i'm not a bad man

Chapter 332 Sorry and Sorry

Kunming is a city of spring. Even though it is freezing and snowy in the north, the mornings here are still warm, especially when the wind blows. In addition to the warmth, it is also mixed with the smell of various plants. Take a deep breath. After one sip, I suddenly forgot about the changes of the four seasons, as if everything is eternal, the leaves will not fall, the petals will not wither...

Therefore, while wandering on the road, Luan Yu asked me more than once if I wanted to go back to Kunming with her. She said that Kunming is one of the most livable cities in China, and housing prices are not as exaggerated as in other provincial capital cities. As long as we do something with our heart, we can stand firm in this city.

My heart was wandering, and my answer to her was of course a firm refusal. I didn’t want to stop, and I couldn’t say I liked Kunming, because I wasn’t used to Yunnan food.

……

While thinking about this, the taxi driver had already driven the car to the destination. After Qiao Jiao paid, we got out of the car together.

Qiao Jiao said to me: "Luan Yu's house is in Building A, 501. You can go up by yourself, I won't go up... I'll go to a nearby coffee shop to have a cup of coffee."

I understand Qiao Jiao's intention. This is just a past that belongs to me and Luan Yu, so no one can do anything for me...

I subconsciously looked at this community. It was very old and looked like it was a product of the 90s. So there were no landscapes, no spacious roads, and no standard parking spaces. So the cars in the entire community parked wherever there was space. It seems both random and disorderly. This disorder and randomness are enough to prove that this is not a place where rich people would live. Based on this family environment, I have a deeper understanding of the two years that Luan Yu and I were together, between reality and fantasy. It was so painful to be pulled between her, because she was not a rich young lady, and sooner or later her dream would be shattered and she would return to reality.

Just when I was about to walk into the community, Qiao Jiao said to me as if she had remembered something: "Wait a minute, don't go up empty-handed... I'll go to the supermarket opposite to buy you something, you can take it with you."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao turned around and ran to the opposite side. When she was passing by the road, she stopped and looked around. When she stopped, the wind blew her hair around, which made me feel a surge in my heart. Inexplicable emotion, she really tried too hard for me, tried her best in everything, and this kind of effort seemed to be a paintbrush, painting the scene of her standing on the street into the most touching picture, and it left a deep impression on me. It struck my heart, I am afraid I will never forget this scene in my life!
The traffic finally slowed down a bit. Qiao Jiao hurriedly took advantage of the gap to run to the other side of the street and entered the supermarket. When she came out again, she already had several boxes of health care products in her hands. She handed all these health care products to me. On his hand, he said to me in an encouraging tone: "Go and have a good talk with them. If they make any demands on you, as long as you can do it, you must satisfy them..."

"I know."

"Well, I'm in the cafe next door. When you come out, just come find me inside."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao walked to the cafe alone, and I finally walked to the neighborhood.

……

I rang the doorbell and waited for a short while before the door opened...

It was the first time in my life that I had the opportunity to meet Luan Yu’s mother. Luan Yu looks a bit like her. The most obvious feature is that even if there is no emotion, the corners of the mouth are raised, as if there is a slight smile. She looks easy to get along with; however, even with such facial features, I can still tell that the middle-aged woman in front of me is heartbroken. Her eyes are red and swollen, her expression is haggard, her hair is messy, and her hair is messy. , mixed with a lot of white hair... When I first got together with Luan Yu, I heard Luan Yu say that her mother was only 46 years old. Counting the past four years, she was just 50 years old this year, but she was already He is too old to look like someone of his age.

I held back the grief in my heart and finally spoke, my voice trembling: "Auntie, I... am... I am Han Chao... I came here specifically to see you and uncle this time..."

She looked me up and down, and finally there was a hint of emotion in her eyes, and she shed tears. After a while, she said to me: "Come in and sit down." I was able to enter the room, and then bought Qiao Jiao for me. Those health care products were placed on the coffee table. It was at this time that I saw Luan Yu's photo, which was placed on the cabinet near the door. It was black and white.

My heart clenched and I stood there, losing the ability to speak again. Luan Yu's mother didn't speak either, and the sad atmosphere continued to spread in the small room.

……

I don’t know how long I was silent for, but I finally asked Luan Yu’s mother, “Where is uncle?”

"He's still in the hospital. I'm back to help him get clothes. I'll be there later."

"Then let me go together."

Luan Yu's mother said to me in a very heavy tone: "You can't go... He has a lot of resentment towards you... If you hadn't taken Xiao Yu away for two years and Xiao Yu stayed in Kunming, he would have been able to spend more time with us. Two years... His current physical condition is not very good. Don't stimulate his emotions. If you have any questions, you can tell me the same thing..."

"I'm sorry...Auntie..."

"The person is gone, and there is no point in apologizing..." After a short pause, she choked and said: "As long as Luan Yu doesn't blame you, I won't hate you. I don't like to get into trouble as much as her father, because There are many things in life that cannot be calculated.”

I was lost for a long time, then I took out a bank card from my wallet, handed it to Luan Yu's mother, and said, "Auntie, there are 20 in this card. It's when uncle needs to spend money. Just accept it."

Luan Yu's mother pushed my hand away and replied: "It's not easy for you either, we can't take your money..."

"Just accept it. I haven't done well enough. Let me finally do something for Luan Yu."

"I know what you mean, but we really can't accept this money... Because of your uncle's illness, we haven't spent much money. Lu Xi has already paid all the medical expenses for us... We won't stay in Kunming either. After a long time, she said that the success rate of treating this disease will be higher in Denmark. She is now helping us contact the hospital. Once the hospital is confirmed, we will go to Denmark with her."

I was surprised. I didn't expect that Lu Xi would take care of this matter so thoroughly. I didn't know what kind of power was supporting her to save a pair of people who didn't have much to do with her. After all, , Luan Yu and Lu Ming did not become an official couple at the beginning.

At this time, Luan Yu's mother said to me again: "The reason why I don't hate you is because of this child Lu Xi... If you hadn't brought Xiao Yu to Qingdao, we wouldn't have had the chance to know this child... If Without this child, Luan Yu and her father's illness are doomed. Maybe I will be even more difficult than now, and I will have no idea of ​​living... Regarding Xiao Yu... just treat you as a bad relationship... At the beginning, she She didn’t really want to leave you... I forced her to leave because her father had already suffered from the disease. I told her that being with you would only completely ruin her own life, but she still didn’t want to. I threatened her with death... The day she left your place, I went to help her pack her things... While she was crying, she kept washing your dirty clothes, washing the cups, and cleaning your RV... I felt very uncomfortable. , but in that case, we really have no choice... So, I am here to say sorry to you... It was me who broke up the relationship between you two and made you and Xiaoyu suffer for so long. "

(End of this chapter)