My Personal Lycan King

Chapter-50

"Dear Diary,

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It's been soo long since I last wrote something. I had even lost your track, and if I hadn’t gone to Aunt Marla's house, I wouldn't have found you again. I know you were the only thing keeping me sane in my life, and it was really mean of me to abandon you as soon as I found some friends.

A lot happened in these past two years.

Let me start with the most important thing, the thing that had kept me anti-social for so long. Now I know why I had those powers and mind-reading capabilities.

I am not human. Can you believe that? I won’t hold you accountable if you don’t. Even I had a hard time believing it. I am a supernatural being, and not just any normal supernatural, I am the cursed one. I have the powers of a werewolf, vampire, and witch. But the funny part is, rather than being happy about it, I am extremely puzzled and sad.

After I stopped writing, I got a mate for myself. An Alpha king. It was one of the good things that happened to me since I am born. You know how much I yearned to be loved by someone, and he was everything I wanted in a guy as my life partner.

I felt blessed to have such a wonderful mate, but then again, the cursed ones aren't supposed to be happy, and maybe that's why just after we became intimate with each other, things started to go haywire.

We got separated.

First, his cousin brother came to separate us, and then the sacrifice spell.

Can you believe that I almost died? I even lost my child. Something that I can’t forgive myself for. I have not told anyone about this, but the pain of the loss of the child was something I used to feel even when I was in the state of a coma. It used to feel like someone was trying to tear open my heart, and those vague images of kids haunted me everynight.

I was in a coma for six months and then under the control of my witch powers for another few months. It wasn't long before I was able to get control over my body.

I was losing hope in my life again but like a ray of sunshine, I met him again. My mate.

I found Alexander again. I should be happy, right?

Then again, things weren’t exactly blossoming for us. This time the mate bond wasn’t there. His wolf had sacrificed the mate bond while saving him from some incident, and now we are not even mates anymore. However, I was still happy that I found him back, and he still loved me.

But didn't I mention that the curse ones aren't supposed to be happy? That's exactly what happened.

Before I could do a happy little dance, I came to know that I don't have a single mate (his wolf) but three mates. Every power of mine has a separate mate. Crazy, right?

Now since that wasn't enough, I am completing my twenty-two years soon, and I have a crazy grandfather tailing to kill me. And if that wasn't worst enough, then the original owner of these powers, who was the original and first hybrid, wants to me kill in my sleep so that she can take over my body and enjoy the powers again.

In short, my life has been fucked up, and these useless powers can't help me with anything. I am fed up."

"Victoria, I hope you are not asleep yet. Please stay awake. You are not supported to sleep, remember?" Alexander came into her room, making Victoria close her diary as she made the diary disappear in thin air so that Alexander couldn't see that.

"I know. With the state of my mind, I don't think I would've been able to sleep even if I was allowed.” Victoria said, making Alexander sigh loudly before he sat beside her with his eyes trained on her face, an indication that she had his undivided attention.

“Honestly, I am a bit worried about this plan. Will it work?" Victoria asked Alexander, who sighed at her again, knowing where all of this was coming from before placing her head on his lap as he made her lay on the bed.

It wasn’t only Victoria who was questioning the feasibility of the plan. He wasn’t so sure about it either. But knowing that it was kind of tier last hope, they don’t really have any other choice in the matter anymore. Her life was the most important thing right now.

"Are you afraid?" Alexander asked, combing her hair with his fingers.

"I am not exactly afraid. I just feel numb. I have never been to anyplace like this. Coming to Pearly Canines was already a major change of place for me, and now going to Ashton's kingdom when things are like this, I am not sure if my mind and body will be able to take so many changes like this. I know that he will try to tend to me with utmost care and will make sure that I have the least interaction with people there that would make me less uncomfortable. However, it's not been long since I came back here and now I have to move again." Victoria said, closing her eyes, feeling sad.

Combing his fingers through her hair, he tried to make her feel relaxed when he remembered the plan that they had discussed in the morning. Something that he doesn’t really support but had to follow because he doesn’t really have any other choice or better plan either.