i'm not a bad man

Chapter 282 About Loneliness
This is Qin Minghong's complaint against Lu Xi, and it is also her own emotional confusion. But as a bystander, I can understand Lu Xi's emotions towards her. What Lu Xi really rejects is not Qin Minhong, but the entertainment industry. All kinds of burdens; in her heart, Qin Minhong is already the embodiment of work. In fact, Qin Minhong is indeed a workaholic, so of course she will not talk to Qin Minhong about her private affairs and those secret emotions.

Speaking of which, Lu Xi must be quite lonely. Her parents are busy with work all year round. Lu Ming is also of the same line. The friends around her do not know how to share except catering and fanatical pursuit. Who can she tell the emotions accumulated in her heart to? listen?

I think loneliness can be visualized, so I remembered the scene when I saw her at the beach that day. She faced the sea alone, the cold wind made her stand unsteady, and her shadow was stretched far on the beach. Long, very long...

But even so, I didn't go over and say a word to her, and neither did Qiao Jiao. If she didn't find us, forget it. If she did, the loneliness in her heart would probably multiply!

……

Because of my position, Qin Minhong might not understand these words when she heard them. Therefore, after a short silence, I took the initiative to change the subject and said to her: "Sister Minhong, don't think too much. It may be that she has been too busy recently." She's tired and wants some space of her own... I'll try to contact her first. If I can get in touch, do you have anything you want me to convey to you?..."

"Have."

Qin Minhong responded first, and then after a short silence, she said: "This morning, Guan Yubo called me. Didn't Zuo Xiaowei announce her debut in a very high-profile manner? He looked determined to do it. Zuo Xiaowei was a big fan of Zuo Xiaowei, so he made a request to me. In the process of Luxi representing his scenic spot, he and Zuo Xiaowei should work together to shoot a promotional video. The purpose is obvious, which is to make Zuo Xiaowei We are tied up with Lu Xi for operations, but the conditions he gave us are pretty good. He is willing to give us an additional 500 million yuan in endorsement fees on top of the original ones... There are pros and cons to this matter, so I have to work with Lu Xi. Xi discussed it to see if she was willing to tie up with Zuo Xiaowei to do this. It is foreseeable that Zuo Xiaowei is quite capable, and I heard that she also has creative ability. As long as she is tied up with Lu Xi , it will definitely become popular quickly.”

I almost subconsciously replied: "Although they are both in the entertainment industry, she and Lu Xi are involved in different fields. Even if she becomes popular, it will not have any impact on Lu Xi, right?"

"That being said, I'm afraid that it will become normal for her to be tied to Lu Xi for marketing in the future, which is quite annoying..."

I was silent, and Qin Minhong said again: "Let's not talk about this matter in depth here. This time I choose to respect Lu Xi's ideas and leave the decision-making power to her, so you should contact Lu Xi as soon as possible, Guan Yu Bona We are still waiting for our reply."

I responded and then ended the conversation with Qin Minhong.

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Guan Yubo is indeed a shrewd businessman. His purpose of doing this is to maximize profits. Although he spent an extra 500 million, he was able to tie Zuo Xiaowei and Lu Xi together for long-term marketing. Xi is already one of the most popular new-generation stars. Her acceptance of this cooperation is equivalent to treating Zuo Xiaowei and her at the same level. This will definitely attract strong attention from the industry and the market. Zuo Xiaowei also has the capital to become famous instantly. Once Zuo Xiaowei becomes popular, this mere price of 500 million will mean nothing. He will definitely make it back exponentially in the future.

From the bottom of my heart, I also hope that Zuo Xiaowei can become popular, because I saw her hard years singing in bars with my own eyes. Her singing talent should never be buried in bars or this unknown place. Small county town.

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He let out a heavy breath, and then looked back subconsciously. Chang Yuli and his gang had slaughtered all the originally live sheep, skinned them, and hung them on the branches with iron hooks. The smell of blood was mixed with them. The smell of burning charcoal is floating in the air with the wind...

In order to avoid the smell, I walked deeper into the scenic spot. It wasn't until the scene completely changed that I called Luxi.

