I will not die!

"Next, please enjoy the song, "I Want to Die."

I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die

I'm so sleepy, so sleepy, I want to sleep, I want to sleep

I want to beat someone, I want to hit someone, I want to kill someone

I want to kiss, I want to be kissed, I want to hug, I want to be hugged

I want to die, I want to die, the stars are falling

I want to die, I want to die, I'm so sleepy, tears are falling

I want to be hugged and turned around, I want to curse, I want to throw things

I don't want to move, I don't want to turn on the light, I don't want to close the window, I don't want to pick up the bed, I don't want to put on clothes, I don't want to take a bath , don't want to wash my face, don't want to brush my teeth

Want to die, want to sleep till I die, want to be beaten to death, stabbed to death, strangled to death, scolded to death and jump off the building, strangled to death, stepped on to death

So sleepy, my head hurts, so sleepy, don't want to have a headache anymore, breathing is so difficult, I want to breathe, don't want to breathe, want to eat, don't want to talk

Want to watch TV, don't want to go out, want to sleep, want to die, want to die, want to die, want to die

La la ... Stab myself to death, want to strangle myself, so cold, so cold

Want to warm myself by the fire, want to be burned to death by the fire, want to dance in the fire, want to scream, want to tear my face apart, want to crush my heart, want to smash my brain, want to pull out my intestines

So sleepy, so painful, so annoying, so noisy, so noisy, so noisy, so noisy

Want to die, so sleepy, so painful, so annoying, so noisy, so sleepy, so want to die, want to sleep, want to cry, want to sob, want to hide in the quilt

Don't turn on the light, don't turn on the light, leave me alone, I want to be alone

Don't open the curtains, let me hide, I want to hide, don't open the door, leave me alone Go to hell, I want to die alone, I really want to die, I want to lie, I want to cheat, I don’t want to be cheated

I don’t want to be alone, I don’t want to die alone, I want someone to accompany me, I want to be watched, I want to be liked, I want to be needed, I want to go far away, I want to die alone

I want to die, I really want to die, I really want to…

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As soon as the song ended, the singer's head suddenly split into two flat halves. Just as the upper half of the head was about to fall off, the singer's two hands suddenly grabbed the other half of the head and put it back. The reinstalled head had no traces at all, just like a new one.

"Not only did you not applaud me, but you even chopped me off while I was singing for you!" the singer complained loudly.

"It's so ugly." Guangyuanreplied.

"It's good to have a beautiful girl singing for you, but you still complain about it being bad." Talin walked to a bench next to her and sat down with her legs crossed, and picked a red flower from the side and played with it in her hand.

At this moment, the two of them were in a very simple pavilion. The courtyard was located in the middle of a vast flower field, surrounded by colorful flowers, and the fragrance of flowers was fragrant.

"My hateful, pitiful, and lovely Guangyuan, don't you have anything to say about your past? Don't worry, this is your imaginary spiritual space, the flow of time is almost still, you can chat here as long as you want."

"The past... is that really my past, or the past you want me to see?"

"Oh, I've been discovered~" Talin made a playful face.

"In my memory, the nurse who took care of me every time I was hospitalized had the same face as you do now. If my memory hadn't suddenly improved, I would have found it difficult to realize." In addition, I always felt that her face was very similar to someone in my memory. Considering her bad taste, it is possible that she occupied the position of someone in my memory.

"It's just a few Easter eggs, how can it be called tampering? And even if I changed it, what are you going to do~"

Talin stood up and put her face in front of Guangyuan, pretending to be asking for a beating. Guangyuan raised his hand to block her face and pushed her aside, then leaned against the fence of the flowerbed next to him.

"So cold..." Talin spread her hands and sat back.

"Is it interesting to play with my memory like this?"

"It is quite interesting. How is it, are you satisfied with your past? Ordinary parents, ordinary school, ordinary campus life, ordinary graduation, ordinary job, ordinary salary, ordinary ideals, ordinary hardships, ordinary ideals, ordinary bosses, ordinary colleagues, ordinary friends, ordinary love, ordinary marriage, ordinary separation, ordinary life, ordinary like a drop of water in the ocean, a grain of sand in the desert, everything is so bland, everything is so ordinary, boring. But these seem to be suitable for you, so you have completed the transformation from the most ordinary person in the world to the most extraordinary person in the world."

