Growing Fond of You, Mr Nian

Only after that could he stop worrying.

At present, he felt that all he had with her was air that he couldn’t touch.

Yan Su saw the determined look in his eyes. She liked him, but after what happened that night, she felt a repulsion toward sex.

She told herself not to think about it. However, before it started, she couldn’t help but feel sick.

Hurriedly, she pushed him away and laid by the bedside vomiting. She hadn’t eaten anything yet, so her gastric juice was coming up. She tasted a strong bitterness.

Looking at her back, Mo Liuxi’s face turned frosty.

The first time, she said that she wasn’t feeling well, but the same thing happened again. It could not be an accident.

Yan Su stopped vomiting and found the room strangely quietly. She hurriedly turned back and looked into Mo Liuxi’s cold eyes.

“Liuxi, it’s not what you think. Don’t misunderstand,” she hurriedly explained.

“Why then?” Mo Liuxi clenched his fists and told himself to calm down. “Don’t tell me that you’re sick again. You’re having such a long cold.”

Yan Su couldn’t explain. What happened in the hotel affected her strongly. She didn’t feel as great as she did before about sex. She didn’t realize it at first, but now, she knew the problem.

As she stayed silent, Mo Liuxi put on his pants and got up from the bed.

“Liuxi…” Yan Su held his hand.

Mo Liuxi turned to her with a complicated look. “You weren’t like this before. Ever since that night, I touched you twice and you reacted like this both times. Yan Su, do you hate me touching you now? You don’t like me anymore? You’re just forcing yourself to accept me. Is it like that?”

“No. If I didn’t like you, why would I force myself to accept you?” Yan Su gave a bitter smile. “Believe it or not, I can tell you that I may have an issue with that thing. Give me some time.”

“Why do you have an issue with it?” Mo Liuxi furrowed his eyebrows into a deep frown. “Did Shi Xiang do something to you that night?”

“No…” Yan Su turned her face away.

“You better tell me, or I’ll go and ask him,” Mo Liuxi stood up.

Yan Su gave a start. Shi Xiang might be suffering severe pain every single day. Asking him about why she felt sick during sex would be like stabbing him in the heart.

“Liuxi, don’t.” Yan Su hurriedly held his waist and said, “He doesn’t know. It has nothing to do with him.”

“Tell me why you were sick then.” Mo Liuxi turned and questioned her.

Yan Su opened her mouth, paused briefly, then mumbled, “Earlier, during an event, I witnessed a girl being raped. I was scared.”

“Why didn’t you tell me about it?” Mo Liuxi observed her expression, then laughed. “Yan Su, you were lying. Every time you told a lie, you didn’t dare to look at me in the eyes.”

Yan Su bit her lip and said, “Sometimes, you thought I was telling a lie when I wasn’t. Liuxi, there’s something not good that I don’t want to tell.”

Mo Liuxi didn’t know how to respond.

The two of them spent a short while looking at each other. At last, Mo Liuxi turned and left the room.

Yan Su put her head on her knees, feeling deeply troubled.

…

Because of what happened that morning, neither of them talked to each other. Mo Liuxi left after breakfast, and Yan Su waited until Jiaojiao came to pick her up.

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