Hellbound Heart

Sebastian had brought her to their room and made love to her in their bed. He took her slowly, so gently, and so unlike how he was used to.

He was truly tamed and it seemed that he was not planning to do her roughly nor unleash his usual intensity tonight. Elle wondered if it was because she had told him to make love to her and not f**k her. She was not complaining, because the slow sex was so good for her. Though there was this frustration and desire for him to go hard on her like he usually does, Elle was mind-blown by all these kinds of heightened sensations. The slow sex was giving her all the time she needed to just relax and feel everything, savor all the different sensations and enjoy even the smallest part of the process... it was just as incredible as the usual rough and wild sex they shared before.

However, Elle was a bit worried and wondered if Sebastian was enjoying this as much as she was. She knew he never did this before. At least to her. And for some reason, she felt like he was a bit...

"Seb..." she uttered his name. Her hands landed on his face and brushed his hair up before staring into his tantalizing eyes. "Please don't... restrain yourself, okay? I love how you are being so gentle right now, but I love it when you're rough with me too."

His eyes stretched a little before he dropped his head onto her shoulder, groaned low, and then chuckled a little helplessly. "No, baby... don't think that I'm not enjoying this. You don't have any idea how much I'm loving this too."

"But... you're a bit..." Elle bit her lower lip. She wanted to accept what he said at face value and just listen to him. However, she just felt like he was...

"Don't worry. I'm just... a little nervous." He said in a somewhat hesitant voice and Elle blinked, surprised. What? Nervous? Sebastian? The word 'nervous' and 'Sebastian' do not usually go hand in hand in the same sentence.

"W-whatever for?" she managed to ask, eyes widened due to shock.

"I've never done this before, Iza. I've been doing it hard and rough my whole life. That is the only way I knew how to go about it for a very long time. So... this is the first time I'm doing it... this way."

Elle was dumbstruck. She never would have expected to hear these words from Sebastian. But oh lord... he was really going to make her heart burst for real at this rate!

"I want to do it slowly and gently, but I'm not confident if I'm doing it right..." he could only confess.

When he heard her say the word 'make love', Sebastian had felt that his heart had swelled and melted but the moment he had put Iza down on the bed, his heart thudded hard and fast. He found himself thrilled and a little nervous. Or maybe it was more than a little.

His whole life, he had only f**ked. He only had sex to get that release, that orgasm. And the only way he knew he could reach those was through rough and hard f**king. When he met Iza, something in him had slowly changed. He knew something had definitely changed, that sex with her was completely different from all the other experiences he ever had. However, he still could not quite call what they shared before as a real 'love making'.

Sex with Iza had always been mind-blowing. Overwhelming to the point that he felt like he was going crazy because of so much pleasure. It was something he had never experienced with anyone else. But he had called those heavenly moments as 'f**king'.

Alexander had indirectly educated him before about the difference of love making and f**king, since he never bothered even knowing or even thinking about it. It was during that time when he and Iza visited White Falls village. While following after their wives, Alexander overheard two young men having a debate about that topic and Alexander just nonchalantly butted in and stated straightforwardly like the wise old man he claimed he was, 'F**king is just about you having sex for the sake of your own pleasure and reaching that orgasm. Love making is not about that at all! It's about your partner and about enjoying the intimate connection of your body and soul, enjoying all the process and everything in between, and loving all of your partner's body. Got it, boys?'

Sebastian had totally forgotten about that until tonight when Iza had mentioned that she wanted him to 'make love' to her. He wanted it. To take her tonight in a way so unlike what he had been giving her all these time. The experience on the couch just a while ago was something so inexplicable. He simply did not even have words to describe it. He was shocked at how he came so hard with just kissing her, just feeling her clamped around his sex, just holding her so damned close.

Iza had made him experience something so extraordinary. That, to him, was pure lovemaking. And now, he wanted to do that to her too. He had wanted to do it naturally. But it seemed that she had noticed his stilted movements at times and felt his overly cautiousness to not mess up.

He could only groan in frustration, but he was not that embarrassed. It seemed that after all that she had already seen and experienced with him, he could easily show her everything now. Still... he really wanted to do this right! Perfectly if possible. He wanted to make love to her... give her the love making she so deserve and...

A sweet, soft, and gentle chuckle echoed. Causing him to immediately lift his face and to look at hers. And f**k... she looked so beautiful! That look in her eyes while she laughed was worthy enough for him to worship. Not that every part of her was not already more than worthy of worship.

"Oh, Sebastian..." she cupped his face and pulled his face closer to hers. "You are doing it so right! So very right in fact!I just thought you were holding back so much and that's why..." she paused, pressed her lips together and then smiled so gently, so lovingly at him. "I love everything, Sebastian. I'm enjoying it so much that I can't quite believe it is real. I want you to keep it up and continue making love to me like this."

He swallowed hard. His cock inside her twitched with pleasure and he bit his lower lip oh so slowly.

"F*ck..." he cursed almost inaudibly. "I really can't help but wonder what have I done to be blessed with an angel such as yourself, Izabelle."

She blushed hard at his words, slightly shocked at how he was expressing himself so clearly to her before she moved and kissed his lips. "I feel the same. I also can't help but wonder how on earth I could end up finding a man as beautiful as yourself, Sebastian."

At those words, he thrusted into her oh so slowly but firmly that she bit her lip and momentarily shut her eyes closed. "Don't call me beautiful, baby girl."

"But you are." She teased and he teased her back by pulling his cock out excruciatingly slowly until the head was just about to slip out of her.

"You... tease..." She playfully bit him on his lower lip.

And when he chuckled, Elle laughed too. Their eyes were shining brighter than the stars as they stared at each other.

"F**k... I'm so..."

"Happy..." Elle took the word right out of his mouth when he trailed off.

"Yes." Sebastian whispered, eyes staring deep into hers, feeling as though his heart was full to bursting. It was the first time he was feeling this way.

"Me too... I'm so happy right now, Sebastian."

He kissed her, and then he pushed himself back into her depths, gently, before he lifted himself off her to watch her. His eyes savored every expression she made, listened to every sound of her moans and even breaths, worshiped every curve and dip on her exquisite body.

"You're the beautiful one... Iza... the most beautiful..." came his praise and when she opened her dazed eyes, she smiled at him.

"I love you!" She replied and he bent over her, claiming her lips again, burying a sound that seemed like the echo of those three words she had just uttered to him.

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A/N: Just want to give a heads up that I might not be able to upload a chapter tomorrow as its my b-day. I will still try but if there's no update, I will give two chapters the next day instead. ^^

Thanks for your understanding and all you supports. <3 <3