i'm not a bad man

Chapter 373 It's Her
After finishing the call with Qiao Jiao, I laid the car seat completely flat, rested it on my arms, and looked at the world outside the skylight with a completely relaxed attitude. I gradually became a little sleepy, and just as I gradually became confused. At that time, a gust of wind blew in through the gap in the car window, and then turned into a carrier, which seemed to bring my soul to Qingdao, my favorite small port.

We sat on a bench by the sea, I held my child, and Qiao Jiao rested on my shoulder. I had never been so leisurely. There were seagulls, white sailboats, fishermen selling seafood, and people parked on the yacht to take wedding photos. Newcomers, and the sunset that is about to set...

The corners of my mouth curved, and I couldn't tell whether it was a fantasy or a dream; in short, I really indulged myself in the unique hustle and bustle of the service area and fell asleep...

When I woke up, it was already 03:30 in the morning, which surprised me. Even if I had slept in an RV, I had never slept in the service area for so long, because the service area is never really quiet. When a heavy truck drove in, there was not only a huge noise, but sometimes the ground would shake, but I ignored it.

I don’t think this is caused by being overtired. It’s a sign of complete physical and mental relaxation. Anyway, in such a turbulent life, I have given myself a result. Thinking of this result, I am not dissatisfied, let alone feel I’m not willing to give in, so I can face it with an enjoyable attitude, so why not let go of the heavy burdens in my heart?
The moment I decided to let go of my burden, life seemed to have become a magical magician, and all my fantasies about the future were transformed into magic.

At least, when I decided to go to the small town, I never thought that it would give me such a result.This kind of result makes me feel that I am a lucky person.

I still feel a little sorry for Zuo Xiaowei, but because of this, Zuo Xiaowei embarked on the path she should have taken, transforming into a popular singer. There are gains and losses in this, so it is difficult to go. Qualitative; Ren Ran said that in the short term, Zuo Xiaowei will definitely hate me, but as time goes by, one day in the future, Zuo Xiaowei will let go of this hatred and even thank me, because people always change You have to mature. Once mature, many things will no longer be based on feelings as the only criterion. Therefore, Ren Ran reassures me that this is also her mental journey. After her divorce, she lived the life she wanted in Phuket. He wanted a life, but he didn't hate Lin Sheng'en that much anymore.

As for Deer Creek…

The same reason seems to make sense to her. Yang Yiming is certainly better than me.

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After regaining my energy, I drove back to the small town, and finally returned to the small town just before noon; the small town was already a different scene, to be precise, it was a scenic spot...

The scenic spot, which has never been bustling before, actually has many vendors selling trekking poles at the door. Although the scenic spot has not yet received an absolute flow of tourists, they have come sniffing out business opportunities. This sensitivity has also given them rewards. , I asked one of the vendors, she sold nearly a hundred hiking poles in just half a day in the morning, and in the past year, her business has not been as good as it is today.

I faced the midday sun and looked up the mountain. The mountain road was very long, but a bustling group had already formed, mostly couples.

I called Chang Yuli immediately. I remembered that our advertisement had not officially entered the launch stage, so the traffic flow was somewhat unfounded.Chang Yuli asked me to open the short video platform and search for the three keywords "sunrise", "love is priceless" and "night crawl".

I was really surprised. The night climbing sample that I hired someone to take had already received more than 20 likes. Chang Yuli told me that during the two days I went to Tianjin, our team did not During their free time, they worked overtime to make a sample video and tentatively posted it on the short video platform. The platform recognized this as high-quality content and provided a very considerable flow of traffic support, so the current wave of customer traffic was It didn’t come out of nowhere, and this was just a prelude.

It is conceivable that when we officially enter the advertising stage, we will usher in a wave of traffic climax; Chang Yuli also told me that Chang Tianming is already in contact with the leaders of relevant departments, hoping that they can provide maximum support. Participate in our event and apply for free highway tolls for all vehicles traveling to the small town during the event.

This kind of government-business linkage happened once last year. Free high-speed activities brought explosive passenger flow to the small town’s tourism industry. However, the biggest beneficiary at that time was Guan Yubo’s 5A-level scenic spot; if we can apply this time If it succeeds, the biggest beneficiary will be us, because most of the customer traffic comes for the "Love is Priceless" event. We are the creators and initiators of the topic, and we should control the customer flow.

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My mood has become happier, because the career with the most uncertainties at the moment seems to have the dawn of success. Once the career is successful, I will have no special regrets about the trip to the small town.I finally took out the only photo of myself and Luan Yu left in this world from the inner pocket of my coat. I held the photo up to the sun, and Luan Yu's smiling face became more real.

Facing Luan Yu's smiling face and looking towards the top of the "Valley of Lovers", I suddenly felt a little more emotional; if life must leave regrets due to youth and frivolity, then Luan Yu must be the biggest regret in my life, and also my biggest regret. The most sorry woman, in all the years we have been dating, I have never thought about giving her a home or a child, and I have not even allowed her to have fantasies.

If it weren't for her unexpected death, I would probably still stick to who I was. Her death was like a mirror, reflecting my selfishness and unbearability...

But I can no longer do anything for her, but there are thousands of unspeakable words in my heart; these words may only be said without reservation when I take the photos to the top. I will Confession will cause heartache, and I will bless her across the distance of time and space, and then truly turn the experience between us into a past. From now on, we will no longer look back, only lovingly miss her.

During these years of wandering, I discovered that life is really divided into stages, especially for people like me who have experienced ups and downs. Therefore, in addition to feeling sorry for Luan Yu, I also have some gratitude, because her appearance made me The worst time in life has become extremely full...

Therefore, although I seem lonely, I am not really that lonely!
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I had mixed feelings in my heart, but I still smiled at Luan Yu in the photo, then carefully put the photo back into my pocket, and then took out my phone.

Perhaps because I had searched for Luxi on my phone, the moment I unlocked my phone, I received a news push related to Luxi.

My fingers stiffened subconsciously, but I still clicked on this news: Someone broke the news that Lu Xi got drunk in a bar late at night, and a man who seemed to be her boyfriend accompanied her throughout the whole process. Finally, she helped Lu Xi, who was no longer sober, to leave the bar. In order to increase the number of Credibility, at the end of the news, a short video of the scene is attached.

In the video, a woman wearing a baseball cap left the bar with the support of a man. As she was leaving, the man who supported her seemed to stop and scold the person who tried to take the photo.

I clicked on the comments again and looked at them. Most of the comments felt that this was fake news with no bottom line to gain attention, because this kind of news would never appear on Lu Xi, and it was seriously inconsistent with her public image.

However, in this unclear video, I can clearly identify that the woman is Lu Xi.

Last time, I drove her car and took her on the "Jiaozhou Bay Bridge", flying wildly. The baseball cap that was blown off by the wind was the same style as the one in the video, and even the pattern was exactly the same. …

That day, she told me that she had many of these baseball caps.

This is Lu Xi, but I feel unfamiliar because, like those in the comment area, I have never seen her in a drunken state. If the baseball cap hadn't looked so familiar, I wouldn't have believed it was her.

(End of this chapter)