i'm not a bad man

Chapter 119

Faced with this man's question, Lu Xi's face finally showed a trace of hesitation. Different from the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, if she admits that I am the man who appeared in her room, it will undoubtedly be an admission that we have had sex. Dear, that man will also have this understanding, because he particularly emphasized the midnight, so this is more heartbreaking than admitting the relationship between a boyfriend and a girlfriend.No man is willing to watch the woman he truly loves lying on another man's bed, entangled and fused, even just thinking about it.

I was also a little flustered. My panic came from the fact that I was an insider. I knew that I was just Lu Xi’s shield, so I lacked the confidence that a boyfriend should have to help her cope with the situation in front of her; however, I I felt that I couldn't show my panic in front of this man, so I kept my back straight, even expressionless, and was always on the lookout for any radical behavior from this man.

"Yes, he is the person in my room. There is no need for you to pester me anymore. I really don't have that feeling for you."

The corners of the man's mouth were twitching, and my nerves became tense. If a woman's sixth sense is used to sense emotions, then a man's sixth sense is used to sense danger. The next moment, the man turned around and walked away from me. A baseball bat was pulled out of the car next to him. He didn't know whether he wanted to attack me or Lu Xi, but it must have been to vent his anger.

I subconsciously protected Lu Xi behind me, and the man also swung the baseball bat towards me at this time. I was prepared, and I had learned fighting before and knew how to deal with weapons such as sticks, so I After avoiding it sideways, he stepped forward, hugged him around the waist, and prepared for close combat. At this time, his baseball bat lost its offensive power.

When fighting, experience can never compare to the resentment in my heart. Just when I wanted to throw this man to the ground, he fearlessly hit me in the face with his head. I felt a tearing pain and became confused...

I shook my head vigorously, trying to keep myself awake, and warm blood dripped down my eyebrows; experience told me that my eyebrow bone was knocked open by him, and his forehead was not much better. There is also a tear in the place, about a finger wide!

Before, I couldn't get rid of the energy in my heart; when I knew that the other party was going to risk my life, my adrenaline began to secrete crazily. I clenched my fists, waiting for him to reveal his flaws and attack him directly. The key...

"Zhao Xin, before you do something, can you consider the consequences first? The world does not revolve around you. Everyone has their own thoughts and preferences. You must first learn to respect others, and then others will respect you."

The man named Zhao Xin's chest was heaving violently, which proved that he hadn't really calmed down yet. He roared at Lu Xi, talking about his grievances and his efforts. It seemed that Lu Xi didn't understand him, and he would be worse than just now. More out of control, more crazy.

I suddenly thought of the word "asking for something but not getting it", and my heart became filled with pessimism and fear. It is the biggest barrier between people. It is a stubborn state that cannot be completely eliminated. Once it is When it is entangled, in addition to pain, it is endless sinking and torture. It will turn a normal person into a madman, and there is one in front of me.

Zhao Xin held his head with both hands to show his pain. I seized the opportunity, hugged him from behind, and pressed him firmly...

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Qiao Jiao finally came, and she brought several other friends, who worked together to control Zhao Xin and free me. Zhao Xin was still unwilling to give in. He shouted at Qiao Jiao with full anger: "Qiao Jiao, I can't compare to this man. I have chased her for so many years and I would have given my life to her. Why...she would choose him as her boyfriend, let him enter her room, and sleep with him...I, he Mom really wants to rip my brains out, as long as I think of them having sex, I will go crazy and I want to kill someone!"

Qiao Jiao first looked at Lu Xi, then looked at me, and then replied to Zhao Xin: "The people standing here now are all friends who have been playing together since childhood. Can you not be so embarrassed in front of us?" Now... there is only one Luxi. If you can't get it, you want to kill someone... Hehe... Then if others like you but can't get you, can they also poison you to death? Then wouldn't this world be like this? Is this a world dominated by love? There are corpses everywhere every day. People have lost their humanity. If you have love, you will live and if you don’t have love, you will die. You don’t have to think about other people’s feelings, you don’t have to think about work, the future, and the way to survive... Please, love It’s really not a war. There is no need to fight to the death. If you don’t get it, just accept it calmly. At least you will look like a human being..."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao motioned to the people who were traveling with her to get Zhao Xin away. I finally spoke at this time: "Wait a minute, I know your name is Zhao Xin. You also remember my name. My name is Han." Chao... If you still can't control your emotions next time, come to me and stop pestering Lu Xi. I'm not showing off to you, let alone making any declaration of victory. I can have a good fight with you and let you After venting the emotions in your heart, forget about this matter and this person... We are all young people, don't just stand on the edge of the cliff and commit suicide as soon as you hit the road. Love really doesn't have to be life-or-death."

"You wait, you wait..."...

Zhao Xin was just taken away by his friends who he had played with since childhood. Only Qiao Jiao, Lu Xi and me were left at the scene. The cold wind blew, and Qiao Jiao walked up to me and Lu Xi and said with a smile: "How quickly did you learn my moves?"

Although Qiao Jiao didn't mention her name, the words were obviously addressed to Lu Xi. Lu Xi was a little embarrassed. This embarrassment was the only expression that could reflect her emotions from the moment we first met until now. This expression made me There are some guesses about her motives, and I don’t know whether she had the idea to ask me to be her boyfriend in front of Zhao Xin from the beginning, or whether it was a spur-of-the-moment idea after meeting me.

At this time, Qiao Jiao turned to me and said, "Congratulations, your dream has finally come true... I will no longer be a light bulb in front of you."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao turned around and walked out of the parking lot. I called out to her again: "Sister Jiao, I'm injured, are you just watching?"

"You can't die. Good people don't live long and disasters live for thousands of years... Let Lu Xi accompany you to the hospital."

I looked at Qiao Jiao's leaving figure, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I suddenly discovered that she hadn't called Lu Xi Lu Bao'er for a long time, and she seemed no longer willing to compete with me for jealousy. She seemed a little tired, or maybe , she also saw the horror of asking for something but not getting it, and she began to be afraid and awe of this word.

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Outside the hospital, I was wrapped in gauze, but there was still a tearing pain from the wound. Because it was already late at night and the anesthesiologist was not around, when I was doing the sutures, I felt that I could bear it, so I chose not to use anesthesia. In fact, This kind of pain has far exceeded my expectations... (The author Wei Xing's public account, ***, you can view photos of the characters!)

"Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt...Sister Lu, can you help me buy a pack of cigarettes from the convenience store opposite?"

It wasn’t my leg that I hurt. Such a request made Lu Xi a little confused. But because she was apologetic to me, she didn’t question it and actually went to the convenience store to buy me a pack of my favorite Golden Leaf Centennial Concentrate. Fragrant, I was sitting under the eaves of a wonton shop waiting for her...

The sky was dripping with rain and the temperature dropped sharply. I took the cigarette from Lu Xi and lit the lighter.

Lu Xi sat down next to me. She took off her mask and hat, and her hair lost its restraints and began to flow in the wind. At this time, the only person on the street with a light on was the person who had just bought cigarettes. There were no passers-by at that 24-hour convenience store, except for the occasional taxi passing by.

I took a long breath and finally asked: "Sister Lu, can you tell me why you want me to be your shield?"

(End of this chapter)