, and took a solid sip.

I reminded and said: "You don't have to cooperate with my progress, just drink slowly."

"I'm used to it. When you were in a bad mood, I would accompany you as much as you drank... You can't say that when you were in a bad mood, I would still drink to take advantage of you. Then we wouldn't really be fair-weather friends. What?"

After saying that, Zuo Xiaowei put down the wine glass. The spicy taste of the white wine made her look a little painful, so she picked up the glass of water and took a sip. Then she said to me again: "Can you stop being so so in the future?" If you do it, can’t you live a down-to-earth life?...You have to make yourself look like you can’t survive, so you are willing to do it?”

"I think so too, but my ability is limited and I can only live my life in such a muddle-headed way."

"You are not limited in ability, but you are very capable. You are just too kind and don't like to be on guard against others, so you are always being tricked by others..." After a pause, Zuo Xiaowei sighed again and said: "I was early I told you that you should leave the town as soon as possible. People like Chang Tianming will not treat you sincerely. If you don't listen... In the end, you went to persuade him to reorganize the scenic spot. In the end, he accepted your suggestion, and in the blink of an eye he was gone again. I left you aside... It’s true that other people are eating meat, and you can’t even drink the soup. Now that Chang Tianming has entered, the scenic spot has nothing to do with you, and you can’t even drink the northwest wind."

"Yes, what you are saying is that I used to trust others too easily."

After saying that, I picked up the wine glass and drank the remaining half in one gulp. Zuo Xiaowei followed me and took another sip as usual, and then said to me: "So, can you stop being so stupid in the future? What do you want?" Whatever you do, be cruel to others and don't always wrong yourself. In this society, the people who suffer the most are honest people."

"No."

"By the way, are you almost running out of money from selling your house before?"

I looked up at Zuo Xiaowei, and I was a little surprised; I didn't know why she asked this. In fact, I never touched the money.

Zuo Xiaowei misunderstood my silence, and she said to me again: "I know that this money is not enough for you. This is your consumption concept since you were a child, and you have no concept of saving money at all... You said , in your current state, how will you live your life in the future, and what kind of virtue will you live your life?"

"Let's just live with it."

After saying that, I looked at Zuo Xiaowei. When we first met, she was a bit aloof, but as soon as she sat down and drank some wine, she became the same as before, always worrying about this and that; of course she was not as good as Qiao Jiao understands me so well, and she is not as smart as Qiao Jiao, but I don't know why, but I can listen to what she says, and I even want to obey her, so I don't refute a word.

(End of this chapter)