i'm not a bad man

Chapter 484 Absolutely Impossible

Before dawn, I sat on a bench at the "Little Harbor Pier" for tourists to rest. The waves were lapping behind me. The air was a little humid and the lights were dim, but it did not affect my ability to see clearly the buildings opposite. These buildings The buildings are all commercial residences developed along the Xiaogang Pier. There are no very old houses here. They were all developed in recent years. In order to maximize the commercial value, each building is very tall and straight. If you live in From the top floor, you may be able to see more than half of the city.

After being dazed for a moment, I finally took out my mobile phone and checked the housing prices in this area. The cheapest one exceeded the [-] yuan per square meter mark, and there were no small apartments.

Generally speaking, you won’t buy here if you just need it. It’s more of an improvement house.

Improvement is a very flattering word, because it symbolizes progress. The house needs to be improved, and life does not need to be improved. What I am doing now is a process of improvement. In this process, I started to become aggressive, And I tried to seek a kind of pleasure in the hatred, but I didn't know absolutely whether I would really become happy and satisfied when everything I wanted and wanted to do was realized; the only thing I didn't know was What is certain is that I will eventually lose Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao.

I had already made such mental preparations, so I did everything so absolutely and without leaving any room; that is, when I was sitting in this "Little Harbor Pier" that had appeared in my fantasy more than once, I Only then will a trace of tenderness arise in my heart, and then I will think of the time that Qiao Jiao and I were together.

More than friends, not lovers yet, but very happy and relaxed.

And now, she is getting married, how do I feel?

I couldn't say anything, so I just bent over, smoking, and looking at the tall building opposite. The sea breeze blew my almost hairless head, making it feel cold; I seemed to be even more indifferent!
I turned this regret of not getting it into hatred, and just wanted to pay back double to those who had plotted against me. This is my only pleasure now... I seem to be lost, but I am more clear than ever. .

Another gust of sea breeze blew. I turned around and looked at the sea. The light of the street lamp reflected my figure on the sea. It was so strange and desolate. I could hardly remember that I was Han Chao!
I won’t even consciously remember that I once loved two women, Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao, at the same time.

……

With this indifference, I left Xiaogang Pier, then changed to a hotel. After drinking a large glass of cold water, I continued to sleep until it was almost noon when I was woken up by the urge to pee.

I stood next to the toilet, releasing my urge to urinate, while overlooking the city, but my heart drifted back to the small town.

Chang Tianming must be very proud now, because he used my suggestion to temporarily stabilize the situation; of course I should be angry, because I was played by him again, but my heart is calmer than ever before, even because of this And happy.

I no longer have any psychological burden. I have given Chang Tianming a chance, but he didn't know how to grasp and cherish it.

……

In the afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Ren Ran. She told me that she had returned to Qingdao, wanted to apply for some documents, and asked me if I was interested in coming to Qingdao for a gathering.

I told her that I was in Qingdao now. She was stunned for a while and then sighed: What a fate!
Yes, this fate, without any deliberate appointment, actually made us meet again in Qingdao.

Well, of course we have to meet.

……

Probably because she was used to the climate in Phuket, when she returned to Qingdao, Renran only wore a very thin jacket and a long skirt, but no pantyhose. She told me that these were her thickest clothes. clothes.

The wind was blowing fiercely, causing her long skirt to flutter. I stood next to her, lit a cigarette, then bent down and picked up a handful of sand. After blowing it out with the wind, I asked Ren Ran: "I heard that the sand in Phuket is the finest sand on all beaches in the world...Is it really finer than the sand in Qingdao?"

Ren Ran looked at me, shook his head and replied: "I really didn't pay attention to this... Never mind whether the sand is fine or not, what's wrong with your hair, it feels like it has been gnawed by a dog!" I subconsciously touched my head with my hand. , what came out was a very uneven touch. After all, Qiao Jiao was not a professional barber, and I would not be so cooperative when I was drunk, so it was definitely not good.

I didn't know how to explain it to Ren Ran, so I just looked at her.

But she suddenly changed the subject and said to me again: "Han Chao, long time no see. I miss you so much... Can you give me a hug?"

After saying that, Ren Ran opened her arms, hugged me, and rubbed her face on my shoulder, as if I still had the smell of decadence in the bar together, which made her miss me. .

Ren Ran and I still have a sense of boundaries, so after just a hug, she let go of me, then smiled at me and said, "I thought we would definitely meet in Phuket, but no Thinking of going around in circles, but returning to Qingdao again... How long do you plan to stay in Qingdao this time?"

"It shouldn't be long, how about you?"

"my words……"

Ren Ran seemed to want to show off. She deliberately lengthened her voice, then looked at me and said, "How would you feel if I told you that in addition to coming back to apply for a new certificate, you also have to attend Qiao Jiao's wedding?"

I was stunned. In my memory, the relationship between Ren Ran and Qiao Jiao didn't seem that close. At most, they just called "Sister Ran" when they met. But I didn't expect that she also invited Ren Ran; then, this must be a friendship. It was a grand wedding. In addition to being grand, I also felt a sense of urgency that I had to shoot.

Qiao Jiao had already shown this sense of urgency in front of me. She was beating the bed anxiously, but there was nothing she could do.

I finally spoke: "You really haven't changed at all, you are still so nosy!"

Ren Ran put his hands behind his back, then kicked the shell closest to her with his foot, and said: "Gossip makes people happy, especially your gossip... Han Chao, life is so boring, why not play something exciting?" Well... wait for Qiao Jiao's wedding day, you go and destroy her place... I will cooperate with you... buy a cart of exploding fireworks, fire at the wedding venue, and when they all run away, you Just take advantage of the chaos and run away with Qiao Jiao...haha..."

I lost my mind, imagining this scene, and then said to Ren Ran in a deep voice: "Qiao Jiao's father has a good relationship with Lin Sheng'en, and he will definitely go to the wedding... You are afraid that Lin Sheng'en doesn't know that you have something after your divorce. Do you want to let yourself go more?"

"Are you energetic? Which pot is not to be opened and lifted?"

"Tsk, tsk, tsk... you have changed. From a wealthy flower in the world, you have fallen into a silly big sister..." I looked at Ren Ran and asked again: "Can you really be so slovenly when you live in Phuket? How long have you been Didn’t you wash your hair?..."

"Don't try to divert my attention. You'll have to face this sooner or later."

I shook my head, and then fell into a trance again. I always have the habit of remembering something in a trance. I remembered the last night in the RV with Lu Xi. We tried our best to release ourselves, so that I Her scratches were all over her back.

Now, Ren Ran is encouraging me to go to a wedding. The purpose of a wedding is, of course, to win people's love.

Under the premise that Lu Xi and I have already had a substantial relationship, going to Qiao Jiao's wedding is simply more ridiculous than ridiculous!
I am a mentally sound person and I do not have schizophrenia, so I cannot ignore what happened in the past and the love that did not reach a complete conclusion.

Then, it is absolutely impossible for me to destroy it, absolutely impossible!

(End of this chapter)