Recast youth

Chapter 620: Act according to your heart and have no regrets in this life

"I didn't drink much."

Ye Feng heard Kong Jingke say that he was drunk. As if to prove that he was sober, Ye Feng shook his heavy head, looked up at Kong Jingke, and then asked: "Do you think I am a good person or a bad person?"

Kong Jingke thought for a moment and said, "You are a good person."

"Haha, that's not the case. I'm not a good person."

Ye Feng suddenly laughed and laughed at himself with a paranoid look on his face: "Actually, I am a very hypocritical person. I have always looked at others with malicious views. On the one hand, I want it, but on the other hand, I am afraid of taking responsibility. You said that I Is it fake? You don’t know, I have always been very uneasy in my heart. I don’t know what is waiting for me in the future.”

"I really don't know."

Ye Feng looked at Kong Jingke: "I really want to cherish everything I have now, but I am afraid that there will be a ruthless voice saying to me that these are all dreams and bubbles, and they will no longer exist by then. Everything is just what I did. A dream, or in other words, the things are still there, the money is still there, the people are still there, but I am gone.”

Ye Feng spoke in a very soft and confused tone, with panic and fear for the future contained in his soft words: "I don't even dare to open my heart to anyone, and I don't dare to be with anyone for real. Do you know that kind of fear?" ?I don’t want to be selfish. I don’t want to be erased by an eraser like words on paper in 2016 and disappear all of a sudden. Then what will happen to the person I love? Leaving her alone and in pain? In the world?"

"Or should I ask her to wait for me for another 11 years?"

"But after 11 years, if I really die, it will really delay others."

As Ye Feng spoke, he curled up and hugged his knees tightly. Then he felt a warm body temperature coming over him. He raised his head and saw eyes like water under the moon. Kong Jingke said distressedly. : "Idiot, you are only 24 years old, how can you die? Don't always talk about death. How old will you be in 11 years? You are only 35 years old."

Ye Feng said as if he was drowning: "You don't know, 11 years later, I may really die. My parents only have a son, and I have also thought about who to marry and give birth to a child to my parents. I have an explanation for my grandfather, so I have been thinking that it would be nice to have someone who only likes money to be with me. She doesn’t have to love me and only loves my money. Then I can only give her money without giving anything. She had feelings for her, but in the end I found that I couldn't do it. Two people have been together for a long time. How could there be no feelings? How could there be no debt? But I really don't want to owe anyone, and I don't want my child to be born without a father. …”

"You said, who is willing to waste his youth and wait for me for 11 years with no results?" Ye Feng looked up at Kong Jingke and kept asking.

"I am willing."

Ye Feng was stunned for a moment and looked up at Kong Jingke.

"I am willing."

Kong Jingke looked at Ye Feng and whispered again: "Even if you can't give me anything, even if you disappear after 11 years, I won't blame you, and you don't need to be responsible for me." "In the end, it's me. I chose it myself.”

"You said, how difficult is it to meet someone you like in the vast sea of ​​people? But it happened to me."

Kong Jingke hugged Ye Feng, looked into his eyes, and kissed him.

Ye Feng couldn't understand why Kong Jingke was still like this when we couldn't be together. He asked, "Why?"

"Because I like it."

Kong Jingke looked up at Ye Feng, his eyes that had always been calm were filled with distress and love: "Do you like me?"

Ye Feng was suddenly struck by Kong Jingke's words of confession, and couldn't help but said: "I like it."

"As long as you like it, why should you suppress yourself and deceive yourself?"

Kong Jingke knelt down in front of Ye Feng, held his young face, stared at his maturity that did not match his appearance, and said softly, and then the drunk Ye Feng couldn't help himself.

……

The next day.

Ye Feng woke up, his head still heavy. He looked around, but Kong Jingke was no longer there. After Ye Feng got dressed, he didn't see Kong Jingke when he arrived at Kong Jingke's room.

Several music awards are neatly placed on the table in the living room.

There was a piece of paper underneath the trophy for the most popular female singer. Ye Feng took the paper and there were two lines written on it:
Act according to your heart and you will have no regrets in this life.

Ye Feng sat on the sofa and read these two lines for a long time.

(End of this chapter)