Broken wings

Qi Xiu slowed his breathing and slowed his pace.

It was Qiweizong who saw her first and stood up: "The girl is back." Qi Xiu clearly saw that Qi Weizong's eyes were red, and his face was also very bad, and he looked like he hadn't rested for several days.

Qi Xiu's eyes fluttered at his wrinkled face because of worry, and then at his gray hair, his nose was sour, almost uncontrollable, tears welled up in his eyes, they are really not young, they are really old. Qi Xiu's gaze turned to the weak body, and slowly walked towards the sickbed, Liu Xici still wanted to pretend to smile, and beckoned to her: "Girl, come." "

"What's going on?" Qi Xiujin didn't finish his sentence, and tears flowed down his crying voice. Lifting the quilt to look at her body, but it was in vain, after all, it was not a trauma, and nothing could be seen from the outside, but her body, which had always been slightly fat, now became visible to the bones.

Liu Xici touched her hair and said with a comforting smile: "Okay, don't cry, when you're old, there will always be major and minor illnesses, it's very common, don't cry ......."

Qi Xiu asked again, "What did the doctor say?"

"Stroke paralysis, memory confusion, the doctor said that he can't walk, he has to lie in bed in the future, sometimes he can't remember things, he can't remember people, he is old, he is old, he ......is old, he is

old, and he is lonely.

"Will you forget me too?".

Liu Xici raised her eyes and glanced at her, and her eyes were also red: "You who were conceived in October by your mother are pregnant and born, even if you forget yourself, you can't forget you." "

Qi Xiu sniffed: "Isn't there a cure?".

Liu Xici fell silent, her rough hand took her hand and touched it, and after a while, she rubbed the back of her hand and sighed: "What else can you cure, you have lived to this age, it should be enough, but I can't rest assured that you can't rest assured." You kid, you have such a stubborn temper, what do you say you will do in the future, I'm gone, your father is kicking his legs again, you don't have a family, what should you do when you get old......

".

In the evening, Qi Xiu went to pick up the children from school, and then made two dishes and a soup and took them to the medicine shop, but I didn't expect Liu Xici to recognize people. Qi Xiujin looked at the completely unfamiliar style, she couldn't recognize her father, her sister, brother-in-law, her niece, nephew, and of course, she couldn't recognize herself.

She made a fuss on the sickbed, pounding the bed and saying that she was in pain, and did not let people get near her, and the eyes of vigilance and fear swept over the people beside her bed, and knocked away all their outstretched hands, and her face was extremely ugly, which hurt and feared.

She didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, and she didn't even have to be ready to accept the fact that her mother didn't recognize her anymore. She put the lunch box on the table with trembling hands, moved to the side of the bed step by step, and cried and stretched out her hand: "Mother, I am a pilgrimage...... You don't recognize me......

".

Liu Xici looked at her eyes for a moment, and then raised his hand to push her away: "Who are you? What are you doing so close to me!, my mother, my leg, why is it like it's broken......

".

My sister pulled her out and stood up, wiped her tears, and persuaded: "Mother, she is not conscious now, when she wakes up, you will come closer, we will persuade her to take medicine first, there is hemp boiling in the medicine, and it will not hurt if you take the medicine......

".

Qi Xiu looked at them vacantly and watched them busy with their work, watching them hold her down and hold her down, feeding the

medicine with their mouths broken, looking at the miserable situation of their mother's relatives, and in her heart she would rather suffer it for her. But birth, old age, sickness and death, how can others replace it, all she can do is to know whether there is still the possibility of treatment, if it can be cured, she is willing to pay any price.

After Liu Xici fell asleep, they went to eat together, Qi Xiu had no appetite, drank some soup and put down the spoon, and went to stand outside the door alone, she now wants to have a thing that Ah Cong swallowed before, doesn't it mean that you can forget your troubles and be happy as a fairy if you take a sip? Even if it is a short paralysis of the nerves. It's just that she still has sense, and she knows that she can't touch that thing, and she can't touch it. Raised the flask and poured a big sip of wine, my sister came out of the house, held her shoulder, and the crying continued: "Let's go eat some more, obedient, Dad is still there, you don't eat, he also put down the chopsticks, my mother is already paralyzed on the bed, Dad is also old, you understand him, go eat some more." "

Qi Xiu didn't move, and took another sip of wine: "I asked the doctor about the doctor's illness, stroke and paralysis are all recent, and there is still a possibility of cure." "

My sister said in a lamented voice: "Our family is ready to take out all the money, but we really can't sell the house, and we have to treat my mother." What she didn't say was that the money wouldn't last long, and she would have to treat her mother.

