Recast youth

Chapter 619 You Drink Too Much
After returning to Dongzhou from Shanghai, Ye Feng didn't go anywhere. Instead, he went to Xinlong Mansion. The house in Xinlong Mansion had been renovated for half a year, and nearly 400 million had been spent on it.

Originally, Ye Feng wanted to decorate it in a Chinese style, but later he felt that the Chinese style decoration was too old-fashioned and deep, so he changed it to a European retro decoration at Zhuo Baixin's suggestion.

All the furniture is handmade and custom-made by Zhuo Baixin from manufacturers.

The overall decoration didn't cost much, but the furniture and artwork cost a lot. The living room also had a large floor-to-ceiling window according to Ye Feng's request. The curtains are all voice-activated. The outside can face the sunlight and the artificial rockery. There are small circular waterfalls and a large fish pond. According to the original idea, the fish pond was to house arapaima, but it was said that it is still empty.

It can be said that this house is the first commercial house that Ye Feng has bought in a real sense, and it is also the first house that has been renovated. Originally, Ye Feng was very happy when he bought this house and was full of longing for the decoration.

But he found that he still seemed not very happy.

Since returning from the Shanghai Stock Exchange, Ye Feng has not been very happy, and his heart has been gloomy and heavy. After looking at the decorated house for a while, Ye Feng closed the door and went home.

As soon as he got home, Ye Feng closed the curtains and sat in the room drinking alone. He found that he seemed to have entered a dead end and couldn't get out. This feeling was very strange. He knew that the intersection was in front of him, so he just had to step out and he would be there. There is a world in another village, but Ye Feng just can't get out, so he can only drink.

Drinking bottle after bottle.

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Generally speaking, there are many popular songs on the Internet, but most of them are popular songs but not popular. For example, songs like "Mouse Loves Rice" and "Two Butterflies" are much more famous than the singers themselves.

Moreover, the pop music circle often does not recognize the status of these singers and just calls them Internet singers. For example, a certain sister in the mainland music circle said that Daolang's songs are sung for farmers.

But Kong Jingke was different.

Kong Jingke has been recognized and sought after by all musicians. In December, Kong Jingke participated in the Hunan-Hong Kong Pop Music Ceremony and won the Best Composer, Best Lyricist, Mainland's Most Popular Female Singer Award, and various other awards. Awards galore.

Such an honor is profound.

And after participating in the pop music ceremony, he went to Yanjing TV to participate in the New Year's Eve concert recording, singing two songs "Climbing" and "Red High Heels", which became popular all over the country at a phenomenal speed.

After returning from Yanjing, the first thing Kong Jingke did was to go home. She wanted to share the award she won with Ye Feng, because these songs were written by Ye Feng for her. Kong Jingke wanted to share these joys with Ye Feng, and at the same time I feel that the person who deserves the most recognition from the music industry and fans is Ye Feng.

Especially "Climbing" and "Dust in Fireworks" sung by Ye Feng, Kong Jingke even felt that the versions of these two songs sung by Ye Feng were more touching than the versions he sang.

What is music?

Some people think music is the skill of singing.

But Kong Jingke feels that moving people is more vivid than singing skills. When Ye Feng sings these songs, it seems that his whole person is integrated into it. For example, in "Climbing", what you listen to is not the song, but Ye Feng's voice. He murmured to himself:

Sometimes I ask myself what I am working hard for

Just two lyrics are deeply rooted in people's hearts. Isn't a person's life spent in the process of self-questioning?Who doesn’t want to find the meaning of his existence?Kong Jingke found the meaning of his existence because of Ye Feng.

She likes to sing because singing can convey her emotions to her audience.

What about Ye Feng?
From the beginning, Kong Jingke felt that Ye Feng was a person with a heavy mind, as if he was slowly moving forward with an invisible shackle, so heavy that it almost crushed his spirit.

Just like I did two years ago.After returning home, Kong Jingke carefully placed the music awards he had received on the table one by one, looked at them again and again, and then took out his mobile phone to call Ye Feng, but to his surprise, the phone rang in Ye Feng's room. I got up, but no one picked up.

Kong Jingke stood up and walked to Ye Feng's room. The door opened as soon as he pushed it, and the thick curtains were pulled up. No light was allowed to shine through. The lights were not turned on. The drunk Ye Feng sat on the ground, with his legs in his lap. There were scattered beer bottles on the side.

The cell phone was ringing on the bedside next to him, but Ye Feng seemed to have lost his soul. He mechanically poured wine into his mouth from the bottle, and the clothes on his chest became wet at some point.

But Ye Feng seemed unaware and didn't even notice that Kong Jingke was standing at the door.

When Kong Jingke saw this scene, his heart suddenly tightened, as if he had seen himself on the verge of collapse two years ago, leaning against the door and slowly sliding down, and his eyes became moist.

"Why did you drink so much?"

Kong Jingke squatted in front of Ye Feng distressedly, but Ye Feng seemed not to have heard her question. Kong Jingke angrily snatched the wine bottle from Ye Feng's hand, and said distressedly and angrily: "I'm asking you a question."

Ye Feng raised his head, without focus, and muttered absently: "Why is this happening?"

"What kind?" Kong Jingke asked quickly. She was really anxious and wanted to know what happened to make Ye Feng become like this.

Ye Feng hesitated to speak, but when the words came to his lips, he finally said nothing and reached for the wine bottle in Kong Jingke's hand.

"Don't drink anymore. Look how drunk you are."

Kong Jingke pushed Ye Feng away and looked at his lost look. He couldn't help but feel angry in his heart. He said with distress and anger: "Is there something you can't tell me? You said you can solve it by hiding at home and drinking. Is there a problem?"

Ye Feng sat on the ground like a zombie and said nothing.

Kong Jingke became even more angry and pushed Ye Feng: "I want to ask you something, are you mute?"

Ye Feng was pushed by Kong Jingke, and he came to his senses a little. He raised his head, and there were many figures, and finally they gathered into Kong Jingke's angry face. Then Ye Feng said a little aggrievedly: "You said, God gave me a do-over again." Chance, why am I still living a miserable life?"

"I thought I would live a wonderful life in this life, and I thought everything would be different from before."

"But now I find that I seem to be even more unhappy."

"There has been an invisible shackle that has been chaining me. It's very heavy. It's so heavy that I can't breathe. It's so heavy that no matter how much money I have, I can't make myself happy."

"It seems that the happiest time is when I am at school."

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Ye Feng, who was drunk, kept talking. Finally, he raised his head, looked at Kong Jingke, and said with painful eyes: "I really don't want to owe anyone."

Kong Jingke didn't understand why Ye Feng was like this. There seemed to be a lot of pain hidden in his heart that he couldn't say or didn't want to say. Seeing Ye Feng like this, Kong Jingke felt particularly uncomfortable. He said softly to Ye Feng: "You drink too much." ”

(End of this chapter)