Smiling at the peach blossom fan, peach blossoms smile at the spring breeze

I don't know if Bian Sai's monk saw through Hongchen and sincerely saluted the saint or was an expedient measure to tease the immortals, but the ancestor of Taoism, Taishang Laojun, took it seriously. On this day, the ancestor was sitting and meditating, enjoying the fireworks in the world, and suddenly smelled the sandalwood with the slightest fragrance of fat powder, and couldn't help but be happy in the sacred heart. Most of the women in the world are greedy for red dust, and they rarely have spiritual roots

Driven by curiosity, the ancestor opened his eyes and looked at the world, and found that the incense was actually a stunning beauty, the fluffy sideburns and thorns did not damage its national color and fragrance, and the wide robe could not hide its exquisite posture, which was enough to make many immortals with unstable Taoist hearts move their hearts.

The ancestor was very excited, according to his countless eras of experience, most of the stunning beauties were lost in the red dust and purple mo, sinking in the boundless sea of suffering and refusing to turn back, this is definitely a rare species in front of him. Since those who enter my Dao Door must cherish it, and regardless of her sincerity or falsehood, there is no halfway exit when she enters my Dao Gate, and she is first admitted to the door, so she is not sincere and sacred, and it is good to be a mascot, no matter how bad it is, it can also be a vase for Taoist friends to look at and see.

The famous courtesan became a professional Taoist priest, and the sadness of it was not enough for outsiders. Since then, Bian Yujing has never completely taken off his Taoist makeup, until he returns to Taixu as a professional Taoist aunt.

After a few more years, Bian Sai lived an ordinary life, on the surface carefree, without sorrow or joy, but for countless nights, he silently missed and hated Wumei Village. She really can't let go of Wu Meicun, once it was difficult for water, after seeing Wu Meicun, there is no man in the world, and the love for this man and that feeling is unique all the time in her mind. Seeing that Lang Jun was mistaken for life, this man set an unattainable benchmark for other men in her heart, and also ruined her life.

Back then, Wu Meicun gave up her in order to become an official, and she hated Wu Meicun's lack of affection, so she easily married someone else. Later, she divorced, and she had always been stupid enough to think that Wu Meicun would come to her, tossing and turning one night after another, thinking about the situation after seeing Wu Meicun, whether she should hold hands and look at each other and complain about her heart, or scold him for being weak and cowardly. Wu Meicun never came to her. Later, Daming died, and Wu Meicun still did not contact her. In the moment of crisis when she was wandering, I didn't see this man reaching out or even saying hello.

In the blink of an eye, 7 years have passed since I left Wumei Village.

One autumn in 1950, 41-year-old Wu Meicun visited his old friend Qian Qianyi.

At this time, Qian Qianyi had already braved the disapproval of the world to marry Liu Ruyi, who was one of the "Qin Huai Bayan" with Bian Yujing, which attracted the attention of the world, blinded the eyes of the world, and accepted the envy, jealousy and hatred of the world and the scolding of "old beasts".

Qian Qianyi has always been a celebrity, famous for his excellent grades as a gifted child when he was a child, famous for his outstanding performance after work, famous for his outstanding performance after entering Donglin, and famous for his courage to fight and charge forward after entering Donglin, and after resigning, he became famous for his excellent works in the literary world.

Due to the great fame, Qian Qianyi's residence has become a distribution center for celebrities and infatuated men and women, and has become a navigation system for finding missing persons.

Qian Qianyi doesn't care about any false name, and he is not afraid of verbal criticism - all stinky and shameless people are not afraid of dying without illness as pointed out by Qianfu, and they can sleep with the flower-like willow at the age of dying, which is both death and sweetness. What he fears is another type of armed hooligan who is the opposite of him - this kind of hooligan has no culture, no quality, and no discipline, and always throws stones at his house and smashes glass at night in the name of promoting righteousness and purifying the literary world.

