My Servant System

With the Pleasure now separated into four equal groups, I began to work away at each independently, my concentration on a single group meaning that the other three were left to mingle together without issue, the Pleasure not sensing any 'danger' as it was shrouded with Ice Mana.

The group that was the center of my attention however did sense 'danger', fighting back against my efforts to tame and rein in this unique power as I continued to meditate by my lonesome, doing my best to understand this problem I had as I searched for an answer.

With these smaller groups, I began to work away at them quicker, the potency of the Pleasure no longer as high thanks to being separated, and when I tried to begin integrating that pink into my blue, the efforts of the pink to repel my blue was far weaker than before as well; my entire body no longer went numb, nor was I sapped of all of my emotions, instead having to deal with a tingling that traveled along my body that came with a slight discomfort, like that portion of my body was no longer my own.

It was still jarring and rather scary to deal with - imagine feeling like the hand you've had since you were born was no longer yours, but instead someone else's, listening to a brain that wasn't your own; that was how scary it was, since I could feel the muscles and nerves there doing whatever they pleased with not a care for what I was doing already.

Muscles clenching or relaxing, spasming, or having your skin feel foreign, all while you were trying to concentrate on a complex problem that demanded 110% of your brain to complete; that was what I was going through right now, and I couldn't afford to mess up.

The pink energy that I was currently focusing on only made that more apparent as it began to eat my mana, chewing through the blue cloud around itself and freeing itself from containment, before flaring and rushing into my body, sending a wave of orgasmic pleasure throughout my nervous system followed by a complete lack of any feeling.

Gritting my teeth, I held back a moan as I felt that insane high, only to gasp softly as it was followed by an equally insane low as all of my receptors deactivated for a single moment, leaving me with that terrifying feeling that I had gone through when I first began this journey.

Floating through nothingness and completely devoid of any ability to feel emotions or sensations... simply drifting in an expanse of nothing at all.

Now that I had three left, I grit my teeth harder and began to grasp those strands of pink energy and weave them together with my Ice Mana, gently entwining the two different things together and trying my best to ensure the pink energy wasn't able to escape.

I filled the crest with my consciousness, focusing entirely on that new 'container' that had been added to my body, and made sure that the contents were there to stay; that they knew they were going to become mine as I stubbornly wove the two different things together, trying to marry them in a perfect combination.

A combination that I began to move from that crest up towards my Core, shivering as I felt this alternating combination of intense heat and deep cold traveling through my veins, but my determination and concentration was not going to be broken as I guided it from the crest up into my chest, taking it through the pathways that led towards my heart and my Core, even as that heat and that cold made it impossible to breathe, or how they made both of those organs ache fiercely, trying to rob me of my determination and concentration.

And yet, despite the pain, despite the inability to breathe, I still managed to guide this combination of pink and blue into my Core, which made me gasp as a rush of ecstasy washed over my body, making me shudder as I felt such joy at this new energy occupying my Core.

Specifically, the pathways that I had used to transfer that mixture from the crest to my Core were the real treasure, since now they were permeated with that pink energy, which as I began to weave together another of the bundles together inside the crest, I noticed that as I guided it towards my Core it traveled far smoother than before...

Those pathways were getting stronger and stronger as they were bathed in this combination, allowing them to take and contain that alternating heat and chill that I had felt earlier to a better degree, making it far easier to transfer raw Pleasure up into my Core to be used with my mana.

Each moment that this concoction of power was traveling through my body, I noticed that the areas around it would get slightly stronger and more resilient, though that was truly to a minute degree as the Pleasure seeped into the areas around the pathways, making it more sensitive before dissipating as the energy moved into my Core, which was slowing being tinged pink.

If before it 'looked' more like a ball of frigid pale blue ice that contained a tornado swirling above a pool of water, now it was a blueish pink ball of ice containing those two things; only the Ice Mana was changed, though when I tapped into the two elements that made up said Ice, I could tell that they too were tinged pink.

As I went back to my crest for the last remaining bundle of Pleasure, I could only moan as it escaped before it could be woven in, the energy bursting out of my mana's embrace and flooding my body once more, making me shiver as I felt my midriff grow hotter and hotter, which was thanks to the Pleasure lingering around that area, stoking something in me.

But, like the other times, it faded as I concentrated on the linger energy, causing it to dissipate and fade away, leaving me panting beside the Wind Dome that I had created for Anput.