Fantasy world

Zhang Xiaolian has not shown up since the first day, which makes me even more anxious and uneasy. The first day I came back from the water conservancy construction site, her attitude and expression towards me made me wonder. She was obviously avoiding me. I didn't know why she started avoiding me again after we were separated for so long.

But soon, my doubts seemed to be answered. As we returned from the water conservancy construction site, we resumed normal working life. Some people in the bay started talking about her in front of me.."Why! In today’s world! It's really a reversal of right and wrong, no distinction between black and white. This man did Chen Shimei, and he still felt confident"

"That is, you said that this country is full of baby marriages. If a girl is dumped when it is time to get married, won't her life be over? It’s so wicked!"

"You think, Xiaolian, after all, is also a cadre in the brigade and has been around for so many years. Why is he so useless at the critical moment? Why don't we make a huge commotion and end the fish and the net?"

"What's the fuss about? At this time, if that man still dares to be like Chen Shimei, he must have some strong handle on his hands that can pinch him!"

"It's not all lice on the monk's head - that's obvious. The man named Huang in the brigade is the local emperor. If a girl wants to get involved in this scene, how can she survive alone?"

"well! In this world, it is difficult to be a human being, and it is difficult to live!"

This is the first time I heard people gossiping so unscrupulously about Zhang Xiaolian, and my anger has reached the extreme. I really want to rush into the crowd with a knife and chop these people who are spouting shit to pieces. But that's all. I can hold it in and feel sulky.

No one in Wanzi knows that Zhang Xiaolian is a relative of ours. The reason why these people talk about Zhang Xiaolian like this in front of me is obviously to make me feel uncomfortable. I don’t know what I have. It caused public outrage and was so looked down upon by the poor and lower-middle peasants.

When I got home, I couldn’t wait to check with Uncle Mi and Aunt Michelle, only to find that this sad atmosphere had long enveloped our family. But no one told me clearly. It's just me.

Paper can't contain the fire. Zhang Xiaolian was dumped and those dirty words finally broke out. Knowing this bad news, my spirit almost collapsed instantly. I locked myself in the room, covering my head and crying. As you can imagine , how much pain and blow is Zhang Xiaolian facing now? Can she still bear it? Can she persist? What should I do now? What can I do for her?

Zhang Xiaolian and I, follow normal thinking and logic , there should and cannot be any special personal relationship at all. She is a cadre of the brigade, and I am a sent-down educated youth. She is in the fourth team and I am in the first team, and there is no intersection in public or private life. However, there is another point, this It's the key to both of us, but I don't think it's anything special to others. I settled in her uncle's and aunt's house, and I became a member of her uncle's and aunt's family, so I became a little bit close to her.. This kind of relationship is indeed a bit far-fetched. But in the countryside, this is also a private matter of each household, so it is not too concerning.

But now, this kind of forced relationship has become the relationship between Zhang Xiaolian and me. The only life-saving straw that can still be contacted.

I know she is in trouble, but I can't do anything. Such depression, such dullness, it almost drives people crazy.

I have to go see her, go see her. I don't care Others say she is so unbearable. I don't care what the consequences of my impulse will be. Even if it means going through a mountain of swords and a pan of oil, I won't care. Anyway, it means death. I'm not afraid, I am willing.

I can't control it anymore. Dragging Michelle, I went to Zhang Xiaolian's house for the first time to visit relatives.

People at my aunt's family were still a little surprised and even flattered by my sudden appearance. I dragged Michelle along just to show that I was visiting relatives. But my identity is still an educated youth. In those days, a large number of urban educated youth Wuyang Wuyang were driven to the countryside. In fact, the majority of poor and lower-middle peasants did not like these educated youths very much, but in the face of city people, rural people had a deep understanding of them. Still with a bit of an inferiority complex, it was somewhat of a surprise to my cousin’s family that I could take the initiative to visit this relative. At any rate, there was some foreshadowing between us, and it was reasonable to say it was far-fetched. Zhang Xiaolian is a brigade cadre , after arranging for me to settle in his aunt and uncle's house, my uncle and aunt's family and I got along as close as one family. Before, Zhang Xiaolian had some special care and concern for me. Everyone thought it was reasonable and no one would think of those filthy and dirty things. What a waste of time.

But we are the most despicable couple in the countryside. I am extremely happy and relieved now. Ever since I was transferred here, I have been cared for and loved by Zhang Xiaolian without any principles. Now at the lowest point in her life. Naturally, I became the only person closest to and most trusted by her.

Zhang Xiaolian was also surprised and stunned by my sudden appearance. On the surface, she still treated Zhihu politely, but there was a coldness in her eyes. Obviously, she was very angry at my temerity.

