Fantasy world

After a long time, she slowly regained her composure and murmured to herself:"Whether Xueer treats you or not, you will be responsible for her in this life. She has a brother like you, which is a blessing from her previous life. Who can compare with her? And we four little girls have the same fate as you. We just want to care for each other, warm each other, encourage and comfort each other amidst the pain and suffering in life. I originally only wanted you to regard me as one of them. Let me I leaned against you through the difficult years of youth."

I also felt inexplicably depressed:"Wen Yan! I understand your pain and your feelings. I can also tell you frankly that you are the only person in my life besides Michelle Besides my son, I want to take good care of, feel good about, accompany well, and be responsible for my loved ones. But I still have to ask your forgiveness. I have already made a promise to Michelle in this life, and I can no longer give you such feelings."

"But I'm not that greedy. I just want you to treat me as a little sister and a good friend like them. Isn't that okay?"

"no!"I will fight so simply and resolutely because I am too guilty. As long as I hesitate a little, it will be out of control."

"Why? Why?"Wu Wenyan became emotional and hysterical again.

"Why? Why do you say? I've told you my feelings for you and my care for you, what else do you want? Do you want to be as mindless and crazy as them? Do you know the ending and consequences of this?"

"I don't know what the ending or consequences will be. I only know that you have promised to be with them. But he just left me alone and ignored me. I just want you to hold a bowl of water flat. Just treat them the same way you treat me."

"How can I be nice to them? I don’t even know it myself! If they are as stubborn as you, I might as well be cut to pieces by you!"

"like me? Why am I so stubborn? I just thought that you would have such trysts with them in the future, so of course I got a little jealous! I've heard that people become affectionate and affectionate when they're dating someone, but you've never been this affectionate to me. Of course I feel uncomfortable thinking about it!"

"Are you stupid? We can't really fall in love with someone, and there won't be any results in the future. Don't you think this is a hooligan act to bully you? I love you and care about you so much that I love and care for you like this!"

"However, people just feel wronged and uncomfortable! I feel so bad, such a failure!"

"Where did you fail? Please stop being stupid, okay?"

"I don’t know either, I just feel uncomfortable and wronged"

"OK OK! Stop thinking so wildly! correct——"A thought suddenly passed through my mind, but when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them back

"What?"

Wu Wenyan has clearly heard that I am hesitant to speak, so of course she is not willing to let me go casually.

"Then you promise me first, I said you won't be angry"

"I promise you!"

"Mi Zhongliang in our bay, do you know him well?"

"Mi Zhongliang? Just returned from the labor camp. I know everything about their family, but I have little experience with him and don’t know him very well. What's wrong?"

"oh! nothing? After I arrived at the construction site, we slept next to each other in bed, and we gradually became familiar with him. We were chatting a lot a while ago, and I feel like there’s still some ink in my stomach."

"I've heard some stories about this. He grew up on a labor camp, which feels better than our rural environment. He graduated from high school. how? You don’t want to give me up as your wife, do you?"

"You - look at you, a girl, you speak so unpleasantly. I think it’s because of his family background that he hasn’t married yet."

"yes! Do you think I am a good match for you? What a pity!"

"What's a pity?"

"It's a pity that before the United States, if he asked someone to come to propose marriage, maybe my father and I would agree. But when he heard that the Americans wanted to take advantage of me, he was scared back. Now, we are publicly engaged, how can he be qualified to propose marriage again?"

"What I mean is that I want to talk to him and tell him that we are both fake."

"If you want to be bored, I don't care. How are you going to tell people? Even though we were openly dating each other, we often went on separate dates. You haven't even held hands until now, right?"

"The two of us have never even held hands."

"I know, but who will believe it? Now people are calling me a loser. How can I argue with them?"

"Wenyan! You-how are you?——"

"elder brother! Don't make such a fuss, we wine drinkers who grew up in the countryside are not stupid and know everything. Despite his shy appearance, his face usually turns red when he hears a bad word. In fact, it all depends on the person and the situation. When I'm in front of my brother, I don't care about anything."

"Wenyan! Brother is really scared. If this continues, it will harm you and delay you!"

"elder brother! From the day my brother and I made our engagement public, everything after that didn't matter to me. No matter what we do, the result is the same"

"No! impossible! Will not! I decided to help you at that time. I just didn’t want you to feel so wronged. I just hoped that you would still have a chance to find your own happiness. If you just give up on yourself, I will regret helping you and become the sinner who hurt you!"

