Rebirth of the eldest daughter

Chapter 833 You don’t have to carry everything alone
Feng Qingchen was silent for a long time.

This moment was like a dream to him.

He never asked for any response.

So at this moment, he was like a child who was suddenly favored, full of joy but a little worried about gains and losses.

In the end, he did not reach out to take Bai Mingwei into his arms, but remained as gentle and gentlemanly as ever.

The most intimate action he did at this moment was to put his head on top of Bai Mingwei's head, clinging to each other like this.

There is no more intimate action, but there is still the determination that in this troubled world, wars, natural disasters and man-made disasters can not stop them from sharing the joys and sorrows and helping each other.

He opened his mouth and whispered softly: "It depends on you, I depend on you, as long as you are happy."

A faint smile appeared on Bai Mingwei's lips.

She closed her eyes and felt the unreserved care around her. Even if she lost all her martial arts at this time, she still didn't have any uneasy fear.

Because she firmly believed that no one could hurt her as long as Feng Qingchen was there.

She didn't open her eyes, but she spoke slowly: "I don't have the strength to put on that wedding dress now, and I need to rest and catch my breath. If you are willing, can you tell me what you saw in your dream?"

"That way you can let me know what you are afraid of and what you care about, so that I can share the burden with you and you don't have to carry everything alone."

Feng Qingchen was silent for a while, then slowly started talking.

He said: "On the night when the Xichu Palace changed, my father was shot through the heart with an arrow, and my mother chose a fire to reduce the two of them and the place where they lived to ashes."

"My sister, my brother, and I escaped from the palace under the cover of our personal guards, but we were still stopped halfway."

"My brother chose to stay behind so that my sister and I could escape. The man who led the troops to hunt us has always been fond of men."

"There is no doubt that our beautiful brother has been arrested. Everyone knows what fate awaits him."

"I had walked very far that day, but I still heard my brother's voice begging the leader of the pursuers to kill him."

"I don't know what happened next, and I don't know how my brother finally went down to reunite with his father and mother."

"This has become one of my lifelong regrets. I regret not being able to stay with my brother to face all this. I also regret not going back when I heard my brother's pleading."

Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Feng Qingchen's face.

"Little girl, do you know? My brother is very gentle and kind. Although he is not a tall man, he has a gentle heart like a woman."

"But he is also very timid. A bug can scare him until his face turns green and his lips are white. But it just happened that he was able to give up his life to me and my sister."

"He said that our ancestors of the Xiao family of Western Chu conquered the country with one sword and one sword. He will also meet his end as a warrior."

"But..." Feng Qingchen's Adam's apple rolled violently. He was very calm and his tone was very calm, but he could hear the infinite sadness, "I don't know if he got his wish."

"The mountain of corpses and the sea of ​​blood, just walking all the way, killing people like hemp, tens of millions of blood debts on the body, piles of bones under the sword, these are not enough to breed the dark inner demons."

"I'm not afraid of life or death. The only thing I'm afraid of is not being able to protect my loved ones, just like I watched my father, the emperor, my mother, my queen, and my brothers and sisters die, and I was helpless."

Bai Mingwei stretched out his hand and patted Feng Qingchen on the back.

There are no words of comfort that can be said, and any words are powerless in the face of the most painful and difficult memories in this world.

Feng Qingchen faced Bai Mingwei's direction, and he kept many words hidden in his heart.

No matter what, he couldn't protect the people who passed by.

He was already trying to reconcile with himself, so these painful memories could no longer knock him down.

But the people around me have a prophecy about dying at the age of 17.

What he fears now is that his words will come true.

In the dream, he couldn't protect the people around him, so it almost cost him his life.

But he couldn't say these words.

Finally, he spoke like a vow: "Little girl, I will protect you, even if it means risking my life."

"Because you are the only one I have in this world. If I want to protect others, I will not let you make the same mistakes as my brother and sister." "What are you talking about?" Bai Ming smiled and said this .

But seeing Feng Qingchen's serious look, she suppressed the careless smile on her lips and became extremely serious.

She said: "I will live well and will not let myself become your regret. If I try my best and finally take the first step, then you must remember that we have all tried our best."

Feng Qingchen was silent for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking in his heart.

But in the end he smiled, his voice low and gentle: "No, don't talk nonsense."

After resting for a while, Bai Mingwei finally regained some strength.

She said: "Let's change clothes. It's really embarrassing for you to do such a thing with me."

Feng Qingchen said: "You may not know how much I like it."

Bai Ming smiled and walked into the room. He first picked up the phoenix crown and harem and put it on one by one.

Feng Qingchen stayed outside the house.

Although he couldn't see, the door was closed by him.

He would never do anything rude because of his poor eyesight.

Bai Mingwei in the room quickly changed her clothes.

As soon as she put on her clothes, she immediately noticed something was wrong.

This wedding dress does not look like it was prepared many years ago, because the material of the wedding dress is the Duoyun Brocade that only appeared in Yujing City last year.

When it first appeared, it was only sold to the homes of high-ranking officials and nobles.

Until this year, it was sold as a treasure by some tailor shops.

In other words, even if the wine monk is wealthy, he couldn't easily buy this clothes last year.

The wedding dress was probably just bought this year.

The clothes also carry the incense used by the tailor shop to store clothes. Speaking of which, I am afraid that they were bought by the drunken monk in the past few days.

She had previously thought that this dress was prepared by the drunken monk for herself and the woman who couldn't get it.

I have been preparing it for many years, but I can’t wait for someone to wear it.

When the wine monk saw her and Feng Qingchen, he felt that the two of them were very similar to the wine monk in the past, so the wine monk made them wear wedding clothes to make up for the shortcomings in his heart.

But now it seems that is not the case.

What on earth does this wine monk want to do?
"Is it ready?"

Outside, there was the sound of wind and dust.

Bai Mingwei walked behind the door with slow steps.

She leaned against the door and spoke softly to Feng Qingchen: "I feel something is wrong. These clothes are new."

Outside, Feng Qingchen's voice came: "The new one?"

Bai Ming nodded slightly: "If he could not marry his beloved woman, it would be a lifelong regret for him."

"Then this wedding dress should have been prepared many years ago but not used. How could it be just bought?"

"It can't be that because of our intersection, he had the idea of ​​​​seeing two people who were in a similar situation to him getting married to make up for his regrets."

Feng Qingchen said: "It really doesn't make sense. His regret is that he can't get what he asked for. He thinks I am like him, but if I am in a very similar situation to him, I can get married to you."

"You, who should have let me ask for something, put on the wedding dress that he failed to give away back then. Only by finally getting married can the two people who could not have been together make up for the shortcomings."

"If this wedding dress was not what he prepared for that woman back then, then it would lose the meaning of making up for the regret."

Bai Ming was silent for a moment, then his eyes lit up: "I have a bold idea."

(End of this chapter)