Qian Qianyi fully realized that the masses of the people are forgetful, and the best way to cover up one hot spot is to appear in another. In order to divert the scope of the armed hooligans' firepower attacks, Qian Qianyi put his time, energy and money on it, and matched Mao Bijiang and Dong Xiaowan in the stunned eyes of people.

Introducing famous artists to hot spots is not only Qian Qianyi's practical need, but also his hobby, and every pair that he promotes has a shocking sensational result, among which the huge sense of achievement is another inexhaustible source of motivation for Qian Qianyi's enthusiasm for media matchmaking.

Mao Dong's combination did attract some firepower, and people found new targets for attack, lamenting what happened to the celebrities now, they didn't even want to make a little face, and they capsized one after another. However, Mao Bijiang is a talented man, he has no cadre status, and there are not so many constraints, so the people's requirements for him are naturally not so high, and doing some messy things has added a period of romance.

Qian Qianyi found that in order to divert the attention of the people, it was necessary to continue to pull some weighty characters into the water, and he continued to look for new lucky people or victims in the crowd, and Wu Meicun in front of him was a very suitable target.

Flies don't stare at seamless eggs, Qian Qianyi vaguely heard that Wu Meicun and Bian Yujing had a while, but these two people did it secretly, and there was no scandal, I don't know if there is really a leg, he decided to give it a try.

When chatting with Wu Meicun, Qian Qianyi intentionally or unintentionally led the topic to Bian Yujing, while paying close attention to Wu Meicun's reaction.

Sure enough, when talking about Bian Yujing, Wu Meicun, who looked like a master, suddenly became calm.

After rejecting Bian Yujing at the beginning, although Wu Meicun felt a little uncomfortable, he was very happy to resist confusion, adhere to principles, wield a sword of wisdom and cut love silk, and have great wisdom, bravery, great sage and great perseverance. The first sword on the shore, the first to kill the person in mind, after paying so much, Wu Meicun believes that he can make a contribution.

Later, the situation changed too quickly, in the face of national events, the love between children and daughters was really insignificant, the wheel of history crushed too many emotional entanglements, and Wumei Village did not have the mood of Qingqing and me. Later, when I heard that Bian Yujing was married, Wu Meicun was a little disappointed, but she quickly adjusted her emotions, silently wishing Bian Yujing happiness and praying that she would divorce quickly. Later, he heard someone talk about Bian Yujing's unhappy marriage, and he quickly guessed the reason, some sympathy, some sadness, some concern and some happiness. Later, when he heard that Bian Yujing was divorced, he even had a trace of caution that he shouldn't have, but he felt that he was too despicable and suppressed this thought.

He never mentioned this relationship to anyone, but he quietly hid the love thread in his heart, or in the dead of night, or when the lights were bright, or when he was in high spirits, or when he was bright in spring, or when he was decadent and depressed, he would always think of her silently, after all, she was the most perfect woman he had ever seen in this life, and she was also her favorite woman. The woman around her is certainly virtuous and beautiful, but after all, she is not Bian Yujing. Even if he raised his eyebrows, it was difficult to calm down. Missing her is the biggest flaw in her love life in this life, and I don't know if she misses him the same at this time.

Whenever he heard the news of Bian Yujing, Wu Meicun always made a look of indifference, and when someone asked about it, he denied it again and again, and did not admit that he had anything to do with Bian Yujing, but he could not be calm in his heart, and he couldn't wait to fly to Guanshan to see Bian Yujing.

But he just thought about it, and never made the trip, because he didn't know what to do to meet Bian Yujing. Just to tell Bian Yujing that he misses her very much? This is not what Bian Yujing wants, he knows very well what Bian Yujing wants, and he does not plan to give it at present. In that case, why bother to see it, or why bother to tease, just for his lovesickness, and then continue to give Bian Yujing hope, and then greater disappointment?

Later, after the beacon fire lasted for three months, the family letter was worth 10,000 gold, and Wu Meicun gradually lost the news of Bian Yujing, so he could only hide Bian Yujing deeper in his heart.