My uncle and aunt treated me as a distinguished guest and immediately killed a chicken for me to eat. At this time, it would be too fake for me to be polite. The family had just suffered such a blow and was in a very low mood.

Even out of basic etiquette, Zhang Xiaolian had to bite the bullet and receive the concerns and condolences from Michelle and me. When the three of us were locked in her room together, she no longer had to wrap herself up so tightly in front of Michelle. He kicked me hard and glared at me.

"You-what do you want to do? You still join in the fun at this time. Do you want to kill our family?"

"I-I'm just-worried about you, so I came to see you! is it so serious?"

"If I say yes, I will, if you - if you don't allow it - like this - you will treat me as dead!"

"sister! What are you doing? Isn't that what you're doing? As long as you are willing, I will be engaged to you now! Zhang

Xiaolian slapped me without hesitation:"You have gone too far. You dare to tease me in front of Xue'er!" I——"Zhang Xiaolian's eyes were filled with anger. She grabbed my arm and took a bite. I felt like a piece of flesh was torn off my arm. The pain was so painful that I didn't show any sign of pain.

Michelle is really sensible. When Zhang Xiaolian and I were angry with each other, she never got too involved. It was not until such a critical moment that she threw herself into Zhang Xiaolian's arms and choked softly. Zhang Xiaolian immediately gave up her abuse of me and held Michelle in her arms while wiping tears silently.

The two sisters had been intimate for a long time and seemed to have forgotten my existence at all. After Michelle stopped choking, she gently wiped her tears and looked at Zhang Xiaolian:"Cousin! Why don't you get along with me!" Zhang Xiaolian was not particularly angry this time, and just knocked Michelle affectionately. On the forehead:"You two little ones are really a pair of treasures. Are you here specifically to make fun of your cousin today? He is the same as you, and he is still awake! I don't like it! Or is it? Keep it until you grow up!""But, cousin, you——""how? Are you still worried that no one wants your cousin? Can't get married? Do not worry! My cousin is older than you and has experienced more things than you. My cousin will find a way out for herself!"

I know that what Zhang Xiaolian said to Michelle was also meant for me. Yes, maybe she is right. We are both ignorant little brats in her eyes now. She doesn't need to No matter what comfort and comfort we give her, as long as we don't cause her any trouble, it will be considered Amitabha. Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that I was really unnecessarily rash when I came to see her today.

Knowing that I was wrong, we looked at each other You can read the other person's heart. Zhang Xiaolian's attitude towards me softened. She sighed helplessly to me and Michelle. She calmly told me and Michelle.

Originally, she and the other party had been in a stalemate, just to prolong the time. Yes, she is still considered a cadre in the brigade, and she can still take care of me, my uncle, my aunt, and my family. But the other party refuses to let me go, and now she is torn apart. With her like this, staying at home has become a burden. She could only find someone as soon as possible to marry her off.

Before she finished speaking, I rushed up and said,"You can't marry yourself off so casually. You are doing such a disservice to yourself." Be responsible, Xue'er and I...our family...you just don't care?"

Zhang Xiaolian rushed forward regardless of everything, grabbed me with one hand, and covered my mouth with the other. She became angry but lowered her voice:"Why are you crazy? Neuropathy! I'm like this, if I don't get married quickly, how can I survive?"

At this time, Michelle also very wisely came up and gently tugged on the corner of my clothes:"Brother! We came to see our cousin, why are you still making your cousin angry?"

I then looked around and suddenly realized how reckless and rude I had just been. But I still couldn't tolerate Zhang Xiaolian's decision to marry me off so lightly. I held my breath and muttered:"It's not just that the partner cheated on me, it's not... The sky is falling, but you can't just give up on yourself casually. Zhang Xiaolian stared at me with a stern face:"Why did I give up on myself? Did I just marry someone casually?" I just encountered this kind of unlucky thing. I was teased every day, looked at strangely, and felt angry. I couldn't be like before... free and unrestrained. If I'm like this, I have to get married quickly so that I can start over and live a normal life."

"That’s right, that’s how it is in the countryside!"Michelle didn't know whether she really understood or pretended to understand. She just echoed and made noises. I just opened my mouth and had to face two sisters who would never be reasonable in front of me. Whatever I said was in vain. I could only Give up resistance and raise your hands to surrender.

Well, Zhang Xiaolian suddenly suffered this bad fate. Is this also God's will? Is this God's punishment for our shameful behavior? I am full of frustration and helplessness. I can only pray silently that God can open his eyes. Eyes, help her find a good home.