Want to get back to your "real" self?

Of course, Kotori knew what the boy meant by this question

Whether in the story or in reality, when a person loses his past, it should be a matter of course to want to get back the original memory.

However, when faced with such a choice, she hesitated

"You know, that I...... What does it look like?" she asked the boy after a moment's hesitation, a little nervous.

“...... Looks similar to you?" Xia Zhi tilted his head slightly.

Isn't this nonsense?

Jean gave him an angry look.

"I mean...... You're still you, haven't changed much. Xia Zhi said.

The only thing that will change is the identity.

"Identity......"

Kotori lowered her eyelashes slightly, looking at the white ribbon tied around her wrist

What would you think if you found out one day that I wasn't your brother?

The sentence that the boy had asked herself a few days ago was ringing in her mind at this moment.

What do you think about this?

Kotori recalls the time when she became aware of this fact, and in that moment, it was as if everything in the past had been denied

During that time, she was full of uneasiness and apprehension, and locked herself in her room all night, afraid to face this world that suddenly became alien and alienated to her 360

...... Or, he didn't dare to face that and was "deceived" by himself.

"I've noticed it, but I'm still playing the role of your sister......"

Qin Li took a deep breath, looked into Xia Zhi's eyes and asked:

"It's like a cosplay, isn't it?"

It's not really a sister, but uses external means to disguise (memory) and make himself seem to be closer, playing the sister in his eyes.

Knowing that he doesn't belong to him, he still covets the identity that belongs to his sister, as well as the unconditional care and tenderness of his family......

...... It's more like deception.

Therefore, now that the fact of deception has been clarified, this role-playing game should also come to an end.

Role-playing without knowing one's true self is incomplete after all, right?

So

“...... I found the answer. The girl whispered.

"What's the answer?" Xia Solstice was a little puzzled.

She said "that", and the obvious answer was not the question she had just asked, but something else

Koto shook her head, and instead of answering immediately, she returned the same question to the boy

"That...... What do you think when you're faced with me, who isn't my sister, but still shouting about your brother's existence?" she asked, pursing her lips slightly, a little nervous.

“...... Cute?" Xia Zhi tilted his head slightly.

"What else?" asked the girl.

Don't you deny cuteness at all?

Xia Zhi complained in his heart, and continued to reply casually: "I confirmed the first time I saw you, you are the twenty-ninth girl I want to protect." "

“?"

A question mark popped up on Jean's head.

Why twenty-nine? No, there are twenty-eight in front of it...... Wait, it's not right either

"I'm serious!" she said, shaking her head vigorously and earnestly with a small face.

"I'm not kidding. Xia Solstice shook his head.

...... Although the number twenty-nine is casual nonsense, it is true that I want to protect her.

Even if you put aside the fact that she was originally here to save her, the original self also had an agreement to reunite with her......

Xia Zhi looked at the white ribbon tied around her wrist and thought to herself.

"So...... Do not worry. "

Sensing the tension and uneasiness in the girl's heart, Xia Zhi reached out and touched her soft hair, comforting her inner emotions

"Whether it's the current you or the one before, in my opinion, it's all in the Five Rivers. "

Past experiences make you who you are now, but the "self" is not entirely made up of experiences

The situation in Koto is very different from origami

In Xia Zhi's view, there is only one girl named "Wuhe Qinli" from beginning to end...... Whether it's the girl who thinks of herself as Santa Claus, or the girl who calls her brother now. Therefore, there is no possibility of so-called differential treatment

"Then do you like me before, or do you like me now?" Kotori tilted his head slightly.

Ah, this......

"Can't you like them all?" Xia Zhi asked hesitantly.

“......"

Kotori sighed, as if she couldn't do anything about him

"I'm still as greedy as ever. (If you read a violent novel, go to Feilu Novel Network!)

What does this have to do with greed, you are the same person, right? Xia Zhi complained in his heart.

"So, what is the answer you found?"

He recalled the girl's words just now and asked curiously.

In this regard, Kotori took a deep breath, looked at him seriously and said, "I am your sister. "

"Uh-huh, I know. "[]

Xia Zhi nodded absently...... Wait a minute?

He was slightly stunned for a moment, looked at the serious eyes of the girl in front of him, and finally reacted

"Don't you already know ......"

"Mm-hmm, I know, I'm not your sister. "

The girl nodded, and admitted it very dryly.

"But that doesn't prevent you from having your sister in the Five Rivers, right?"

After a moment's pause, her voice lowered and continued

"After all, wasn't I role-playing?"

It's not a role-play, right?,After all, I didn't think of her as Xia Ori from the beginning.

In this respect, I have been looking at her on the premise that she is now my sister.

"Moreover, you made such a choice for me, isn't it you, brother?"

The girl's words pulled his thoughts back

"Because, my brother chose a black ribbon at that time. Kotori lowered her head slightly and said.

What does it have to do with ribbons?

Xia Solstice was a little confused.

On the other side, the girl slightly clenched the other white ribbon on her wrist

In that awakening memory, this ribbon was a promise he had left to his past self.

And the black ribbon was a gift he gave to his sister Wuhe Qinli

Two different colors of ribbons represent two different selves

Although he didn't care, the boy still chose to be his "sister".

"This role-playing game, I don't want it to end. "

She took a deep breath, looked into Xia Solstice's eyes and continued

"If the relationship is fake, just let it be real. "

Anyway, the girl in his memory wasn't his own sister originally, right?

That's what the girl thought.

It's just that there is one of the most critical things in this, so that all this will not be just wishful thinking

“...... Brother. "

The girl, who was still full of confidence just now, became a little nervous at the moment, her two little hands clenched slightly, and she asked nervously as she looked at him

"Can I continue to be your sister?"

“......"

Say anything, can you continue, I've been calling my brother for so long...... I've never objected to it from the very beginning

Xia Zhi sighed slightly and rubbed her little head

"As long as you want...... At any time, you can rely on me as your brother. "

Is it......

Kotori breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on her face again

Well, only one last step remains

Role-playing without knowing one's true self is incomplete after all

That being the case

As if she had made a decision, she stretched out her hand to Xia Zhi

"Please let me be, the complete Five Rivers Kotori. "

......。

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