i'm not a bad man

Chapter 244 Because you are already your ex
As I watched, Guan Yubo brought Zuo Xiaowei to me and Chang Tianming. Chang Tianming was the elder. The two of them greeted Chang Tianming first, and then Guan Yubo asked Chang Tianming: "Chang Tianming Uncle, there is such a grand bonfire party today, why didn’t you see Yu Li?”

"He was in charge of logistics today. It seems there was not enough charcoal, so he went down to buy charcoal."

After saying that, Chang Tianming turned to me and asked, "Are you going to buy charcoal?"

"Uncle Chang, Xiao Chang went to buy wine. I didn't expect everyone to be in such a good mood. Even those who haven't drank before want to drink two drinks. The wine we brought is not enough."

Chang Tianming looked towards the pile of bonfires. People who like to be sociable by nature were already singing and dancing in front of the bonfires. Among them, the female internet celebrity brought by Blackfoot was the most elegant. She was standing on a pile of bonfires. In the center, there was a light and soft folk dance. If you don't think about her origins and character, just such a dance, coupled with this atmosphere and situation, actually looks like a fairy. This makes the black girl who has never respected her enough. Satisfied and showing a satisfied smile...

She earned enough face for Hei Zu and also made others happy. When I looked around, I couldn't see anyone with a dark face, so I'm not exaggerating. Everyone was in a good mood. When the mood is good, the drinking capacity is good. After everyone's drinking capacity has been fully exerted, the previous wine is of course not enough.

No, I looked at everyone, but only ignored myself. I had been in the bonfire that was getting more and more prosperous, feeling depressed for a long time. I never smiled, even though this was an occasion where entertainment was needed everywhere.

I just looked at Guan Yubo and Zuo Xiaowei in front of me, not knowing what to say. It was quite ironic. I made everyone happy, but I was always groggy and depressed.

Chang Tianming seemed to want to give us space, so after chatting with Guan Yubo for a few words, he left with an excuse. When there were only three of us left, I said to Zuo Xiaowei: "You came back……"

"But you didn't leave."

This was the first thing Zuo Xiaowei and I said after we met. I didn't show my emotions, and she didn't seem to show her emotions either, but it made me look extremely redundant.

Once a person feels that he is redundant and cannot leave, what is left is embarrassment. I looked at Zuo Xiaowei awkwardly, and after a long while I said: "I didn't leave. I wanted to wait for you to come back at first, but then I met such a person. When I get the chance to do something, I really don’t want to leave.”

"Then you are really a happy-go-lucky person."

"Yes."

I responded, then turned to Guan Yubo, who was standing next to Zuo Xiaowei, and said, "I want to have a few words with Xiaowei alone."

Guan Yubo spread his hands and made a please expression, then walked towards the group of acquaintances he knew. I could finally face Zuo Xiaowei alone, and I could finally tell her what I had been holding back for a long time. Before these inner words are spoken, the relationship between us cannot truly reach the end.

I habitually lit a cigarette for myself when I was brewing my emotions. After taking a deep breath, I whispered to her: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have listened to others and doubted you and Guan Yubo... That day, I didn't You can control your emotions, you have been wronged."

Zuo Xiaowei smiled: "It's over between us a long time ago. Is there any point in saying this?"

"It's over, but right is right and wrong is wrong... I don't want you to have any resentment in your heart."

"Resentment?...I don't have any resentment...because you don't deserve to let me have resentment."

"Why am I not worthy?" "Because you are already your ex... Han Chao, I am already with Yu Bo. Regarding the matter between you and me, please don't mention it again in the future. I don't want Yu Bo to misunderstand... I don’t hate you, but people have to look forward and move forward, right?”

I subconsciously looked over to Guan Yubo. He was standing in the crowd talking energetically and seemed to be in a good mood. Last time, when we talked, he made it clear to me that he liked Zuo Xiaowei. Yes, the reason why he is not with Zuo Xiaowei is because he has never received a response from Zuo Xiaowei. Now that he finally got his wish, he is naturally in a good mood.

I can understand Guan Yubo, but I can't understand Zuo Xiaowei. Even if she is extremely disappointed with me and finds it difficult to express love, it does not mean that she will fall in love with someone else again in such a short period of time. She does not have this ability, not only her, No one who has truly loved has this ability. This will be a very long process because the inner scars take time to heal.

The so-called inability to understand means that she cannot understand her seamless connection.

I finally said to her: "Yes, you have to move forward...but this step you have taken is too big..."

"Please stop making me sick... If you don't love me, why don't you let me love others?"

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me expressionlessly, but the unspeakable hatred was like a beating fire, burning more and more. Fire has no ability to distinguish. It burned me and herself.

After a long silence, I finally nodded and replied, "Of course you can love others... I won't say anything else."

As soon as I finished speaking, Zuo Xiaowei turned around and walked towards Guan Yubo. She held Guan Yubo's hand in the beating bonfire, shocking everyone who knew her, including Ren Ran, Sao Zhu, Among Tu Lin, Qiao Jiao, and her friends with Guan Yubo in the small town, the only one who was calm was Lu Xi. She was calm probably because she was traveling with Guan Yubo and had known the news before us.

I was also calm. I had already made such a guess when Chang Yuli called me and told me that they took the same car to the hotel.

But my calmness only lasted for a short moment before it was severely pierced. I thought again of the crazy couple who lived next door to Qiao Jiao and the others. They spent the whole night just for that kind of joy. And busy tirelessly.

This will not happen between couples who have been together for a long time. This requires a strong enough sense of freshness. There is such a sense of freshness between Zuo Xiaowei and Guan Yubo...

I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. I can’t explain why I am like this, but this feeling is extremely real. Although I have never really loved Zuo Xiaowei, I still can’t accept her being like this. It seems that we have become different because of this. Just have fun.

Although this was what I had hoped for, when I think of the goals we set when we came to the small town together, I feel that for a moment, I really exerted my strength.

……

My emotions were drained, and I was not in the mood to talk. But the next moment, I was surrounded by friends who came from afar and gathered in the center of the bonfire. Only then did I remember that I was the protagonist of this bonfire party...

I want to tell these participants who may become partners my operational ideas. In addition, I also have a more important mission. I want to convince Director Wang here not only to give us a dedicated bus line, but also to give us a dedicated bus line. They must also thwart Guan Yubo's wishful thinking, prevent him from getting the road expansion project, let alone monopolize the small town's tourism market.

It's strange that Guan Yubo and I were pushed to a higher place by a pair of invisible hands before we even did anything, and then we became each other's old enemies...

(End of this chapter)