Comprehensive comic: My peaceful daily life of running a small restaurant

On the way to find Hanako, Kamisaka Yuuto kept thinking in his mind whether he was doing the right thing or not.

Yesterday, Hanako suddenly came back from her hometown.

At that time, she hesitantly asked about the 'old man' whom she mentioned on the phone before, that is, the news about Morishitai, but she got nothing.

When Qianzi asked what happened, Hanako interrupted the conversation forcefully.

She expressed a nonchalant attitude.

At that time, she seemed to be quite decisive.

It's easy to think that she has really given up on this.

But Yuuto Kanzaka later recalled the scene at that time.

He didn't think Hanako had really given up.

If it's really that easy to give up.....

Then why did Hanako come back here in a hurry from his hometown after just hearing a little bit about 'that old man' on the phone?

Kanzako Yuuto didn't believe that Hanako really didn't care anymore.

Deep in her heart, she should still be longing for news about her father..... thisThe emotion of hope should be very complicated.

Childhood experiences were dark for Hanako.

But her childhood has been far away from Hanako for more than thirty years.....

No matter how deep the hatred is, it will change over the long years.....

Moreover, the other party is Hanako’s only living relative.....

This is a love-hate emotion.

The profound meaning can only be understood by those involved.

No matter how good others analyze, they are still others.

Kamisaka Yuuto sighed secretly, he held his forehead and felt a little helpless.

So be it.

He didn't want to think about it anymore.

Whether his behavior is right or wrong will be judged by what happens next.......

Arriving at the Hanako Cabaret, the door of the cabaret was still closed and not opened.

Kamisaka Yuuto rang the doorbell

"coming."

A few seconds after the words fell, the sliding door of the karaoke room opened. The person who opened the door was a woman of about thirty years old.

She looked a little surprised when she saw Yuuto Kanzaka.

"Xiao Yuuto, what's wrong?"

"I want to ask if Aunt Hanako is here?"

"Yes, Xiao Yuuto is looking for Sister Hanako?"

"Um"

"Then go upstairs, Sister Hanako is in the room now."

The woman opened the door for Kamisaka Yuuto.

Kamisaka Yuuto smiled and nodded, then went straight upstairs. He walked until

Hanako's door.

The last time he came here was before Hanako left. That day......

Kanzaka Yuuto took a deep breath and knocked on the door. dong dong——

"What's up?"

Hanako's voice came from the house, with a slightly serious tone.

"It's me, Aunt Hanako"

"Is it Xiao Yuren?"

But when she heard Kamisaka Yuuto's voice, her words suddenly became gentle and doting.

Inside the room, she walked quickly to the door and opened it.

Kamisaka Yuuto smiled when he saw her.

Hanako Wave to Kamisaka Yuuto naturally

"Come in and sit."

She said as she walked towards the house.

Kanzako Yuuto responded and followed her in.

"Close the door"

"Um."

Kamisaka Yuuto closed the door.

Hanako had already set up the seats.

She looked at Kamisaka Yuuto gently and kindly, as if looking at her own child.

"Come and sit."

She patted the seat next to her and then sat down.

Kamisaka Yuuto nodded and walked over to sit down.

He was feeling a little nervous at this time.

Hanako didn't know what happened yet, but she smiled for Kanzaka Yuuto poured a glass of water, and then looked at Kamisaka Yuuto with a smile.

"What's wrong? Xiao Yuren, what's the matter?"

She leaned back slightly and shook her neck gently.

After all, she was no longer young, so she had to move her neck from time to time to feel comfortable.

Kamisaka Yuuto was silent for a moment.

He calmed down, and then took a breath..

Hanako couldn't help but feel a little confused when she saw Kanzaka Yuuto's performance.

"What's wrong? she asked

"Aunt Hanako, I came to see you today because I actually wanted to ask you about.....About the weird old man I mentioned yesterday....."

Kamisaka Yuuto was a little confused when he spoke.

He didn't mince words, his words were quite straightforward.

Hanako's expression was suddenly stunned.

Then her expression became complicated.

Puzzled, confused, surprised, sad.....All these expressions appeared on her face.

People's expressions can change so quickly and flexibly only when their moods are extremely shaken.

"Why...Ask this suddenly...."

Hanako's words were already filled with a little bitterness. Her words were slow and difficult, and the smile on her face also disappeared.

"that person....Aunt Hanako....It should be important, right?"

Kamisaka Yuuto said a little cautiously.

Try to be careful when speaking at this time.

Hanako is a person who has lived more than half his life, and his observation of people is very keen.

