i'm not a bad man

Chapter 118 Is that him?
I listened to Ren Ran's words and looked down. I didn't find the viaduct. The most conspicuous thing was still the bar street, because when other streets were deserted, various aspects of life were still being performed there. I saw several wealthy people. Second-generation men, each holding a sexy and beautiful girl in their arms, crowded into the bar. They also saw an older, but very wealthy woman, laughing and chatting with the handsome guy next to her in a playful manner. The whole street On the street, the lights are flashing and the people are intoxicated, but no one wants to go home.

So, I smiled and said to Ren Ran: "You know there is a bar street below the building where I live... It is 11:30 at night, and there are no people on other streets. It was lively, I looked carefully, but I didn’t see anyone who wanted to go home, only drunk people and nightclub girls with evil intentions.”

This was obviously not what Ren Ran wanted to hear, so she replied after a long silence: "No matter how hard I tell you, you still can't forget the life of messing around with men and women, right?"

"I really didn't mess around with men and women. Xiaowei stayed here last night, but nothing happened between us..." After a short pause, I said to Ren Ran on the other end of the phone sincerely. : "Sister Ran, even if you don't trust my character, you still have to respect the natural characteristics of the human body. I was so drunk that I had no ability to act at all. Xiaowei's motivation for staying was not that complicated. She just wanted to take care of me. I."

Ren Ran on the other end of the phone sighed, and then replied: "No matter what happened to you, this thing is wrong... I'm not blaming you alone, Xiao Wei also has some things she can't understand... Han Chao , do you remember, I told you that I will be your sister from now on. In my heart, sister is not a metaphor, let alone a slogan. I have to be responsible for your life, especially when I see you making mistakes. , I'm going to correct you... Today, I have been thinking about what happened between you and Xiaowei. If you really don't have any feelings for her, you should let her give up completely instead of getting deeper and deeper into you. : If you are touched by her dedication, or you want to have a family yourself, and want to have a woman who knows how to love you by your side, then give Xiaowei a status, and then go to BJ with her. As for Don’t worry about things here in Qingdao, I’ll let you go.”

Only then did I really realize Ren Ran's mood. Her attitude towards me was not just as simple as complaining. She wanted to change me, even change my life. Before, I myself had thought about the relationship between me and Zuo Xiaowei. The answer I gave was to stick to the bottom line, but the advice Ren Ran gave me was far more oppressive than the bottom line I imagined.

Either Zuo Xiaowei and I are together; or I completely erase Zuo Xiaowei from my life.

After a long time, I opened my mouth and said to Ren Ran: "I don't know how to make her give up. I have already made it very clear to her about what I need to say... Including the matter of this charity performance, she also learned from Sao Zhu. From what I heard, I never called her from beginning to end, and I knew I had to maintain a sense of boundaries with her."

"It seems that no matter what she does, you still don't want to be with her."

"I know she is very good... Maybe it's because it's too easy to get, so many times, I can't have that strong sense of expectation for myself and her future."

After saying that, I finally lit a cigarette for myself, then leaned over and looked into the distance again, but this time, I avoided all the high-rise buildings in the city and only set my sights further away. On the sea, there were only scattered lights on the surface, which made me pure. Only then did I have the courage to face the evil in my heart.

Maybe, I am really not a good man, so the only thing I can do is to be honest. Frankness is the last line of defense in my humanity, and it is also a mirror that allows me to face myself. Only by being honest can I know where I went wrong. , so that you can give yourself a chance to turn over a new leaf in your future life.

Ren Ran was in the same mood as me, and she replied: "It's better to be honest than to be sanctimonious. At least you know where you went wrong. You just don't pay much attention to the sexual behavior between men and women. That's why you treat Xiao Wei like this." , it is true that there are many women like you who pursue the pleasure of the moment and the temptation of not being responsible for each other. But when facing Xiaowei, you failed. It’s not that she is not reserved or has no principles of being a woman, she is just too I like you, so I gave myself to you so easily, but you regard her as one of all the women you have played with... Do you know how dangerous this kind of deviation is? It will become The source of love giving birth to hatred...that's why I remind you again and again."

