i'm not a bad man

Chapter 19 Becoming a Netizen

I fainted completely, and I had no awareness of anything that happened after that. By the time I regained consciousness, it was already afternoon; it might have been later, because the sunlight falling on the white curtains looked very weak, and the room was full of light. It is filled with a kind of decadence and laziness that can only be found at dusk.

Along with the huge pain and discomfort, I fell into deep confusion: Where am I?
"anyone there?"

I just shouted, and I felt that my physical strength was about to be exhausted. I couldn't exert my strength at all. My whole body exuded a sense of powerlessness. This powerlessness either came from my heart or I really lacked energy. It made me feel like Hovering on the edge of life and death.

Just when I was struggling to sit up, the door to the room was finally opened.A nurse came in, and I was shocked to realize that I was in a hospital, and the cold feeling coming from my right hand side was the drip being transported into my body along my blood vessels.

"Lie down and don't move."

The nurse came to me and was about to change the bottle that was about to bottom out. I finally remembered some scattered fragments of what happened last night, and most of these fragments happened before I was drunk. As for being drunk, What happened next...

I thought hard, and then I remembered that I went to "May [-]th Square". I seemed to have seen Lu Xi, and I had no memory of what happened after that.

So, I asked the nurse who was changing the sling bottle, "What's wrong with me?"

This nurse looked to be about 40 years old. She said to me in a lecturing tone: "Are you young people so desperate for drinking?...I tell you, don't waste your life just because you are young." Health, a few days ago, our hospital just received a patient in his thirties who drank too much and suffered a cerebral hemorrhage. He was sent to our emergency department. Before the doctor could save him, he was already dead... Three He's in his teens, can you say he's not young?"

I was so frightened that I couldn't even speak properly: "Then... am I having a cerebral hemorrhage?"

"You have stomach bleeding, which is also very dangerous... You should quit drinking in the past few months and give your stomach some time to recover. Otherwise, the root cause of the disease will be caused, but it will be easier for you."

The nurse was a little nagging, but it was out of good intentions, so I didn't reject it in my heart. I said to her with a grimace: "You don't have to tell me, I don't want to drink anymore. I feel like vomiting when I hear the word "wine", and I feel sick to death. Me!"

"You are a typical person asking for trouble... Remember how you feel now. Don't come back later and lose control of your mouth... You must listen to what I say. We are in the hospital. I’ve seen too many tragedies caused by drinking at work.”

While I was talking, the nurse had already changed the sling bottle for me. I knew she was leaving, so I quickly asked tentatively: "Who sent me to the hospital yesterday?"

"I wasn't on duty last night. I really don't know this." After a pause, the nurse suddenly remembered something. She walked to the locker, took out a set of clothes and shoes, and put them on My bedside said: "When my colleague and I handed over my shift at noon, he asked me to give you this set of clothes and shoes, saying that they were left by a friend of yours. You vomited on your previous set of clothes and shoes. It’s in disarray.”

Without thinking too much, I knew that the friend she was talking about was Lu Xi, because I had never been in contact with anyone else since I left the bar. She must have sent me to the hospital, and she also left a set of clothes and shoe.

I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but when I touched it with my hand, I didn’t feel so uncomfortable. Although I don’t know if we are friends now, when we meet again, she will definitely not scold me again. "Dead garbage".

she will...

She would call me "Han Erjin"!
Suddenly, I remembered some details of our meeting last night. I seemed to have handed the set of vinyl records into her hands, and she also knew the reason why I was so unwilling through the videos posted online by others. The reason why he drank so much was to help her get that set of vinyl records.

I don't care about anything now, I just want to know if there is anything wrong with that set of vinyl records. When I am sober, I will become particularly alert. Therefore, it is not ruled out that that guy Lin Xiangyu used a set of pirated records to mess with me. Fool me.

I fumbled for a while, and finally found my mobile phone on the bedside cabinet, and then opened the second-hand item trading website. This was the only way I could contact Lu Xi.

She left a message: "I have something to go back to BJ. You should take care of yourself... By the way, I bought you a set of clothes and shoes. I asked the nurse to give them to you. If she forgets to give them to you, remember to talk to her." want."

Knowing that she returned to BJ, I felt a little disappointed, but it's normal to think about it. Originally, she came to Qingdao to attend a new product launch event of a luxury brand, so Qingdao is definitely not her permanent residence.I should be grateful that I could still give her that set of records before she left. Now I just hope that my original mistake will not have any negative impact on her career.

