i'm not a bad man

Chapter 485 If that night
The evening has just come, and the scorching sun has degenerated into a soft sunset at a speed visible to the naked eye, like a big fire pot that is about to go out, glowing with golden color, hanging at the farthest point of the sea, and a sea breeze blows by, which seems cold but not cold. , everything looks so lonely and tragic, and this loneliness and tragedy reflects the tall buildings in the distance, like a person who has lost his mind, waiting for dark, waiting for the neon signs and street lights to light up...

And I lit up a cigarette and just felt it quietly. After a long time, I looked back at Ren Ran...

She also lost her mind, facing the city behind us. Her hair was very long, and the wind seemed very restless on her. It blew her hair and long skirt around, and after a while, she seemed to know the cold. , tucked up her long skirt, and wrapped it tightly around her legs.

Then I smiled...

Ren Ran asked me: "Why are you laughing?"

I touched my head with my hand and replied, "It's time to go. I'm going to trim my hair. I can't see it, but to the touch, it really looks like it was gnawed by a dog."

"Just in time, I'm going to the mall to buy some thick clothes."

"Let's go together then."

Ren Ran said "Okay" first, and then suddenly changed his mind and said to me: "Let's work separately. It's not efficient for two people to work together... I'm already hungry. When you get your hair done, you can call me. It just so happened that I also bought some clothes, and then we went to eat and drink together."

When talking about drinking more, Ren Ran also smiled. It was a very complicated smile. She seemed to recall the time when we drank together. She would always lean on me with a smile on her face. She didn't know whether she was smiling because she was happy, or because she remembered something worthy of her smile.

There is a very strange phenomenon. Whenever she leans on me with a smile on her face, she says she won't drink anymore, and no one tries to persuade her to drink. She seems to enjoy the feeling of being drunk.

Thinking of this, I also smiled. Over the years, probably only when I was with Ren Ran, I would completely forget all my worries, because in our friendship, we would not be trapped by money, let alone be Trapped in love.

She is my good sister.

I never felt that describing her in this way was disgusting, because she was really nice and treated me very well, and she never made any demands on me, let alone what I had to pay for her.

……

In a large shopping mall, I went to get my hair trimmed, and Ren Ran went to a clothing store; I ran into a little trouble. The barber said that my hair was cut too messy, and the shortest part was close to my scalp, so it was impossible to trim it. Big, I simply suggested that I shave it all off.

This is of course a trouble. After I cut my hair short in BJ, I have been trying to grow it for the past few months. When it was time to style it, I met Qiao Jiao, who hated me to the core. Her behavior made me Feeling frustrated that all my previous efforts had been wasted, I looked at myself in the mirror for a long time before agreeing to be shaved off by the barber.

Because I couldn't adapt to my own image, I bought a baseball cap and put it on my head. When I walked out of the mall, it was already dark, and the light penetrated every corner of the city in a pervasive manner. And the gene that wants to drink in the body also becomes ready to move.

The next moment, Ren Ran also walked out of the mall. Not only did she put on new clothes, she also washed her hair and put on very delicate makeup. She stood next to me, looking like a wealthy flower in the world. It seems to cover up all the gorgeous light, especially her profile, under the light, it can bear the praise of the nation...

She is only 32 years old, and time has not taken away her beauty. I even think that if beauty has an expiration date, she is now at her peak. Not only can she find no flaws, but she is also mature, confident, elegant, and vaguely so. There is a hint of melancholy; therefore, with such a woman, standing under such light, I am afraid that no man will not be fascinated by her.

……

I lit up a cigarette out of habit and asked her with a smile: "I just buy clothes, why are you wearing makeup?"

"A beauty store is advertising, saying they will do my makeup for free. Why don't you give it a try?" After a pause, she turned back to me and asked, "Does it look good?"

"You look good. You look good no matter what time, even without makeup." "How about Xiaowei? ... Qiao Jiao, and Lu Xi."

I'm a little stumped by this question, it's incomparable...

In order to make her happy, after smoking another cigarette, I replied firmly: "You are the most beautiful, and no one can compare with you."

"But I'm 32 years old!"

"You should go back to Qingdao less often in the future. When you were in Phuket, you weren't as sentimental as you are now!"

Ren Ran looked at me suddenly, and then sighed: "When you say it, it seems that it is really... Han Chao, did you know? There are very few houses with more than ten floors in Phuket, and most of the houses are open When you step out of the door, you can see the sea. That kind of broad vision will make you forget those worries and the unhappy things before... Qingdao is different. The eyes are full of high-rise buildings made of reinforced concrete. These high-rise buildings are surrounded together. , is like a trap, trapping your thinking, leaving you unable to think about the future, and you will only think of the unhappy past..."

I smiled and sighed: "You always deliberately enhance the image of Phuket in my heart!"

"What I said is the truth, but I have always wanted you to go there and take a walk. It is also true... You are like a super serious partial subject. You have visited all the domestic cities, but not any foreign cities. Been there.”

I was silent for a long time before replying: "I will go there in the future to see you and see the Phuket Island in your mouth, with the finest sand in the world."

There was an moved look in Ren Ran's eyes, and then he said to me in an impatient tone: "You have said the same thing more than ten times... If you don't believe it... you'd better go drink... drink... let me think Where do you want to drink..."

I looked at Ren Ran, her eyes were a little blurry, as if she was already tipsy before she even drank.

"Let's go drink at Saozhu's old bar."

I shook my head and replied: "If you are here to get back the previous feeling, I advise you not to go there... That bar has been changed beyond recognition by the new owner. They are all Zuo Xiaowei's posters, and even the chairs where they were sitting are now gone." It’s not that one-piece thing anymore.”

"real or fake?"

"Really, I just drank there yesterday."

"Then let's take a look. If it's really like what you said, we'll drink somewhere else."

Seeing Ren Ran’s unwillingness to give up, I finally took her to have a look. She opened the curtain at the door of the bar and looked at it for a long time, but ultimately did not go in...

……

We found a restaurant on the beach that had a self-service barbecue, and sat on the open-air balcony, grilling seafood and drinking wine until 11:30 in the night, until Renran was completely drunk...

I finally knew what it was like for her to be completely drunk. She didn't smile but just looked at me. I thought she had something to say, but she didn't say anything.

Just when I chose to avoid her eyes, she finally spoke, and she said to me: "Han Chao, there is a question that I particularly want to know...if...if that night was not...a... Prank...Will you really have a relationship with me?...If you do, will you avoid me like you avoid Xiaowei?...Because, you just like my body, but you dislike me in your bones. She is a married woman..."

(End of this chapter)