Rebirth of the eldest daughter

Chapter 533 The pain of bereavement is like gangrene attached to the bone
At first, Bai Yu's steps were steady, but gradually, his steps became heavier.

The distance of only a few dozen steps seemed as long as a lifetime.

However, even if the inner suffering makes the journey seem to be stretched out, there will still be a time to reach the destination.

Bai Yu clenched his fists hidden under his sleeves tightly. He took a deep breath and walked in with a determined face.

He had been mentally prepared for this moment.

And he also knew that his father, uncle and brother were lying here and there was no need for him to cry filial piety.

So he suppressed all his emotions and tried his best to suppress the sadness that surged out as he stepped into the room.

He stepped in steadily.

Bai Mingwei did not choose to go in with Brother Qi. She summoned the guards to keep watch and asked about some relevant information.

Yu Jiao, on the other hand, was waiting at the entrance of the mourning hall and did not go in to disturb.

The two people who knew him best knew that it was better for him to be alone at this time.

back room.

Bai Yu looked around and saw eleven coffins neatly placed. Although two of them were empty, the sad and ominous black color seemed to overflow the entire mourning hall.

The white silk on the coffin and the misty silk in the room became embellishments at this moment.

The eleven coffins looked so gloomy and cold, like sharp and cold knives that suddenly pierced his heart.

Although he had been prepared in his heart, he was still heartbroken.

However, he wanted to be a responsible person after all. Even if his inner emotions surged into a sea, he did not let those emotions burst.

He looked calmly, taking in all the sadness in his eyes.

Here lay his closest relatives, and blood relatives he would never see again.

After a pause, Bai Yu dragged his heavy steps to the coffins of his father, uncle and brother.

Silently, he stretched out his trembling hand to touch the coffin in the middle.

Stroke over the texture, over the paint.

Finally, he stayed on the big word "Dian", and his father's voice and smile suddenly appeared in front of his eyes——

The contours of the face, the curvature of the corners of the mouth when smiling, and the straightened face when serious.

He knew that this coffin belonged to his father, the father who never smiled.

I heard from my eldest brother that my father is a very humble and gentle person, with a smile as warm as the spring sun and a voice as warm and mellow as aged wine.

But in his impression of his father, there was always a gloomy air between his brows, giving the impression that this man was breathing and alive, but his soul was already dead.

He rarely saw his father smile. He almost always heard his father's gentleness and modesty from his eldest brother.

In the past, he didn't understand why his father was so different. It wasn't until he started to understand that he knew that his father's soul had accompanied his mother to another place early.

But that doesn't mean that he doesn't love his father.

He was naughty, he was naughty, and he acted unruly, more or less to attract his father's attention. It wasn't until he found that he couldn't get his father to notice him anyway that he decided to be himself seriously.

Although his father and he were not close, the influence his father had on him was rooted in his heart, intertwined with his limbs and bones, and even deep in his soul.

For example, how to be a good husband and a man... Just hearing from his eldest brother how good his father was to his mother was enough for him to find a wife who would stay with him forever.

Who said that without so much company, he would not be a father?
Who says that if you don't express your father's love personally, you are not a father?

Who says he doesn't respect and love his father?

Thinking of this, Bai Yu withdrew his hand as if he was electrocuted, and then carefully touched it again.He murmured in a low voice: "Father and son, I am very satisfied to be your son. If I have any regrets, it is probably that I did not express my respect and love for you enough."

Bai Yu slowly bent his fingers, then retracted his hand, and then touched the coffin next to him.

He knew it belonged to his second uncle, the one who would carry him on his shoulders and lift him high.

Next to him are the third and fourth uncles. As the youngest and most naughty boy, the two uncles give him a lot of love.

He just caressed them one by one.

First, eldest brother...

Speaking of the eldest brother, he is clearly the same brother, but he has a completely opposite personality. Everyone says that the eldest brother takes advantage of his father and mother.

He has both the humility of his father and the tenderness of his mother.

As the saying goes, a humble gentleman, as gentle as jade, refers to a person like the eldest brother.

But no matter what the outside world thinks, the eldest brother protects him, just like he protects Mingwei. The three people who lost their mother when they were young grew up protecting the younger one.

This eldest brother, who is seven years older than him, has given him enough care and love just like his father.

So when the eldest brother was here, he was still the seventh child of the Bai family.

Now that the eldest brother is gone, he has become the seventh son of the Bai family.

Furthermore, there is the second brother...

The most talkative person, he cherishes his words like gold, and has a soft personality. Everyone says that he is a softie, and he does not have the ironclad strength of the Bai family at all.

But he knew that the second brother's bloody nature had never been shown outside.

He is not weak, he is just more gentle and kind than anyone else.

Three brothers...

She would fight with him over disagreements, break off relations with him in anger, and the next day she would come back with him to flirt with him.

With such an upright temperament, logically speaking, he should not have delicate thoughts, but he does know how to love his wife. In front of his third sister-in-law, he is a person who can make steel easily.

Then there is the fourth brother...

In fact, she and the fourth sister-in-law are somewhat similar. They are both curious about things like the east's family, the west's, the family's shortcomings, and the talkative women's talk.

I remember one time when the couple was returning from an outing, they saw someone arguing. Out of curiosity, they stopped and eavesdropped. In the end, the people started arguing and fighting, which affected their two fishes.

As a result, the two of them came back with wounds on their faces. In the end, the incident was treated as a joke and was teased by the family for a while.

……

His fingertips caressed each one, but he was slowly savoring every bit of the past in his heart, although in the end he would still be heartbroken by losing them.

But those memories of the past slowly healed the pain of losing a father and a brother like spring breeze and rain.

Perhaps the pain of bereavement is like this. You will always inadvertently recall every detail of your loved one's life, which may make you laugh, make you angry, or even make you laugh or cry.

But the last thing I can recall is the heartbreaking pain and the hesitation of being lost.

During the whole process, Bai Yu's expression looked very calm, but upon closer inspection, it could be seen that he was forbearing, restraining, and doing his best to restrain.

It wasn't until he stood in front of the last coffin and his fingertips traced the cold paint that he suddenly collapsed to the ground.

No sobbing, no hysterics.

He was just so paralyzed, leaning against the coffin, motionless.

But the man who had always been upright and upright, suddenly collapsed to the ground. Who couldn't see his collapse and heartbreak?
(Sorry, there are changes in the first two chapters. Please read them back, otherwise the plot will not be connected)
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