By the way, this woman Lu Xi looks very young, but her words are very weighty. She said she would not let me be responsible for this matter, and her agent Qin Minhong really never contacted me again.

……

After putting away those messy thoughts, I finally sent a message back to Lu Xi: "The nurse has given me the clothes, but I just don't know if they will fit."

Probably because he was concerned about my condition, a moment later, Lu Xi sent another message: "It won't fit. I bought it based on your previous set of clothes... How do you feel now?"

"I don't know how to describe it. It should be more uncomfortable than when you women come to visit your aunt."

"You are really good at comparison!...Have a good rest, I'm going to be busy."

"Wait a minute, is that set of records okay?"

Maybe Lu Xi on the other side of the phone was really busy with something. This time, I waited for a long time, but she didn’t reply, and I fell into boredom, so I focused on the touch on the curtain. Gradually, this afterglow disappeared, replaced by street lights and neon lights, which seemed to be bright but not bright before the night came completely. …

About half an hour later, the nurse from before came to see the leakage of water in the sling bottle again. She told me that this bottle was finished, and there was another one left. Today's drip was considered finished.

"Sister, I'm a little thirsty, can you give me a glass of water?"

The nurse glanced at me and reluctantly took out a disposable cup from the cabinet, then took a cup of warm water from the water dispenser and placed it next to my bed.

The water is obviously colorless and tasteless. I don’t know what happened. I only took a sip and I felt like vomiting. But there was nothing in my stomach to vomit, so I retched painfully...

The nurse reminded: "You can't just drink water. You have to eat some liquid food and press down."

"Then help me buy some porridge."

"I'm a nurse, not your one-to-one caregiver. How can I have time to buy you porridge... Don't you have family and friends? Let them buy it for you. Our hospital has a canteen and everything."

I was so stunned that I didn’t know how to answer for a long time; I was indeed very young, so in the years when I ran away from home, I rarely even caught a cold or had a fever, let alone being hospitalized; now, I am really staying in the hospital. , only to realize how important it is to have someone by your side.

I fell into deep thinking: Is my non-marriage policy and my DINK mentality really right?
One day I will grow old, and when I grow old, all kinds of diseases will come uninvited. At that time, I will be lying on the hospital bed like now, looking at the empty ward, what kind of mood will I feel? ?

"Why don't you speak?"

I finally came back to my senses, then looked at the nurse who looked confused, shook my head after a while and said, "My family is not in Qingdao."

"Where are your friends? You always have friends, right?"

Thinking of the way the people in the bar made noises while I was drinking, I had no desire to contact them, so I shook my head again.

"Where's that friend who bought you clothes? He must be a good friend if he can go out and buy you a set of clothes, right?"

I was stunned for a moment before I realized that she was talking about Luxi. Even if I was thick-skinned and thought she was my friend, she would have already returned to BJ; so, I fell into silence again.

The nurse sighed, and then said in an extremely incomprehensible tone: "You are really insignificant. You have no friends and no family, and you still dare to drink yourself like this... Forget it, I still have The shift changes in half an hour, if you can wait, I will buy you something to eat in the cafeteria later."

"I can wait, sister."

"Then just wait."

……

The nurse left the ward and went back to work, while I was waiting for her meal and Lu Xi's reply. I couldn't help but feel that time passed very slowly. After about another quarter of an hour, the phone call finally came. There was a vibrating sound, and I quickly picked it up and looked at it. Lu Xi, who said he had something to do, finally responded to the message.

"There is nothing wrong with the record. It is genuine."

"That's good."

"Don't be stupid in the future. Although this set of records is small, if you ask more people, you will always find it."

"You have it right in front of you, so why bother looking for something far away... To be honest, if I had to choose again, I would still do it."

"It seems that you are not afraid of drinking yet... Han Erjin, it is true that he is not in vain!"

I said, she is not as cold as I thought. After the distance between us has narrowed, she will also joke. Being able to joke means that she is in a good mood. Of course, I want to take advantage of her good mood to close the distance. He had to get closer, so he smiled to himself and sent another message: "It's very inconvenient to chat on this software. How about we add WeChat... To be honest, this is the first time I have I have a chance to meet a celebrity. Although I have met a few times before, I can’t even be considered a casual acquaintance. If you are willing to add her on WeChat, we will not call you a friend, but at least you can be regarded as a netizen. You can be a netizen with a female star. , it’s quite amazing when you think about it.”

"If you want WeChat, just say you want WeChat. If it's useless, why do you talk so much?"

I was a little embarrassed, thinking that this was a rejection, but the next moment, she sent her WeChat ID.

(End of this chapter)