Fantasy world

She found another man and was about to get married. This is really lucky for her. That man is still a commodity, an official, even if he has two children, it is hard to meet him. Zhang Xiaolian can have such a happy ending. I really don't know whether I should be happy for her or sad for myself.

She is getting married soon, which also means that our sneaking around has just begun and is over. When she left, my life was suddenly emptied out; when she left, what should I do? Who should I go to if I need anything in the future? She is gone and I will miss her again. What should I do?

In fact, my dependence on Zhang Xiaolian is not only emotion and love, but also too much. It seems to be my entire life, my self-confidence, my strength, my ideals and beliefs...

I I had dinner with Michelle at Zhang Xiaolian's house, and it had been dark for a long time when we left. Along the way, I felt as if I had lost my soul. I lowered my head and said nothing. Occasionally, I would sob uncontrollably. In fact, Zhang Xiaolian and I have been cheating each other. So far, I may have only a little knowledge of Michelle's doubts. At this moment, facing Zhang Xiaolian's changes, my emotions can only be slightly different in front of Michelle. reveal. At any other time, in front of anyone else, I would never dare to show the slightest flaw.

After leaving the bay where Zhang Xiaolian lived, I was simply absent-minded and couldn't help myself. I walked in a daze to the countryside where Zhang Xiaolian and I had a tryst together.

Leaving the village and walking into the countryside means leaving the world behind and entering a fantasyland. My emotions were like a volcanic eruption that had been suppressed for too long. In an instant, he hugged Michelle tightly and cried bitterly.

Michelle was influenced by me and started crying too. The two of us hugged each other, in this wilderness, in the middle of the night, really like a lonely ghost whimpering and wailing.

After venting so wildly, I collapsed on the ground like a dead corpse. Michelle sat carefully next to me, stretched out her little hand, and kept stroking my cheek.

For a long time, I groped for her little hand and gently put it to my lips, savoring her comfort.

"Cher! Look at your cousin like this, are you happy for her? Or feel sorry for her?"

"Of course I feel sorry for her. My cousin is such a good person, but she married herself to a second-rate dealer and became the mother of two children right after she got married. What a shame!"

"But I don’t think so. I heard that the man is still an official. Maybe after my cousin gets married, he can live a good life."

"That's true. If my cousin gets married, she won't have to work in the countryside anymore. It would be worth losing such a big loss."

"Cher! Hearing you say this makes me feel better!"

"elder brother! I know that you like your cousin, and your cousin likes you, but you two can't get along or get married. Now that your cousin is getting married, of course you both feel very sad."

"Cher! You - stop talking nonsense! You must keep the matter about your brother and cousin a secret, and you must not tell anyone."

"elder brother! You just refuse to trust people. I am no longer a three-year-old child. I know everything and understand everything. You and your cousin - although you two are not in the right marriage, you really like each other. This is the most precious thing, how could I tell others? Even if you two have any relationship in the future, I will still act as a matchmaker and a light bulb for you as before."

"Cher——"

"what?"

"you——"

"how do I?"

"It's so kind of you! Brother, I will definitely treat you as my own sister and take good care of you for the rest of my life!"

"cut! I don't care! I'm so good to you, you treat me like your sister. You regard me as your own sister, how can you protect me all your life? snort! Even before that day comes, you've already started cheating again."

"What did you say?"

"what did I say? Did you forget what you said yourself so quickly?"

"I-what did I say?"

"Hey! You still don’t admit it? You promised to wait until I grow up, and when you return to the city, you will take me away! Do you want to cheat again?"

"oh! You said this! Of course I won't cheat! What I said definitely stands true!"

"That's pretty much it!"

"But it's still very early days. Who knows if I can go back to the city? Who knows what else might happen in between? Maybe before we both get there, everything will change."

"snort! I knew that those words of yours were just to treat me like a child! But I don't care, I'm too lazy to think so much or think so far. I will remember what you said, and I will believe what you said. Even if you are trying to coax me, I will take it seriously. You said you would treat me like your own sister, so you won't leave me alone, right?"

"right! right! absolute!"

"elder brother! Then you can rest assured. Anyway, I am still young now, and the future is still far away. I can't interfere with who you like or have a good relationship with now, and you don't have to worry about me. With me sticking to you like this, maybe I can cover for you. right? Just like the matter between you and your cousin, I will help you a lot"

"well! Brother, remember your kindness, and I will definitely treat you twice as well!"

"Also, I am not jealous of Brother and Sister Mihe. They are different from my cousin. I just want to remind Brother to be careful. If anything happens, it will be serious."

"rest assured! Brother knows!"

"elder brother——"

"alright! It is late! We go home!"

Zhang Xiaolian's matter has always disturbed me. How can I have the intention to listen to her nonsense now?

No matter in terms of age or appearance, Michelle is just a brat now. But in fact, her Her mind has long been mature. She is very smart and well-behaved. She often behaves calmer and more stable than me in front of me. In the past, I always treated her as a child and wanted to avoid her and hide everything from her, but facts have proved that this is not the case. It's meaningless. Not only can I not hide many things from her, but I also need and depend on her. Now that Zhang Xiaolian is getting married again, she has become the person I trust and be closest to most. I'm thinking, in the future , I will be even more dependent on her.