"..."

"If you think it's too plain, it's okay if you want me to make it more dramatic. For example, a lonely rebellious middle school boy and an equally lonely cold and weak young lady, from vigilance to temptation, from hardship to love, and then some separation and blackening, finding self and feelings, a tragic love story is formed. Who wouldn't say such a story is good, who wouldn't like it? The story is much better than your trivialities, isn't it? How about it, do you want to try it? The first order is free~"

"Is that all you want to do, manipulate my memory, and play me like a dog."

"Alas, it's not like you can do whatever you want. And now you are mature, even if I temporarily change the branches for you, it won't changeI can smell your current taste and fragrance."

"What else do you want to do?"

"I want you to help save the world." Talin picked a flower nearby, and the flower bloomed to its fullest. In one breath, it turned into the outline of the demon god, and as the flower bloomed, all the other flowers gradually withered.

"Do you want to see the demon god succeed? That bastard wants to destroy the world! Not because of human evil, but purely for his own pleasure!"

"What a joke. Why don't you stop yourself if you want to stop it?"

"If I can do it, I will definitely do it, but the problem is that I can't do it, only you can. Who made this world have only one immortal person?"

"Then let this world be destroyed."

"Hehe, you are hypocritical. Zhi Zhong has already sacrificed his life for you, do you want to let his efforts go to waste?"

"...That was his own decision. ”

“Yes, I made this decision for you, who is so heartless and long-lived. Not only him, but also Suga Yun, Sen, Kong Yu, Liu Li, they are all for you, ah, it is such a blessing to be loved by so many people. Unlike me, I have no one, woo woo…” Talin cried while stealing glances at Guangyuan.

“Who will I meet and where will I go? Have you planned it in advance?”

“I allow you to call me Director Ta.”

“Their death is also planned by you in advance?” When saying this, Guangyuan’s eyes were filled with murderous intent and anger that were almost tangible.

As if to whet Guangyuan’s appetite, Talin did not answer immediately, making the garden very quiet for a while. An annoying silence.

“I expected it. "

As soon as the words came out, Talin vomited blood and flew backwards, plowing a gully that was also endless and dozens of meters wide in this endless garden. Countless petals flew and soon completely submerged Talin. When the last flower covered her upturned mouth, she appeared on the bench in front of Guangyuan in the next moment, and still kept sitting with her legs crossed, but there was still blood on the corner of her mouth.

"Don't go too far, this is your spiritual space, it's very fragile. Besides, there's no need to make me disappear now. The real me has been killed by the demon god, and what you see now is just a little consciousness left of me." After saying that, Talin wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth.

"In other words, if you die here, you will completely disappear from this world, right?"

"Don't say it so scary. But what you said is indeed the truth. "Talin tilted her head and looked at Guangyuan, "Are you going to do it now? "

Guangyuan's arm turned into a knife, and with a sharp movement, Talin's head fell to the ground.

Then, the air fell into a deathly silence.

After about four or five seconds, a roar resounded throughout the space.

"You really have the guts to do this! And you did it so decisively!" Talin's headless body stomped his feet in anger, and the fallenThe head that came was cursing.

"Isn't it not dead?" Guangyuan said, and was about to attack again.

"Stop, stop, stop, stop! I'm going to die, I'm really going to die! Really, really! At least let me finish my last words!"

I don't know if it was because he never thought that Talin would beg for mercy, Guangyuan really stopped.

"A tiger in a low position is bullied by a dog, and I am the meat of others. It's sad, sad, sad..." Talin cried and picked up his head, and then put it back again. There was no trace at all, just like a new one.

"You told me to do it."

"Kiss me!"

"Huh?"

"Why don't you kiss me when I ask you to?"

"..."

"Why, because you've been married twice?"

"I've only been married once, with Sen."

"That's right. Strictly speaking, you're just a copy of Guangyuan. His marriage can't be blamed on you." Talin's tone suddenly changed. "But so what? You have his memories, his abilities, his identity. To the world, you are him. Even if the Ship of Theseus is replaced with everything, as long as the functions and value it provides remain the same, it will still be what it is."

"But I'm not a ship, and my value doesn't need to be determined by others."

"Oh, yes, yes, whatever you say is what it is. So, are you going to continue with the mistakes of the past, or are you going to open up a new path?"

