i'm not a bad man

Chapter 364 A woman willing to pay for you

After I started to think about going back to find Qiao Jiao, I started chatting with Zhao Yingrou, but I seemed a little distracted. I finally put out the cigarette butt in my hand and said to her, "It's getting late, go back and rest."

"It's quite late, so let's go back and rest."

I responded and stood on the street looking around, waiting for taxis to come and go. Maybe it was because the place where we stood was relatively remote. Except for the occasional private car passing by, I really didn't see any taxis.

At this time, Zhao Yingrou pointed to a parking spot not far away and said to me: "There are shared electric vehicles there, why don't you ride back here."

"As long as I can go back, it doesn't matter what happens."

Zhao Yingrou took out her mobile phone and scanned an electric car. After handing it to me, she sat down in the back. The original intention of this kind of shared electric car was to make it convenient and fast, so it was not designed with seats for two people, although Zhao Yingrou was small enough. , but still seemed a bit crowded.

"Did you see that? My home is right next to the commercial building. It's only two or three kilometers away. There's no need to sweep two cars. You can give it to me."

I didn't refuse, so I sat down on the car seat, but I could only touch half of it, and my posture seemed a bit weird. Zhao Yingrou tried her best to move back to make room for a little pitiful space, and then I sat down a little. She felt a little more comfortable and said to her: "I remember your home was not near the school before. Why did you move to the Commercial Building again?"

"Isn't that house small before? I bought an improved house here last year. My parents gave me the down payment and I'm still paying off the loan."

I responded, then turned the switch, and the car started to move slowly. The moment the car started moving, Zhao Yingrou seemed to subconsciously hold my waist. I instinctively turned around, but she remained calm... …

Of course, Zhao Yingrou is no longer the same Zhao Yingrou as before, but the feeling of two people riding a car while wandering around seems to have not changed. In the past, we thought the most romantic thing was to stroll around on a car, from the south of the city to the north of the city, and from the north to the west of the city. , walking and stopping all the way, eating and drinking, determined to visit every street in Tianjin. The reason why I feel romantic is because even if we separate and have new relationships, it will be difficult to replicate this behavior because we don’t have that It’s time to relax. Only an 18-year-old would be keen on doing this kind of thing. Calling it romantic is also childish...

"Han Chao, do you still remember? When others were busy studying, we always took time to play, but in the end we all got admitted to 985 University... We should all be very smart people, right?"

"You are the really smart person. I tried my best to make up for my mistakes in the three months before the college entrance examination. In the end, I barely managed to get into a low-ranking 985 university, but you were able to do it with ease."

"Really or not? No wonder you didn't come out for a while, no matter how much I asked you out. I thought you were addicted to some online game... At that time, I really thought you were a genius. You were addicted to online games, and you could actually do it. Maintaining the top twenty positions in the grade... Now it seems that there are really no geniuses beyond recognition in this world. It turns out that you have also made up for your grades..." After a short pause, Zhao Yingrou asked again with doubts. Said: "But why didn't you tell me about this? We can study together and make progress together... As long as you are willing to learn, I will accompany you."

"Didn't you say that you think I am a genius...Others in the class should also think that I am a genius...In this way, we will be closer...You have to know that with the top three in the grade Falling in love is really a stressful thing..."

"Really or not, you still have such childish ideas!"

I was speechless. At this time, Zhao Yingrou lowered her voice and said to me: "At that time, you should have really liked me... But then you promised to go to college in the same city as me. Why did you go back on your word in the end? ?”

"I have no regrets. I planned to go to Zhejiang to study at university, but apart from Zhejiang University, there are no other 985 universities in Hangzhou. My scores are not good enough for Zhejiang University. I want to settle for the next best thing and choose one in Shanghai or Nanjing. At the beginning, I was more inclined to choose Southeast University. After all, it is not too far away from you. It is not difficult to meet you... But when I filled out my application, my parents forced me to choose BJ... So, this matter I'm sorry for you." "But you never explained it to me."

"I hate my life being dominated by others. In my opinion, this is a very shameful thing... At that time, I was still too young and frivolous. I didn't want to admit anything that was embarrassing, and I didn't want you and me to admit it. My parents had conflicts too early, so they never mentioned this matter to you... Now that I think about it, it’s better to be honest between people."

After a moment of silence, Zhao Yingrou whispered back: "I seem to understand better why you ran away from home... Your life was dominated by your parents too much, especially after your family was ruined... In terms of your character, you really can’t stand this kind of control! Therefore, some tragedies may seem accidental, but they are also full of inevitability!”

I sighed softly and didn't say anything in response, but I felt a little calmer because of it. Of course I wouldn't take the initiative to talk about this past with Zhao Yingrou, but when she did, I treated it as an arrangement. A kind of letting nature take its course.

After all, everyone has matured, and many things that they couldn't let go of at the beginning will also choose to let go because they have the ability to let go, so it doesn't hurt to be more honest.

……

Unknowingly, I had already sent Zhao Yingrou to the gate of the community where she lived. When we were about to leave, I took the initiative to say to her: "I'm going back to the small town tomorrow afternoon. Xiao Chen and Jiani, please be more careful. ...Especially in the treatment area, you should help to control it. If you really need to use imported drugs, then don’t worry about money, just choose the right ones; if there is not much difference between imported drugs and domestic drugs, try to use them as much as possible. Choose domestically produced drugs, after all, domestically produced drugs can be reimbursed to a certain extent.”

"Don't worry, as long as it's within the scope of my business, I will definitely try my best to help their father and daughter."

"Thanks, Yingrou."

"Did you really raise Jiani's medical expenses by selling your house?"

"Yes, I'm not sure if it's enough, so I asked you to help control it. I have no other assets to sell for the time being."

"To be honest, this disease is really difficult to control... It can be said to be a bottomless pit, and the possibility of recurrence is very high, even after a bone marrow transplant... Once this happens, you either Leave it alone, or collapse with them... Are you sure you can do it?"

At a certain moment, I felt a flinch in my heart, but when I thought of Luan Yu, the days we spent together, and the regret of not being able to see her off for the last time, I overcame this fear, and then He said firmly to Zhao Yingrou: "No matter what the final result is, I will be responsible to the end."

Zhao Yingrou nodded, and then after a while of pondering, she sighed: "You are really a very special man... It will be very painful for a woman with no money to follow you, because you don't know how to protect your common interests... You can only find a very rich woman in this life, who is so rich that she can only see your personality charm and doesn't care how you toss and squander... This kind of woman must be difficult to find, after all, you I have traveled to 296 cities and met so many people, but my relationship still has no clear destination...but..." (Follow the author's Weixin public account: ***, you can view the latest chapters, which is much faster.)
"But what?"

"That woman named Qiao Jiao seems to be more willful and special than you... Maybe, she can really pay for your alternative life... And, it can be seen that she is a rich lady in the true sense. Her wealth is not reflected in her food and clothing, but her temperament and confidence, which are really difficult for ordinary women to imitate... However, I also saw her lack of confidence... So, I am more curious about her What kind of woman is that best friend that makes her act so unconfident..."

(End of this chapter)