Qi Xiu said softly, "Isn't there still ...... in Dad's hand" Sister interrupted her, "Dad has already taken out some of it, and the rest will be used for grandma's old age, and he will have to plan for the child to become a family in the future, and he can't take it all out." "

Qi Xiu took a long breath, looked at the sky and sneered: "The so-called husband and wife, but that's it." She complained, but she knew in her heart that if her mother's illness was to be cured, it would not be enough for her father's family to take out all of it.

"Don't blame Dad, he also broke his heart for a big family......

".

Now that my

mother is sick, my grandmother and sister asked her if she could take care of her at home...... She remembered many years ago when her father was sick and she came home to take care of her. She originally wanted to stay at home for more than ten days before she could go back to Guangzhou, but the day after her father returned home from the hospital, he asked her mother to guard the shop, and if she didn't cook, they wouldn't have anything to eat. Three meals a day, buying groceries, cooking, and picking up and dropping off children, but they are still blamed.

"Your father has a bad stomach, so you can't always give him cold food. "

"Your dad wakes up early, you have to get up early to make breakfast for him. "

"You can't

just cook according to your own taste, you have to cook what he can eat, you cook what you eat, isn't it in vain that he can't eat it?".

"Your family's clothes are piled together, don't you know how to wash them?"

"After eating, these bowls and dishes are piled up here, don't you know how to send them to the kitchen?"

"Don't you know when you run out of this lamp? I've never seen you turn off the lamp, doesn't it cost you money to burn it?"

"Don't you want to make a big bun? Why can't you afford it? You just wait for your mother to come back and brush that bowl there? "

"You don't cook this dish, you always make this kind of half-cooked dish, how can you eat this?".

"This dish is fried without salt, it is too light, and there is no taste at all. "

"Why is this dish so salty? It's so salty, you've been cooking for so many years, can't you even grasp the taste?"

"You used to cook very deliciously, but now it's so unpalatable. "

"You also look at how many people there are in the family, don't fry so many vegetables every time, eat leftovers every day. "

"Why is this soup so thick? I can't drink it anymore. "

"We have too many people and not enough bowls, so we will cook another pot. "

Before Qi Xiu went home, it was always my sister and

brother-in-law who were taking care of my father, and Qi Xiu often cooked at night and asked them to come to eat, because my sister had to go to work at night, Qi Xiu got up at four o'clock, and asked my niece to buy some food, and went to my mother's shop to get some meat. The niece directly refused to go, and Qi Xiu had already saved up her stomach, and she was furious: "Your aunt is going to come to dinner at night, and she has to work at night after eating, so I can't clean up the dishes at home?"

The niece still looked indifferent: "I'm not going." "

Qi Xiu's chest rose and fell violently: "Then you will eat if I cook?"

The niece said, "I'll eat." "

"I'm serving your family every day to feed and clothe you, so can you get some meat to tire you? Why don't you want to do any work?"

The niece rushed at her: "Isn't it your family? "

Qi Xiu said: "I should serve your grandfather, should I serve you?"

The

niece was also angry by the tone of her words, and said provocatively: "Then you buy a ticket and leave, can you go? Can you go out?".

Qi Xiu is a little doting on children, at home, generally what the child wants, she buys nothing, and the money spent on the child is not counted, and now the clothes and shoes worn by the niece are all bought by herself, and she speaks so provocatively, she doesn't know how to sympathize with the hard work of adults, she still goes to buy vegetables by herself, goes to get meat, and comes back to cook.

Dad always said at home, intentionally or unintentionally: "Only Xiuyan knows that she loves me, and Rusty Yan knows how to be filial to me, if it weren't for Rusty Yan, who would be willing to buy me such expensive food." "

A few of them are eating, Qi Xiu is still cooking, hearing this kind of words, they will only feel uncomfortable in their hearts, and feel that they will never see their efforts. I have given them money all these years, bought vegetables and cooked, but whenever she is at home, she pays for all expenses, they all take it for granted, and they don't know that they miss her at all.

She has never been good at communicating with people, so when she told her sister about it, she said irritably, "I want to go out." "

My sister could only persuade her helplessly: "He said this, you can't tell him, I'm still cooking for you at home, did my sister do it for you?" Okay, our father has this temper, don't worry about him." If you really want to go out, wait until you go and see his body again, and the doctor says that you can go out when he is fine. "