Evil always comes from courage

Back in the room, I was still thinking about the contents of the meeting, including who the murderer of Rafael might be.

I know that this non-existent murderer is like a mystery. He is a ghost and exists on this ship, but we have no way to see him.

Maybe he was hidden in the crowd. With so many passengers and crew on the Victoria, it was impossible for us to do it all on the sea.

Dangerous, maybe not to say that.

We are facing a crisis, and although no one cares too much about it, I know it.

What happened to Raphael may have been premeditated, but what we are about to face is a completely unknown crisis.

Raphael's death gave us enough time and reason to focus entirely on finding the invisible murderer.

But that’s not the real problem. What I’m worried about facing the Victoria is what everyone on board needs to face.

We have lost our way, maybe soon we will be able to get back on track, it will just take some time, maybe not.

I still can't figure out who I am, and I still have a lot of confusion in my heart.

I don’t know if silence is the best choice at the moment. Do I have time to adapt and understand? Whether I can know why I am on this ship and why I must come before a greater disaster..

Complaining was not the best choice. I opened the black notebook and looked at it page by page. There was a sentence written on one of the pages that caught my attention.

Disaster is often just the beginning of misfortune. One misfortune is followed by the next, just like the God of Death tugging at the iron chains that are pulling the slaves, telling them to move faster.

——Alice Letasha

I continued to look down, and the writing disappeared.

I don’t know what I experienced when I wrote the words above. I know that these experiences may be very sad and I don’t want to think about facing them, and they may also be some that I cherish.

I closed the black notebook, put it away, stood in front of the window and looked out.

I could see the rough sea, flowing like life.

Maybe I should go out and relax, even at the risk of getting killed.

Maybe I could use myself as bait.

The man's behavior was very bold. He boldly killed Raphael, and then disappeared into the crowd.

I shook my head. This was not a good choice. Since he could escape unharmed in such a situation, it must not be too difficult to kill me and leave.

Maybe that person would be a chef, maybe that person would be a guard, in short it could be anyone.

In the end, I gave up thinking about this problem. An invisible murderer is not worth racking my brains to guess. I think at least I am not afraid of death. After all, I can’t even remember who I am. I have lost all my memory..

I went over some things at the meeting, such as what Captain Finneas said about the hull.

Maybe food will become a problem soon, but we are at sea, maybe we can catch some fish to eat, so that the food problem can be guaranteed.

As for the power of the hull, that's not my concern.

Regarding the currency ratio mentioned by Mr. Alcock Arrow, I think it will not have much impact on the commercial trade of other countries.