New York 2006

Chapter 319 The memories are too clear

"There are not many reporters in the parking lot, only three." said the Chinese bodyguard standing next to Luo Ji.

"Let's go then!"

After Luo Ji finished speaking, he ran away.Before the paparazzi could react, Luo Ji was already in the car.By the time the paparazzi noticed something was wrong, the vehicle had already sped away.

"Good job!"

Fiona had already gotten in the car early, and when she saw Luo Ji, she opened her mouth to liven up the atmosphere.

The Chinese bodyguard who just got into the car with him smiled slightly.

"After all, we have been serving Mr. Logic for three years. We often encounter paparazzi blocking the door. It has become our instinct to find ways to avoid them."

"Hahaha, good, good."

Fiona continued chatting with the two bodyguards.

Luo Ji did not intervene in their conversation. He logged into Twitter on his mobile phone and looked at Taylor's account.Her latest message is still the one she sent in the morning.

"This is the saddest song I've ever written, and then I get sadder. Sad Emoji."

Next to the tweet is an iTunes link to the new song.

There are already many comments below, some comforting her, some feeling sorry for her, some feeling unworthy of her, and some simply analyzing the song.However, most people still criticized Luo Ji.

Luo Ji logged into his Twitter account again and found that the comment section of the tweet he posted yesterday calling on everyone to support the company's new singer had been flooded by Taylor's fans.

"Logic, you playboy."

"Logic, you're a piece of shit!"

"Logic, go to hell! You broke Taylor's heart."

Luo Ji looked at it for a while and then silently turned off his phone.He really had no way to refute this. His image as a playboy in the eyes of the public could not be washed away.

"Alas." Luo Ji sighed deeply.

Fiona asked: "What's wrong?"

Luo Ji hadn't shown his weak side in front of others for a long time. Looking at Fiona's eyes at this moment, Luo Ji decided to pour out his heart a little.

"Fiona, what do you think I should do?"

"Don't worry, you have the image of a playboy in the media, no matter how bad you are, you won't get any worse."

Luo Ji shook his head and whispered, "That's not what I'm talking about. Taylor hinted to me before that she wanted to get back together. This song is her last effort."

Fiona looked at her nephew in surprise: "Are you so lovable?"

Luo Ji glared at her: "May I ask you something serious?"

Fiona said directly: "Don't you have three girlfriends? If you want to get back together, get back together, and if you don't want to get back together, pull her down. At least Taylor is much better than that Psaki."

Luo Ji saw that Fiona didn't quite understand what he meant, so he continued, "Taylor has a special place in my heart, and I don't want to hurt her anymore. So, can you understand where I'm struggling?"

"I didn't see it, you are still a lover!"

Fiona mocked, it seemed like the fact that she had three girlfriends made her very angry during this time.

Luo Ji looked at her seriously: "I asked you to give me advice, not to ridicule me!"

"Alright alright."

Fiona became serious: "You mean, the prerequisite for you and Taylor to get back together is that you can't hurt her anymore. Then you can't have as many girlfriends as you do now. So, this is a balanced choice, Tyler or Forest?”

Why do these words sound so unpleasant!
However, this is what it really means.

Luo Ji nodded bravely: "Yes."

Fiona immediately said: "Of course it is to get back together with Taylor and return to the ranks of a girlfriend! There is no choice at all. She loves you so much, you should also feel it from the song. Without deep-rooted love, it is impossible You wrote such an excellent song. You can get back together and dispel the negative news this song has for you."

Luo Ji said with some pain: "Fiona, I am not a good person in the traditional sense, so can you understand what I mean?"

Fiona wanted to continue persuading her, but she stopped when her words reached her lips.

She thought seriously for a while and said: "Feili, I really hope that you can manage a relationship well and not be a playboy playing in the world. However, after all, the emotional experience is your own, and you have to make your own decision."

"And you are so smart and so stubborn. My suggestions are just suggestions. Which side of the scale you should choose depends on which side is heavier in your heart. No one knows your own heart better than you."

Luo Ji was silent for a moment, then looked at Fiona angrily: "Fxxk, when did you become a philosopher?"

Fiona was happy: "Hehehe, I am."

…………

The vehicle drove all the way to the luxury community on Broadway. The speed of the vehicle gradually slowed down, and the two bodyguards watched the surroundings vigilantly.

"Boss, there are no paparazzi."

"Okay." Luo Ji nodded, then looked at Fiona: "Would you like to come in and sit down?"

Fiona shook her head: "No, you should still think about how to face your little girlfriend. By the way, you should put that red scarf away. Isn't it still in the drawer in your bedroom?"

Luo Ji then remembered and hurriedly got out of the car: "Bye."

After getting off the car, Luo Ji opened the door and hurriedly walked into the yard.Christine was found sitting in the rocking chair at the door of the villa reading a book.

Luo Ji was a little nervous. If she listened to Taylor's songs, would she find the red scarf in the drawer?

Kristine saw him, without any sign of anger, but ran over happily and threw herself into his arms.

