I became auspicious

I couldn't help but smile softly and handed Zhen'er to Mama Fu and asked her to carry him away. These two children are truly as pure and innocent as angels, and they bring me endless joy and warmth. Thinking back to the news I saw on social media about childbearing and parenting, I used to be full of fear and anxiety about childbearing. However, when I experienced it firsthand, I found that I was far more powerful inside than I had imagined.

During Xuan'er's birth, I experienced unprecedented pain. The pain seemed to tear me apart, and I could barely bear it. However, when I saw Xuan'er's immature little face, I found that I had given birth to another person! The excitement was indescribable, and the pain seemed to be forgotten at that moment! Zhao Jihuan rushed into the delivery room solemnly and just stared at me, and I smiled at him with a smug smile! He walked in with a sigh of relief, sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to brush my wet hair, and his voice was a little dry: "It's hard!"

Now that I think about it, I am lucky to have given birth in the palace, and the postpartum service in the palace also makes me feel more comfortable. Professional nurses and grandmothers take good care of me and my children, so that I can recuperate with peace of mind. I'm really grateful to them.

After Xuan'er held the 100-day banquet, I decided to leave the palace and go out to travel. Life outside the palace is indeed free and full of freshness. I enjoy this feeling of being uninhibited, but at the same time, I also miss Xuan'er deeply. This kind of longing came like a tidal wave, and it was unbearable for me. Still, I held back my thoughts and stayed outside the palace for five months.

However, what I didn't expect was a letter from Empress Duan Xuefu....

At this moment, "Crown Princess, Miss Yuanyuan is here!" A crisp voice interrupted my thoughts. I came back to my senses and looked at the door, only to see Miss Yuanyuan walking in.

She was wearing a powder blue skirt, her slightly wheat-colored skin looked so healthy, her jet-black hair was draped vertically over her shoulders like a waterfall, and her face was slightly red. Like blue waves with clear eyes, filled with this faint warmth, the curvature of the corners of the mouth is as perfect as a crescent moon, perhaps, this is the smile of the angel, it drives away all the haze, makes me feel that the room is so bright.

I smiled at Yuanyuan,

and she saluted politely, but I immediately held her up and said gently, "Yuanyuan, we don't need so much courtesy between us." "

I pulled her to sit down, and Hongmei had already prepared fragrant tea for us, and then stepped back lightly. Yuanyuan eyes looked at me firmly, and his voice revealed an indescribable determination: "Sister Xingxing, I have decided, I want to leave here and go out to see the outside world." "

I asked softly, "Have you really thought it through?".

She nodded, with a determined look on her face: "His Royal Highness King Kang is a very good person, I have never doubted this. But I've also seriously considered that our personalities and habits may not be suitable for long-term relationships. I'll admit that I'm attracted to him, but my nature yearns for freedom, and I can't stand the feeling of being bound. "

I nodded understandingly, a hint of bitterness welling up in my heart. I took a deep breath, tried to calm the emotions in my heart, and said calmly, "But how can you, a commoner woman, escape from this bondage?"

Yuan

Yuan smiled and shook my hand, and quipped, "Good sister, don't hide it from me! His Royal Highness King Kang has already told me everything!".

I looked at her in surprise: "What did King Kang tell you?".

Yuan

Yuan explained with a smile: "He said, 'When the spring is dry, the fish are on land, wet with each other, and foam at each other, so it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.'" Then he said softly: "His Royal Highness King Kang said that he owes you a favor." "

I stood up, walked over to the window, and gently pushed it open. A warm breeze blows on my face, bringing the breath of spring. I closed my eyes and felt the peace and freedom, and a mixed emotion welled up in my heart. I asked, "How did he explain this to you?".

She walked up to me and whispered, "Instead of supporting each other in a difficult situation, it is better for everyone to live freely in their own world." "

I opened my eyes and stretched out my hand to feel the wind outside the window, but it was a little cool, but full of life. I sighed lightly and said with relief: "King Kang is indeed very good. "

However, I couldn't help the curiosity in my heart and asked, "Yuanyuan, if there is no queen mother......?"

She interrupted me softly, her voice soft and firm: "Actually, the ending is the same. It's just that I'm glad I was able to understand this at such an early age. Some things are destined to be inescapable. "

She suddenly took my hand and asked mysteriously, "Sister Xingxing, I've always been curious, how did you and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince get together?".

I looked into her eyes, those clear and bright eyes, as if they could see through people's hearts. I smiled and sighed, and said, "Yuanyuan, I'm a rootless person. "

After listening to my words, she just looked at me distressedly and said softly, "Sister, if I can, I will write to you." "