The call didn't go through, so I tried to send her a voice chat request using WeChat.

After a while, Lu Xi finally accepted the voice request. Although we hadn't spoken yet, I seemed to have felt her emotions, which were very deep!

For me, this kind of depression is a mystery. I don’t know why her mood became like this. My memory of her is still about her buying me clothes to encourage me in my career. information.

I spoke first and asked, "You should be in Qingdao, right?"

"Ah."

"...A few mornings ago, I saw you on the beach opposite the hotel where you usually stay." "I also saw you and Jiaojiao."

Before, I had been struggling with whether she had seen us. Now she gave me the answer, but I felt caught off guard. After being stunned for a moment, I replied: "I was talking to Blackfoot at that time. After making the call, if I look for you again, you will no longer be there.”

"I would have felt embarrassed if we met there, so I didn't meet."

"Then why did you suddenly return to Qingdao?"

Lu Xi on the other end of the phone fell into silence. It was obvious that she didn't really want to talk to me about returning to Qingdao.

This time, I accommodated her mood, so I turned to her and said: "Sister Minhong just called me. She said that she can't contact you now. She is very worried about you, and then she also expressed A little bit of her own emotions; she said that after so many years together, she has already developed a feeling for you as she treats her own daughter, but you are unwilling to talk to her. She doesn’t mean to blame you, but is just a little sad... In addition to these, she has another thing she wants me to convey to you... This morning, Guan Yubo called her and said that he hopes you can shoot a promotional video for the scenic spot with Zuo Xiaowei. If you agree, On the basis of the original agreement, he is willing to pay an additional 500 million yuan... This matter has pros and cons, so she leaves the decision to you."

After finishing speaking, I waited for Lu Xi's reply, feeling a little uneasy in my heart, because it related to whether Zuo Xiaowei would become an instant hit.

After a short silence, Lu Xi finally replied: "I know everything you said, and I will call Sister Minhong."

Although I didn't get a clear answer, I didn't ask further. This is a sense of boundary that a person must have. After all, Zuo Xiaowei and I have broken up. Even if I hope she lives well, I shouldn't show it without any scruples. When I came out, I was very clear about the role I was playing at this moment. I was Qin Minhong's messenger. Once the message arrived, Lu Xi didn't say anything, so I didn't need to ask any more questions.

Based on this idea, when I spoke to Lu Xi again, I changed my mood, then smiled and said: "Tonight, we will have a bonfire party at Shuanglong Lake again... If you are in a bad mood If so, come to the small town to relax... Although Qingdao is full of entertainment and entertainment, there is no one who can talk to you."

"I can't go for now."

"Is there something going on over there in Qingdao?"

"Ah."

"Can I help? If I can, I will go to Qingdao now."

"No, I can handle it myself... You should do your own business in the small town and don't be distracted by other things. There are many people who hope that you can bid farewell to your previous self and do a good job in your career... Also including me."

"Do you all think that the Korean wave of the past was terrible?"

"I don't think you were a bad person in the past. I even like your attitude towards life. You are free and not bound by worldly thoughts. But one day you will grow old and need the care of others. There will be people around you. There is someone who can always accompany you. With someone who accompanies you, you will no longer live alone. You will have the responsibility of being a man... Now you should already understand what the responsibility of a man is. ...So, I just look forward to you in the future."

I was in a daze. I always felt like someone had said the same thing to me before, but I couldn't remember who, where, or at what time they said it to me.

I may be delusional.

Before I came back to my senses, Lu Xi said again: "Jiaojiao is alone in the small town. You should be nicer to her... In these years, she has actually been quite... and quite lonely. Ever since her father and her mother After the divorce, she lived alone most of the time. Although she always acted very indifferent to this matter, as her best friend, I know how she feels deep down. She longs to be loved. She also longs for companionship... She must have found this feeling in you, so she is so determined..."

After pondering for a while, I whispered back: "What about you?...Aren't you afraid of loneliness, don't need to be loved, and don't long for company?...Or should I say that your star halo has shone deep into your heart? , so that you can see everything is shiny, but you can only see the gray in your own heart!"

(End of this chapter)