The feeling of oppression came again, and I couldn't help but take another deep breath of cigarette, but I really didn't know how to deal with the relationship between Zuo Xiaowei and me. She was always like this. Every time I made my words clear, She acted like she was relieved; but the next time we meet, she will still be unwilling to give in, and will still pay for me in her own way. This really makes me confused!
In my silence, Ren Ran on the other end of the phone said again: "Before you really find a girlfriend, she will not be willing to accept it... Especially now, when she sees Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao beside you, she is even more She won’t give in, because women have a sixth sense about this kind of thing. She can feel that you have a crush on Lu Xi, or even the ambiguity between you and Qiao Jiao. These will make her full of crisis, and she is afraid of losing You, therefore, will become more proactive before the dust settles."

What Ren Ran said all corresponded to Zuo Xiaowei's behavioral characteristics in the past two days, which I had to believe. But when she said that Qiao Jiao and I were also having an affair, that was really ridiculous. I couldn't help laughing: "Sister Ran, I want to believe your judgment on this matter as a woman, but you said that Qiao Jiao and I are also having an affair. Isn't it too funny?"

"do not have it?"

"No, absolutely not. This matter involves her privacy, and I can't go into details with you. You just need to believe that there is no ambiguity between us."

After a brief silence, Ren Ran replied: "Okay, let me worry about this matter... My advice to you is that if you really have no idea of ​​being together with Xiaowei, then you can Find a long-term girlfriend and make her give up completely."

Ren Ran seemed to have finished saying everything she wanted to say to me, so she hung up the phone before I had time to respond. When I put down the phone subconsciously, I looked at the time and saw that we had already talked for quite some time. Two 10 minutes. During these two 10 minutes, I was silent for 10 minutes.

……

The cigarette in my hand had been burned out, so I faced the cold wind and refilled myself with another, and lay on the guardrail again and looked out...

The villa where Qiao Jiao lives is still dark, which means that she and Lu Xi haven't finished the family dinner yet. Maybe it's because they haven't seen each other for a long time, and eating is just a formality. Lu Xi's family is more I would like to take this opportunity to chat and communicate more.

I have only heard about her father’s deeds, and indirectly learned about her sister-in-law from her, but these are not enough to form a complete Luxi. At least I have not met her mother, or even heard about it, so , she is still very mysterious in my heart.This sense of mystery is not puzzling to me. It stems from my fondness for Luxi. Speaking of my fondness for Luxi, I can’t help but feel a little confused: If it weren’t for Zuo Xiaowei’s prank, I had the opportunity to get to know each other. Lu Xi, will I treat Zuo Xiaowei like I do now?
Just when I was thinking about this question based on what if, my phone rang...

As I exhaled the smoke from my mouth, I raised my phone and looked at it. The call was from Qiao Jiao.After the call was connected, before I could speak first, Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone said to me angrily: "Hurry up and go to the hotel where Lu Xi is staying. She is being stalked."

My heart tightened and I asked immediately, "Aren't you two together?"

"No, I went to play games with my friends after dinner. You are closest to the hotel, so hurry over..."

"What's going on? Are you a fan of hers?"

"No, didn't I tell you before that one of my friends likes her and has been chasing her for a long time... That person still hasn't given up, and I don't know where he found out about the hotel where Lu Xi is staying... I don't have time to follow her. You explained it, you go over there quickly, I’m already on the way.”

"Call the police directly."

"Don't call the police yet. Our parents are friends and we are well-known in the circle. It's not good to make it too ugly... You should control the situation first. If it doesn't work, then call the police."

"understood."

When I was about to hang up the phone, Qiao Jiao warned again: "Be careful yourself, he can't control his emotions, so try not to anger him."

"it is good."

……

After finishing the call with Qiao Jiao, I rushed to the hotel where Lu Xi was staying. When I got there, I looked around anxiously, and finally found Lu Xi and the man in the parking lot next to the hotel. Lu Xi was wearing a mask. With a hat, she protected herself very well, but the man had almost forced her into the gap between the two cars...

Without thinking too much, I quickly walked to the scene of the accident, pushed the man away, and then protected Lu Xi with my body.

The man could restrain himself at first, but after I made this move, he became more and more irritable. He shouted at Lu Xi and asked: "Xiao Xi, who is he?"

I was about to stand up as a friend, but Lu Xi walked to the position beside me and replied coldly: "He is my boyfriend, don't pester me in the future."

"I don't believe it. You don't need to use such an old-fashioned method to make me give up... I told you, I can wait for you."

"The news has been exposed, why don't you believe it?"

The man turned to look at me, whose mind was blank, and actually calmed down. He said word by word: "It's... him... in your room in the middle of the night?!"

(End of this chapter)