Kamisaka Yuuto doesn't want Hanako to see any clues early.

Hanako Hearing Yuuto Kanzaka's words, he fell silent.

The few seconds of silence felt like a long, long time to Yuuto Kanzaka.

Finally, Hanako suddenly laughed helplessly and bitterly.

"Did Xiao Yuren discover something?"

Her eyes looked at Kamisaka Yuuto, and her soft gaze made Kamisaka Yuuto feel inexplicably nervous.

"Um......"

He nodded, and the voice coming out of his nasal cavity was a little dull.

Hanako smiled softly

"Can Xiao Yuren tell Auntie what Xiao Yuren discovered?"

She asked gently.

Kamisaka Yuuto coughed lightly.

"That person must be some relative of my aunt, right?...."

He asked softly, tentatively.

Hanako's face was like grass blown by the wind, and her expression changed quickly and subtly.

She suddenly let out a long sigh.

Then a helpless smile appeared on the corner of the mouth again

"I really can't hide it from Xiao Yuren."

She said slowly, her expression already filled with unspeakable bitterness.

Kamisaka Yuuto felt slightly relieved at this moment.

"he.....Is he aunt's father?...."

Kamisaka Yuuto asked this question.

Privately, he had already deduced the relationship between Hanako and the other party.

And he was extremely certain.

But when he asked this question in front of Hanako, he was still inevitably a little nervous and restless.

Hanako closed her eyes.

She raised her head slightly, her cheeks trembling slightly.

She took a deep breath, and then let out a long sigh.

She didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

This means that he answered Kanzako Yuuto’s question.

"That Auntie Huako is back this time....Do you want to see him?...."

Kamisaka Yuuto asked softly again.

Hanako's breathing became slightly heavier, and her eyes became a little more blurry.

"Gone....Better not to see you again...."

She repeated this in a low voice.

The voice was as weak as those who are seriously ill and unable to speak loudly.

Kanzako Yuuto sat in silence. He looked at Hanako in front of him with an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Hanako's words were slightly restrained, and there was a mocking and helpless arc at the corner of her mouth, which made people look pitiful.

"I can't find it, so why don't I see it?"

She said this as if she was laughing at something.

The corners of her eyes drooped slightly, and the small and messy wrinkles spread out from the corners of her eyes.

Now she is nearly fifty years old.

No matter how much makeup is used to cover it, time will pass. Still left traces on her

"Does Aunt Hanako still hate him?....."

Kamisaka Yuuto asked hesitantly.

Hanako took a deep breath

"Hate it?......Maybe I don’t hate it so much anymore....But I don’t have the usual affection for him. After all, he has done so many bad things. Maybe I just...only....I just want to hear him say sorry from his own mouth......"

Some people say that when people reach a certain age, they will choose to let go of a lot.

But similarly, when people reach that age, they also hide a lot.

Those emotions and spirits of youth gradually changed under the influence of time.

Hanako smiled helplessly and bitterly.

It was also difficult for her to express clearly what was on her mind.

It was obvious that I hated that man so much before.

But at this time, she didn't hate it so much.

Instead, it turned into an extremely deep and complex emotion.

It's like muddy water, so people can't see what's in the water....

Kamisaka Yuuto pursed his lips and let out a breath.

At this time, he felt much more relaxed than at the beginning......

"Aunt Hanako, if you were asked to see him now, would you be willing?"

Kamisaka Yuuto asked.

Hanako's expression was stunned for a moment, and the look in her eyes when she looked at Kamisaka Yuuto became extremely complicated.

"actually, I......Found him and went to see him today......"

Kamisaka Yuuto confessed what he had done.

Hanako didn't blame him.

She just fell silent.

Time seemed to slow down because of this, and even the air seemed to be a little more blocked.

Kamisaka Yuuto also knew that now was not the time to speak, so he was also waiting.......

Finally, he waited!

"Take me to him."

Hanako said in a calm voice.

"good."

Kamisaka Yuuto nodded.......

Kanzako Yuuto came to the hotel again.

This time he was accompanied by Hanako.

After entering the hotel and saying hello to each other in black suits, the three of them went upstairs.

When he arrived at the door of the room, Kamisaka Yuuto let the black suit leave.

Only Hanako and Kamisaka Yuuto are left here

"He's inside."

Kamisaka Yuuto said to Hanako in a low voice.

Hanako did not respond to Kamisaka Yuuto.

Her eyes were a little dazed. She thought of many things now, and she did not notice Kamisaka Yuuto for a while.

