Recast youth

Chapter 1966 I Like It Enough
The salty taste of tears.

Soft lips.

Ye Feng's mind went blank for a while. It was not until a clever little snake tried desperately to get into his mouth that Ye Feng came to his senses and pushed Gao Xuan away.

"What are you doing?"

Ye Feng was shocked and angry.

Gao Xuan didn't say anything, and pounced on Ye Feng again, wanting to kiss Ye Feng. For her, she really didn't know what kind of means she should use to keep Ye Feng, not only with money, but also with her body.

When he was in Dongzhou City, even if he took off his clothes and exposed his proud body in front of him, he was indifferent.

So in desperation, she went up to kiss Ye Feng with a blank mind. Even she didn't know what was going on in her mind, and all her actions seemed to be out of anger.

He kept getting angry until Ye Feng pushed him away hard, then looked at himself with disgust, and then said something like, "Don't you think you are dirty? Don't you think you are disgusting? I even think you are disgusting." The words are rest.

In this way, I really gave up completely.

Sometimes people are like this. When the pain reaches a certain level, they will subconsciously torture themselves, expose their own scars, and finally kill themselves.

Just as Gao Xuan guessed.

Ye Feng still pushed her away hard.

After being rejected and pushed away twice in a row, Gao Xuan did not pounce, but stood there miserably looking at Ye Feng, the man she loved deeply, and smiled suddenly.

"You think I'm dirty, don't you?"

Gao Xuan smiled with low self-esteem. The more she thought about it, the more she felt funny, as funny as a clown.

"I don't think you're dirty."

Ye Feng frowned and looked at Gao Xuan, the softness on his lips still remained: "Why do you think of yourself so much?"

"do not have it?"

Gao Xuan didn't believe it at all. This time she took the initiative to stare into Ye Feng's eyes. She frowned, as if she wanted to see through Ye Feng's heart: "Do you dare to say that you don't think I'm dirty?"

Before Ye Feng could speak, Gao Xuan suddenly smiled again and said, "It's okay. Actually, if you don't tell me, I know I'm dirty. Well, being dirty is quite disgusting..."

It's more than disgusting.

It's so disgusting that I want to torture my body all the time. It's so disgusting that every time I want to be attracted to the man in front of me and have some unreasonable thoughts, a voice will come out from my heart and keep talking to myself.

Gao Xuan, are you worthy?
If others don’t know your past, don’t you know it yourself?
Doesn’t Ye Feng know?
You have to know that no matter how glamorous you are in front of others, you will always be a dirty woman in front of them, a woman who sells her body for money.

Then approach him for money.

What to love or not to love.

Do you believe it?
Even if you believe it, do you think he will believe it?Men are the animals that care most about women’s bodies. Even if he believes that you really love him, will he not mind your body and not find it disgusting?

"You weren't like this before."

Ye Feng looked at Gao Xuan and said.

"Yeah, I wasn't like this before."

Gao Xuan looked at Ye Feng, and the smile disappeared from her face: "It was you who ruined me. You ruined me with money. Yes, you have money. It was me who was obsessed with money at the beginning, but in the final analysis, it was you. Destroy me with money. Do you know what the result of this is for me? It’s you, Ye Feng. In addition to the 100 million, you have countless 100 million, but I will never forget what I did because of money. , I will always be dirty.”

"I can not go back."

"I can't forget either."

"Especially after I found out that I fell in love with you, every choice I made will dig into my heart like a knife, all the time, do you know?" Gao Xuan gradually became excited, swinging her arms, and swung down fiercely. , gritted his teeth and said: "It's really all the time. I feel inferior and disgusted all the time, you know?"

Just when Gao Xuan was losing control of her emotions, she suddenly felt a pair of hands hugging her.

Then Ye Feng's apologetic voice reached his ears.

"sorry."

"I really feel dirty, you know?"

Gao Xuan wanted to break free from Ye Feng's arm, but she couldn't, so she had to say: "Also, you don't have to say sorry to me. I said, everything is my own choice. No one is to blame, I only blame myself." .”

"I told you, I don't think you're dirty."

Seeing that Gao Xuan had calmed down a bit, Ye Feng let go of her, sighed and said, "Besides, I had no other intention of leaving just now. It doesn't matter whether you go do something else or continue to work as a hotel and B&B with my sister. As long as you are sincere to me." My sister, I won't care about you. I just think you were so proud before and knew everything you did. Men were also played by you, and then they couldn't take advantage. Now you look like this and you are a bit jealous. Does Bu Chenggang know?"

"Hate iron not become steel?"

Gao Xuan was startled for a moment, but soon she understood what Ye Feng meant, and said bitterly: "I am indeed proud, but I can't be proud in front of you, you know? I only have low self-esteem in front of you, you don't need to comfort me Now, I know very well what I am like."

"Can't you trust me just once?"

Ye Feng frowned and looked at Gao Xuan.

"How can I trust you?"

Gao Xuan looked up at Ye Feng and asked, "I believe you said you didn't look down on me and didn't think I was dirty, and then you used actual actions to silently look down on me and think I'm dirty?"

Ye Feng denied it and emphasized: "I'll say it again, I didn't."

"Then why do you reject me again and again?"

Gao Xuan questioned Ye Feng: "When I was in Dongzhou, I stripped naked in front of you and you didn't even want to look at me. Am I bad? Ye Feng, do you dare to say that you didn't think I was dirty at that time?"

Ye Feng was silent for a while and said: "At least not now."

"You pushed me away just now."

Gao Xuan sneered.

"That's because I have a girlfriend." Ye Feng patiently explained the reason for rejecting her.

"Is that the reason?"

Gao Xuan looked at Ye Feng and asked: "What about Wen Yueqi? You have a girlfriend, why can you accept her? So, you can refuse me, but please don't use the excuse of your girlfriend to prevaricate me, okay? Or do you want to Say, nothing happened between you and her?"

Ye Feng was speechless.

After being silent for a while, Ye Feng said slowly: "Actually, I am not as good as you think. I am no different from ordinary people. If others have my experience, they may be able to do better than me."

"Why do you think it's not important?"

Gao Xuan approached Ye Feng: "I think you're good, that's all. Don't you think it's shameless for you to say you don't think I'm dirty, reject me, and then say you're not that good? You're not me, you How do you know what I'm thinking? So what if you're not good? For me, isn't it enough that I like you?"

"What do you want from me so that you can trust me?"

Ye Feng finally figured it out. Now Gao Xuan was so paranoid that he couldn't hear his explanation. Ye Feng couldn't help but said, "Do you have to accept you and go to bed with you to prove that I don't think you are dirty?"

"Yes!"

Gao Xuan stared at Ye Feng and said angrily. Anyway, she knew that Ye Feng was just talking and there was no way he could take it seriously.

(End of this chapter)