i'm not a bad man

Chapter 300 I can’t bear to leave you alone
At this time, it was already 11:30 in the middle of the night. There were almost no vehicles or pedestrians on the road. On the entire road, only the street light above the head was emitting a weak light. As for the street lights further away, the light was weak. Like fireflies, they are almost negligible.

This is the late night in a small town. It is so quiet that it is bone-chilling, but it is also very suitable for conversation, because there are no external things to interfere, so you will not be easily distracted.

I opened the car window and lit a cigarette. After I took a deep breath, Qiao Jiao finally said to me: "Do you think Chang Chang's words are reserved?"

"A little bit more or less."

"I think so too. He should be very afraid of offending Guan Yubo. Even if Guan Yubo is doing serious business now, I don't think that when he encounters trouble, he will seek other solutions besides gangster thinking. ...At least, he still maintains some close ties with some local bad forces, and these people also give him face."

"The possibility cannot be ruled out."

"So, you should know why I had to figure this out when Chang Tianming didn't even care about it, right?... I just wanted to use this to make an assessment of the danger of Guan Yubo... Where are we now? If Chang Tianming really takes that road expansion project from him in the future, I really don’t know what he can do!"

I turned to look at Qiao Jiao, and I always felt that she had some purpose when she said these words, but Qiao Jiao did not directly tell me this purpose. She just asked me again: "What are you doing about the current situation?" Now that we know it, what are you going to do next?”

After thinking for a while, I replied: "Let Chang Tianming know the current situation first... I think it is right for you to clarify this matter, because for us, it is also a kind of testing and observation of Chang Tianming... ...We will know what level of confrontation he will give Guan Yubo, which will help us judge the situation in the next stage..."

"They will all remain relatively rational and restrained, but this does not mean that there is no possibility of a misfire..." After a pause, Qiao Jiao said to me in a very low tone: "Han Chao, to be honest with you, I'm really scared now...so, I'm a little shaken..."

I looked at Qiao Jiao with some confusion. She took out a bankbook from her bag. After opening it, she said to me: "There are more than 800 million in this bankbook. I am selling the house." Money... If we want to quit now, there is still a chance... Let's change our city life together, just like what we imagined before in Qingdao, open a bakery, I make bread, you help me sell it... With so much money With it in hand, no matter what kind of life I live, I will be very at ease... As for here, after meeting Chang Chang just now, I am really not sure to control the situation, because like Chang Chang, if it really comes to disaster, it will be difficult to recover. On that day, I didn’t have much confidence in Chang Tianming, I didn’t believe that he would do his best to protect us, or, even if he had this intention, Guan Yubo might not give him such an opportunity.”

After saying that, Qiao Jiao kept looking at me. Compared to her concern, I was more surprised: We have already come to this point, and she actually thought about leaving!
I had almost finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, so I said to her: "If it were before, I would definitely leave... Just like when Zuo Xiaowei asked me to leave Qingdao and go back to the small town with her, because at that time I have no plans or requirements for my life. I even like this kind of life that goes with the flow... But it is different now. I want to do something in my career. Especially these days, I always fantasize about it. , if one day, my parents come back to see me and see that I have made such a career in a small town, how will they feel?... They will definitely be very happy, because this is what they expect to see in me. ...To tell you the truth, I not only want to make a career now, but I also hold back an ambition. I want to leave my name in the history of this small town... The same is Chang Chang, but I look at it the same way as you The angle of this matter is different. What I see is a man's helplessness when he encounters risks. My family has also encountered this kind of risks, but I have never contributed anything. I am particularly eager now. I can have the ability to resist risks... I know that this ability can only be tempered in the most difficult environment; therefore, I will never leave the small town, because it is difficult for me to have the same opportunity again in my life. It’s the second time.”

Qiao Jiao looked at me dumbfounded, and after a long, long time, she said to me: "How did you become like this?"

"The environment will eventually change a person... Maybe one day, you will be changed too."

Qiao Jiao fell into silence, and I said to her: "If you can't adapt here, just leave by yourself... With the money you have, you can go wherever you want... You can even be like Ran Like my sister, go to Thailand and find an island with a more beautiful sea view than Qingdao, and open a bakery there. If you really learn how to make bread, you are not afraid of finding someone willing to help you sell bread... As for this , the emotions of those investors have stabilized, and I will help you deal with the aftermath."

When I said this, Qiao Jiao didn't look at me. She just held the steering wheel tightly with both hands and made a "creak, creak" sound. But the next moment, she smiled and used a very light The voice said to me: "But, I can't bear to leave you here alone."

My heart was so shaken that I could not speak for a long time... "Get off the car..."

Qiao Jiao narrowed her eyes and said to me.

This change makes me a little confused.

Qiao Jiao suddenly lost control. She yelled hysterically at me: "Get off the car, I asked you to get off... Can't you hear me? You bastard!"

I was almost petrified, but Qiao Jiao suddenly unbuckled her seat belt, opened my car door, and pushed me out of the car...

The moment my feet landed, she slammed the door on the passenger side of the car.

I was really petrified, and then I just stood in the cold wind, watching her drive away in the car.

……

With a sigh, I sat down on the curb stone at my feet. My thoughts were so confused that I took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. It's not that I didn't understand why Qiao Jiao had such a psychological change. What I can't understand is why she takes me with her?

After all, I am a man, so of course I have to build a career as my own responsibility, and there has never been a career in this world that can be started while talking and laughing, so I have already prepared for the worst.

The only thing I'm not sure about is whether Qiao Jiao should leave or stay after such a psychological change...

I hope she...

Suddenly, I found that I was also very conflicted, and I seemed reluctant to let her go alone.

(End of this chapter)