Kanzaka Yuuto did not speak again, he was silent Waiting.

He knew that now Hanako needed to handle it by herself.

After a moment, Hanako's eyes returned to clarity.

She exhaled deeply.After looking at Yuuto Ban, he looked at the closed door in front of him.

She raised her hand to knock on the door.

But the moment her hand reached the door, she paused again......

Her expression looked extremely difficult.

It’s as if I’m doing something painful right now

"Use me?"

Kamisaka Yuuto asked.

Hanako shook her head.

"Let me do it."

She finally knocked on the door this time.

Her expression became a little nervous.

After seeing countless winds and waves for half her life, she was really nervous now.

She and Kanzako Yuuto were waiting for the people inside to open the door..

But after waiting for a moment, there was no sound.

The expressions of both of them changed.

Dong-dong-dong.

Kamisaka Yuuto knocked on the door again.

But there was still no answer.

Kamisaka Yuuto frowned. He called for the room card in a black suit.

Then he swiped the card directly and entered the door.

The moment he and Hanako entered the room, their expressions changed drastically.

Morishitai Man.

Hanged himself......

Hanako covered her mouth, her eyes instantly turned red.....

Kamisaka Yuuto hurriedly stepped forward and put the opponent down.

But it seems it's too late.

He touched Morishita Jingren's chest, and his heartbeat had stopped.

Breathing also stopped.....

This method of self-hanging can take up to ten minutes to completely kill a person.

Kamisaka Yuuto didn’t know when Morishita Ito made this decision.

He carefully recalled the scene of his previous conversation with Morishitai Ren.

At that time, he remained silent after hearing the news of Caiko's death.

Maybe he had already had this idea at that time....

Kamisaka Yuuto sighed.

It would have been nice if he could have noticed it at that time.....

Hanako stood next to the body of Morishita Jingren. Her eyes were red but she did not cry. Her expression was a little dark, and the corners of her mouth were naturally drooped, without any expression.

She just looked at Morishiajingren quietly without saying a word.

Kanzako Yuuto observed the inside of the room at this time.

He thought that the people in the forest would leave something behind.

Sure enough, there was a piece of paper folded several times under the water glass on the table.

You can see traces of writing on it.

That should be the 'letter' left by the people in Morishitajing.

Kamisaka Yuuto took it out, but he didn’t look at it, but handed it to Hanako.

"Aunt Hanako, this is the letter he left."

Hanako took the note blankly and opened it.

‘Nobuko, I’m a dad. I’m sorry. I feel so ashamed to say this. I obviously haven’t fulfilled my father’s responsibilities at all. I’m really sorry.’

‘By the time you read this letter, I should be dead’

‘There is no need to care about anything, and there is no need to think too much. This is my own choice. People like me are only worthy of dying like this.’

‘My whole life has been a complete waste and failure. Whether it is family or career, I have been quite incompetent. When your mother died, I didn't even shed a tear and went straight to gambling. This also made you leave directly. My family ran away. This is the thing I regret most in my life.’

‘I already know....Caiko is dead, and it’s all my fault. If I had been more upbeat, maybe this wouldn’t be the case. I am the sinner, the sinner who caused all this. I’m sorry, I’m really, really sorry.’

‘I heard that you are living a good life now. That way I feel at ease and I can die without any worries. I originally wanted to meet you, but I thought about it carefully. What qualifications do I have? See you...’

‘All I have brought you is pain and tears. Even if I see you, I will only cause you trouble. After thinking about it, it is really better for me to simply die.’

‘I don’t expect that I can go to heaven. I hope that I can go to hell. It would be better for me to be tortured all the time. Only in this way can I make up for my sins. If I see God, I want to ask him to let me meet Caizi. I want Apologize properly to her’

‘And I'm really sorry for crushing your ball when I was a kid. After you left with Caiko, I made another ball myself, but I didn't wait until you came back.’

‘Nobuko, goodbye, you have to live a good life. I am a useless father. I have never brought you any happiness in my life. I am really sorry. From now on, you can treat me as a useless father without me. '

When Hanako read the letter, her tears finally fell. tick tick tick....Tears dripped on the letter paper.

She cursed lightly:

"What a useless father....Don’t you even have the courage to look at your daughter?...."

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I was quite emotional when I wrote 5000+.

For many things, as time goes by, the mood at that time gradually becomes dull.

Whether it's those young and exciting hatreds or those vigorous loves.

Gradually...All will turn into calm streams flowing slowly in memory.

In the end, all that was left was an unspeakable sigh.

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