The Rest Of My Life Is For You

"Ugh!"

Zheng Yan anxiously reached out her hand to push him at his chest area, but he held her wrist and raised it over her head.

This undeniably deepened their kiss.

It was as if the monster which had been tamed for some time had been completely awakened and was eagerly waiting to devour her.

"Mo Yongheng…" Zheng Yan had actually wanted to push him down just a second ago, but when she was actually pushed down onto the bed by him, she could not help but started to feel slightly weak.

Especially because of the fact that she had no experience at all.

And did not know what she had to do. When every single piece of her clothing had been taken off by Mo Yongheng, the panic finally sank in and she started to curl backward slightly.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt you." Mo Yongheng stopped his every movement and the distinct facial features on his face were covered in sweat as his restraint had reached its peak.

But, out of fear that he would scare her, he still stopped.

He used his hand to gently hold onto her chin to make her open her eyes to look at him.

"Zheng Yan, do you trust me?"

"I do… but…" Zheng Yan's lips were pursed together anxiously and because of his attempts at arousing her, her whole body was starting to feel rather numb and sensitive, very much unlike her usual self.

Feeling rather strange and scared of this experience, she even wondered whether to make him stop.

But, facing his deep and dark endless gaze, she instantly forgot what she had wanted to say.

Mo Yongheng spoke for her immediately, "You want me to stop?"

Zheng Yan instinctively tried to nod her head but realized that she could not even do so because he was holding onto her chin.

She simply stared at him with huge eyes. Mo Yongheng's gaze, on the other hand, turned exceptionally sinister and a devilish smile curled up on his face.

He then opened his mouth slowly and paused between each word.

"I've already said, you've got no room to turn back." And he could not do so either.

"Then, then…" Zheng Yan was stunned by his gaze and was going to say that she was not intending to turn back. She was simply a little afraid and wanted him to slow down, but her embarrassment stopped her from muttering these words.

Eventually, as she was nervous, and her brain was spinning crazily, she abruptly muttered, "Then, do you mind if I have a heartthrob?"

"…" Mo Yongheng went into a daze instantly and raised his head to look at her in surprise.

Zheng Yan seemed to have realized that mentioning another man at this point in time seemed to be suggesting, "Do you mind if I think about someone else mentally while we're doing it?". Any normal man would possibly strangle her to death.

So, she hurriedly explained, "I meant the Big Brother next door. You know, he's dead already and it's not that I can't forget him. I just… I just… he was like my moonlight when I was young. It's a different form of affection as the one I have for you…"

Her words had yet to finish when Mo Yongheng had already pressed her lips. "You don't have to explain. You can continue liking him, I don't mind. You carry on with your liking, I'll do my own thing."

"??"

Was such a thing even possible?

Reality proved that this was how Mo Yongheng got things done.

Moreover, he carried an unfathomable smile the whole time and steadily made his advances until she was finally his.

When she could not help but moan out in pain, he kissed her lips gently.

"Zheng Yan, I'm your Big Brother…"

"…"

Zheng Yan felt that she was probably going so crazy from the pain, that she was actually hearing Mo Yongheng say such a thing amidst her semi-conscious state of mind.

She was even afraid that she was treating Mo Yongheng as a substitute for her Big Brother and was still thinking of him at this point in time.

She was just about to say something when Mo Yongheng's advance into her once again made her completely unable to think at all…