Now after seven years, he finally got the news of Bian Yujing, although he tried to be very calm, he was still a little distracted and a little excited.

In terms of the relationship between men and women, Qian Qianyi can be said to be a professional player. He soon discovered the strangeness of Wu Mei Village. However, the old money was not broken, but he was still chatting unhurriedly, while observing Wu Meicun's reaction, admiring Wu Meicun's pretense, and confiding Bian Yujing's news little by little.

As the chat continued, Wu Meicun learned that Bian Yujing had been unmarried all these years, and he was forced to copy his old business because of life, and his life was very hard, and he recently lived in a nearby relative's house.

Soon Qian Qianyi pretended to be a casual proposal again, everyone is an acquaintance, and they haven't seen each other for many years, so they might as well sit together.

Ordinary people don't need to make an appointment to see Bian Yujing, they can just come to visit, and if they get enough money, they will be uncles. Bian Yujing opened the door to do business, set up an ivory tent, and entertained sixteen parties.

But Wu Meicun is different, everyone else can do it, but he can't do it alone. To a certain extent, he abandoned Bian Yujing from the beginning to the end, and the sweet words of the year were fed to the dogs, and he really had no face to say goodbye, at this time Qian Qianyi was willing to be a middleman, so he naturally couldn't ask for it.

Qian Qianyi told Liu Ruis the news as soon as possible, and the two visited Bian Yujing together and conveyed Wu Meicun's request for a date.

Bian Yujing extended a warm welcome to the arrival of Qian Qianyi and his wife, and expressed his sincere gratitude to the two for their enthusiastic help, but showed unimaginable calm for the news of Wumei Village brought by Qian Qianyi and his wife, and gently replied with the word "I know", and then continued to talk and laugh with Qian Qianyi and his wife.

Qian Qianyi was a little stunned, could it be that there was something wrong with his judgment? He examined Bian Yujing more closely.

Bian Yujing was just trying to calm down. Beneath her calm surface, a monstrous wave has already been set off in her heart. She can laugh at many people, but she has always been unable to let go of her first love, the excellent man who almost became her husband, and no one can forget her. This man brought her the best episodes of this life, let her know the sweetness of loving someone, and tasted the pain of lovesickness. Over the years, in the dead of night, Bian Yujing will always turn over the memories of the two together, reminiscing over and over again, intoxicated again and again, such as drunk, such as making honey, more and more mellow, more and more dense, brewing by himself, drinking by himself, sweetening by himself, drunk by himself, this tenderness is like water like poison through the intestines, which makes people painful, first lovesickness, and then an inch of lovesickness and an inch of gray.

The more frustrated people are, the more they value feelings. Bian Yujing's life has always been unsatisfactory over the years, and she has experienced ups and downs, she misses Wu Meicun more and more, thinks about Wu Meicun's excellence, thinks about the bad luck of the year, thinks of how good this relationship would be if there are other results, and wants to ask Wu Meicun if she regrets rejecting herself. It was this man she missed day and night who pushed her into the abyss with his own hands, watching her sink in the endless sea of misery and remain indifferent.

After experiencing pain and torture again and again, Bian Yujing was scared and didn't dare to think about it anymore, if he thought about it like this, he would really be inseparable from this person in this life. Since the best time is like a dream in this life, since you can't get along with each other, then forget about each other. She forced herself to break off her thoughts about Wu Meicun, deliberately buried this feeling deep in her heart, deliberately forgot it, and decided to let this secret accompany her to the grave.

She decided to get married, and she found someone to marry, the one she found last time broke up because the gap with Wu Meicun was too big, and this time it won't be.

Just when Bian Yujing made up his mind, found his other half, and put the marriage on the agenda, the first love, who had been missing for seven years, came to the door and asked for a date.

I thought that this life was like this, and my calm heart refused to start a wave, but now this person has appeared like this again. It didn't come when it should have come, and it came when it shouldn't.

The most painful way now is to refuse to see him. But she knew that if she didn't see each other again, she was afraid that she would die in this life. It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet, and the east wind is powerless.