"elder brother! Are you really afraid that I will pester you and delay you? Now I have put my relationship with my brother on the same level as Mi Helingzi and the others. Isn't my brother still worried? Are you so eager to give me to someone else? elder brother! Do you really hate me so much? Mi Zhongliang, what I said may be right. Maybe one day in the future, I will actually marry myself to this person. But that is also in the future, it will have to wait until a long, long time in the future. If he could wait until that day, if I could live until that day. real!"

"Why?"

"Why? I'd also like to know why. My brother and I were engaged publicly, and we have never even held hands until now. that's why. Now, no matter who I look for, they will become second-hand goods, and they will have to lower their prices and make compromises. elder brother! Tell me why? I'm sick? Am I worth it? Even if I want to get rid of this trouble and let me get married sooner, it won't let me bear a false reputation in vain. Are you asking me to leave you so wronged and unjust?"

"Wenyan! Why are you talking such nonsense again? Brother has already said that I will treat you as my sister for the rest of my life."

"I know, so I also promise to be your biological sister for the rest of my life. I will never fall in love or get married again in my life"

"What does it mean to fall in love again and then get married? You were originally——"

"I was already engaged to be married to my brother."

"Hi! How could things be like this? Wenyan! I beg you, brother! you——"

"elder brother! I also beg you, don’t force me anymore. I have already said that from now on, like Mihe Lingzi and the others, I will be a good friend who can get close to each other and talk to each other."

"Wenyan! You are different from them, so I will tell you everything that is in my heart. It’s not that I don’t want to be friends like this with you. But I am not a saint. I am really scared. If this continues, I will make mistakes and hurt you. do you know?"

"elder brother! Do you really think of us as children? Do you think we are all so naive and ignorant? Mihe and Lingzi are both engaged, but Mihe is getting married in the military! Doesn't she know that she is playing with fire? You know very well that all of us have been tainted by you, and we have risked our lives just to be close friends with you. Can you still refuse?"

"Wenyan! Tell me, why is this? Why?"

"Why? I can’t tell clearly either! Perhaps, this is life, this is fate!"

"Wenyan! Although you grew up in the countryside and grew up as a wine drinker, you cannot be like them, feeling inferior, self-pitying, self-pity, or even giving up on yourself all day long. You should have higher ideals and pursuits. Look further ahead"

"elder brother! I understand what you're saying, but I - it's so painful and difficult in my heart!"

"Wenyan! We kids from the city were suddenly driven to the countryside. I felt aggrieved and confused for a long time. But since I met you and your dad, I have been shocked from the bottom of my heart. In my eyes, your dad will always be the person I respect and admire the most. He is great and amazing. No matter what others think of him or how they treat him, you should be proud of him, and so am I!"

"My Father? I love him as much as I hate him. It was he who gave me life, and it was he who gave me too many grievances and sufferings!"

"Wenyan! We all need more love and less hate in our lives. Hate can only make people suffer and hurt, only love can relieve and sublimate people"

"But I love you, but you can still only give me pain and hurt. I can still only hate you, hate you forever!"

I couldn't help but hug her into my arms:"I'm sorry! Wenyan! No matter how much you hate me, I will still love you. But I can only bury my love for you deeply in my heart and love you with all my heart. forgive me!"

"No! I don't forgive you! I hate you hate you hate you——"Wu Wenyan threw herself into my arms, hugged me tightly, and cried heartbreakingly. My tears also flowed along the blood, down my cheeks, into my heart, and to the corners of my mouth."I'm sorry! Wenyan!" Wu Wenyan quickly reached out and covered my mouth:"It's my fault! I'm too greedy!"

Slowly, she stopped crying and huddled in my arms as if she was asleep.

I gently lifted her up and silently wiped the tears from her face. She suddenly smiled shyly at me

"The night is so beautiful tonight!"

"Can you bear the hard work every day on the construction site?"

"Too much! We girls all want to die!"

"Bite your teeth! Get through it!"

"So you have to be nice to us all and don’t let us get too desperate!"

"I really want to do all the work by myself, and don’t make you so miserable and tired!"

"It would be great!"

"It's a pity that I'm not that good!"

"No! You are such a god! You performed the best today. No matter how hard or tiring you are in the future, we will face it with a smile!"

"Then am I really awesome?"

"Love is God! I love you! They love you too! Although there is no result, they can only be secretly hidden in the heart. But this is a precious friendship after all. We must cherish it, collect it, and use it as a memory of our youth and a memorial to our youth!"

"Wenyan! Thank you! thank you all! I have to boldly tell you now that I love you! I love you all! Let us cherish and treasure it together!"

"Hidden in my heart forever!"

"Hidden in my heart forever!"

Wu Wenyan buried her head deeply in my arms again! She also hugged me tighter and tighter.