"Continue..." Guangyuan suddenly paused, and then looked straight ahead where there was nothing, as if he wanted to see something from it, "Then look for it, no matter what it is."

Talin's eyes lit up, and she couldn't hide her smile and said, "You say one thing and mean another. As expected, I still like you very much."

"I don't like you."

"Hehe, that's hard to say, after all, people are very fickle, not to mention a beautiful girl like me." As she said that, Talin suddenly seemed to have changed into a different person, with a little sadness and loneliness in her expression, completely different from her previous innocence, so much so that Guangyuan forgot to continue the conversation.

"Guangyuan, actually, I hate you very much. I have hated you since a long time ago."

"Everyone has suffered the same hardship, but you are the only one who always behaves differently from others, as if you are the only one who suffers more than others. The most annoying thing is that there are fools who think that way and give you more care and help. Why? You are the one who has the easiest time, but you always pretend to be pitiful. Insidious! Despicable! You are not more miserable than others, you are just weaker than others! Weak like an ordinary person..."

"So, when I saw you pay a heavy price for this, I was actually very happy. I thought, you can just keep suffering like this. Ah, but gradually, things started to go wrong. I was surprised to find that I actually started to like you a little bit. It's funnyLaugh, right? I think so too. So I thought about it, day and night, and finally figured out one thing. It turns out that I don’t hate your purity, but I hate that the pure person is not me. But what can I do? I am not immortal, and I am not invincible. It must be difficult to survive. "

"But when I finally thought of this, you were almost dead. Even if you have immortality, you can’t fight against the malice from the whole world. For this reason, I faced them all alone, and finally spent a lot of effort to finally keep a glimmer of hope for your return. Hahahaha, even now, I think I was really crazy at that time, but I don’t regret it. In fact, I didn’t know whether your little consciousness could bring you back to life. I just wanted to give it a try. I don’t know if you are lucky or I am lucky. I didn’t expect that I really succeeded. Oh, by the way, there are actually many failed products before you, but I made them all into dolls. ”

“By the way, don’t you think your existence is somewhat similar to that of AI? Ah, but it doesn’t matter. Guangyuan, you are indeed mean and shameless, and you are also a cowardly coward, but even so, you are much better than those guys. You will find ways to thank those who help you, and you will want to retaliate against those who hurt you. You will be curious about the unknown, you will be in awe of the mysterious, you will regret doing something wrong, and you will be noble for being recognized by the majority. You are not the best, but you are definitely not the worst. I like you who are closer to humans than gods. ”

“So, it must be you who ends it all, Guangyuan. History created by humans should also be ended by humans. ”

“Aren’t you a human?” Guangyuan asked.

“Of course not.” Tarin smiled, “I am a god!”

“Nervous is more like crazy.”

“That is also the first beautiful girl’s crazy in history. ”

“Do you really have to emphasize your identity as a beautiful girl?”

“Of course, giving up hope, losing a lot, giving up desires, losing everything, but even if I give up everything, it still can't change the fact that I am a beautiful girl.” Talin winked at Guangyuan and made a “yeah” gesture.

“I don’t think the original words are like this.”

“Well, as long as the meaning is conveyed.” Then, Talin threw away the flowers and closed her eyes, pretending to be a generous sacrifice, “Okay, I have said my last words, you can kill me if you want.”

“Forget it.”

“Ha, I said people are fickle.” Talin’s face looked like she had discovered some incredible treasure.

“Maybe.”

“In that case, let’s dance, a dance between you and me.”

“No.”

“Can’t you satisfy my last little request? ”

“No.”

“A heartless man!”

After saying that, Tarin pretended to hug someone and danced alone. Guangyuan stood there for a few seconds, then turned his back to her and walked in the opposite direction.He walked in the direction, and walked farther and farther away. This is his spiritual world. He knew how to leave from the beginning, and he could leave at any time.

Talin stood in the flower field and danced selflessly. There was unspeakable joy and unexplainable sadness in her eyes. Her figure was as bright as flowers, as dazzling as the sun and the moon, blooming here and in this world, and frozen at this moment.

Talin finished dancing, smiled and fell down in the flower field. Guangyuan also disappeared, disappeared without a trace, no one looked back for anyone, and no one said goodbye to anyone.

It ended just like that.