Fantasy world

In fact, even if Wu Wenyan and I want to date alone now, we definitely don't need Mi He and the others to match us up. Wu Wenyan and I had agreed from the very beginning, from our public engagement to our public annulment. During our public relationship, there were no conflicts, disputes, or unpleasant events, let alone any awkward quarrels.. Our feelings and relationships are not controlled and determined by our subjectivity, but are controlled by the objective and destined. As a result, Mi Helingzi and the others deliberately brought them together today, but they felt extremely embarrassed.

Wu Wenyan looked calmer and calmer than me. She looked at me and said coldly,"Okay! Stop worrying and thinking. Don't you still understand their intentions?""

"They - they are just messing around and deliberately teasing me!"

"Why are people making fun of you? Don't you think that these little girls have completely wiped their faces and forgotten to be reserved in front of you. They all like you, cherish you, and need you, and they are reluctant to cut off contact and contact with you like this. But in the current situation, if they want to continue to keep in touch and interact with you, they can only resort to this last resort. You yourself understand that they want to stay friends with you, but what other options are there?"

"I understand, but this is too outrageous and risky. I just dealt with it first and talked about it later!"

"Stop it! If you do this, we will really cut you into pieces and eat you alive! They deliberately left us alone for a date just now, just to leave an excuse for both of us. If any of them wants to ask you out alone in the future, you can't refuse."

"I don't feel anything wrong with dating you alone. After all, we were once partners, so we knew everything about it, and there was nothing to be nervous or afraid about. But there are a few of them - I don't dare to date them alone casually"

"hehe! Why is this?"

"They and I are just ordinary friends at best. What does it mean to have a tryst alone with a man and a woman like this? How embarrassing!"

"joke! We have been together publicly for so long. In your heart, don’t you always regard me as the same as them? Until now, maybe the relationship between us is not as close as yours and theirs!"

"Wenyan! If you say that, I won’t defend you! But no matter what, we both have been with each other and fallen in love. In this regard, no one can compare with them."

"what is this? So what? It’s all fake anyway, it’s better to have nothing at all! Nothing, at least you can still regard it as your best friend or even confidante in your heart. But we both have a vain reputation, and I am nothing in your heart. He's just a poor country wine drinker, just afraid of getting into trouble!"

"Wenyan! You - I know you have a grudge against me. I don’t expect your forgiveness either. If it feels better for you to resent me like this, then you can continue to hate me like this!"

I didn't expect that Wu Wenyan would burst into hysterics when she heard what I said. She suddenly stood up, rushed in front of me, grabbed my clothes, tore them and roared:"Why? Why? Why are you so caring and tolerant to all of them, but why are you so cruel to me? I don’t ask you to treat me better than you treat them, but you should at least treat me as a little sister and a good friend! All I ask now is that you can treat me like them, aren't you willing? Are you still going to hurt me by rejecting me like this?"

"No! Wenyan! Calm down! You have never been the same as them in my heart, and you cannot be the same as them all. I don’t dare to face you the same way I face them, and it’s not because I don’t want to treat you as sincerely and compassionately as they do."

"what is that?"

"It's an emotion that goes deep inside. It is an emotion that can only be hidden in the bottom of my heart forever"

"what is that? I can't see and I can't understand. I only know that asking you for help did bring you a lot of pain and trouble. I feel very regretful and guilty. But I have always been very self-aware and never thought of using this to entangle and threaten. I am not greedy and want to get more from you than they do. You are an educated youth. You have your own life and your own world. You cannot belong to any of us. And because of our fate with you, we wine jars have unknowingly developed strong gratitude, trust, need, and dependence on you. Of course, this feeling also includes liking, admiration and love for you. In fact, we just want to use this love in exchange for your continued sincerity and compassion for us. In the past, when you and I were in a relationship, they regarded me as their love rival. But now, I find that I am no longer qualified to regard them as love rivals. I don’t know why I’m such a failure, so annoying to you, so pathetic——"

"No! not like this! Wenyan! You can't belittle yourself or give up on yourself like this. yes! You, like the three of them, are pitiful wine drinkers in the countryside. But you have read more books than any of them and received a different education. You should also be more thoughtful and rational than them. Also more confident"

"yes! What you say is a should, and what I say is a fact. They were both poor and lower-middle peasants with good roots, but I was in the black category wearing a hat. After all, they still have a baby to back them up, but I can only be a lamb to be bullied and slaughtered!"

"Wenyan! Can you cheer up? You mark my words. You are still young, you are so good, and you still have a long way to go. You will have your own future and your own happiness. It’s not that I don’t like you or don’t want to love you, it’s that I can’t love you, do you understand?"

"You-what did you say?"

I pressed her shoulders tightly and stared into her eyes:"Wen Yan! You know my feelings for you, and you know that we can't love each other, why do you still want to be like these little girls? Why are you still wandering around like a headless fly? Don't you know how dangerous this is?"

"I don't know, I don't know anything. I just want to know, why am I such a failure? Why do you still not like the person you've been with for so long? Not as good as the position they hold in your heart"

"This is because you are stupid and stupid. You are different from them in my heart. You can only compete with Michelle!"

"Compared with Xueer, then I am called stupid and stupid! Wu Wenyan seemed to have been stabbed in a sad place again, and she looked up at the night sky in frustration.