"Honey, I miss you so much!"

"I miss you too."

Christine put her arms around Luo Ji's neck and kissed him directly.Luo Ji also responded enthusiastically.She has been very clingy during this time.

After the passionate kiss, the two walked toward the house talking and laughing.

Luo Ji asked tentatively, "How was your day? Nothing happened."

Kristen shook her head: "It's okay, I stayed at home all day and didn't go out."

"Ok."

Luo Ji was relieved that Christine had not received the message.

It seems that the single that Taylor just released this morning has not yet gained popularity.It can be seen from the fact that there are only three paparazzi in the company and none at the door of the villa.

Arriving at the living room, Luo Ji looked at Christine and said, "I'm going to go to the second floor to take care of something. I'll be down soon."

"Uh-huh."

Kristine nodded obediently. She watched Luo Ji's back disappearing up the stairs, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up. …

Arriving on the second floor, Luo Ji hurried to the bedroom and found Taylor's red scarf still lying quietly in the drawer.

He quickly picked it up, walked to the closet and opened the safe. There was some gold and cash inside.

There are also some expensive jewelry that Taylor returned after he and Taylor broke up.

Luo Ji folded the red scarf and silently put it into the safe.

"I'm sorry, Tyler."

Taylor, I'm smart and sane, but that's probably not a good thing.Smart people know their own hearts too well and know which choice is the wisest.

Fiona said to me, whichever is more important to me, you or the forest, I will choose.

To be honest, you are more important to me than the forest!But precisely because of this, I can't choose you.

Taylor, I told you so.

I'm not a good person in the traditional sense, I'm a hypocrite, I'm an outright, sentimental playboy.I'm a bad person when it comes to relationships.

After breaking up with you, I once had a heart-to-heart talk with someone else.I told him that I might never love any woman again.

This is one of the few truths in my life.

Taylor, I can't give you what you want, and I don't have the confidence to keep going with you.Not to mention I have an ex-wife and two kids.

Instead of forcing each other to stay together, they will break up because of something in the future and cause pain to each other.It's better to just keep getting along as friends.

This is the most sensible choice.

This relationship is so beautiful, let it become the best memory of our lives.After all, this is one of the few truly emotional memories in my life.

I don't want to hurt you anymore, and I don't want to cause you pain.

So be it.

Luo Ji quietly collected his thoughts and reached out his hand to close the safe.Those beautiful memories of yourself, like the red scarf and those gifts, lie quietly in the depths of darkness.

Luo Ji took out his cell phone and dialed Taylor's number.

Taylor's surprised voice immediately came from the other side: "Feili, have you listened to my song?"

"Yeah, okay, I heard that." Luo Ji tried his best to relax and said with a smile, "I didn't expect you to still remember every bit of our relationship."

Taylor went directly to the topic and said in an anxious tone: "Feili, you should understand what I mean. I can't forget you, I still love you, and I want to get back together. You should be able to feel my feelings for you from the song. Love, right?”

Luo Ji sniffed: "Yes, yes."

Taylor whispered: "What about your choice? Will you get back together with me?"

Luo Ji's heart skipped a beat.He really wanted to agree regardless.

But reason made him say what he had prepared for a long time: "Tyler, I really can't give you what you want. I'm sorry, Taylor. Just like you said to me at the beginning, you are free. Now I also want to give you what you want." You said, you are free. You should not be immersed in the memories of the past, you should start a new life."

Taylor on the opposite side was silent for a moment, and she choked and said: "But, I can't let go, I can't get out."

"Time...time will heal all wounds." After Luo Ji said this, his eyes began to turn red.

When Taylor heard this, she started to cry. The more she cried, the sadder she became, and she couldn't stop for a long time.

Luo Ji didn't speak any more and just stayed with her quietly.

Five minutes later, Taylor on the other end of the phone calmed down, and her voice became a little hoarse: "I'm sorry, I just lost my temper."

"It's okay, Tyler."

"I want to ask you a question, can you answer it truthfully?"

"go ahead."

Taylor asked: "I wonder if the descriptions about you written in my songs are correct?"

"Which ones are you referring to?"

Taylor asked in a serious tone: "You have always remembered that the passionate love that echoed in our youth is this lyric. Do you still remember our previous experiences, memories, and beauty? Or maybe you have forgotten it."

Luo Ji didn't want to answer: "Does it make sense to ask these questions now?"

Taylor said: "Do you remember what I told you, that I was afraid that one day my emotions would become numb and I would no longer be able to write songs that could touch people's hearts?"

"Yeah, I remember."

Taylor then continued: "So, your true feelings are very important to me. It can prove that those memories are real, beautiful, and unforgettable. Rather than false illusions, it is my pure wishful thinking. I hope it can be used This song records the feelings between us. When I am old, when I hear this song again, those beautiful memories will come back to me."

Luo Ji's nose was sore: "I remember it, I remember it more clearly than you. There is nothing wrong with your song description, it describes my true feelings. When I am old and hear this song of yours, good memories will come back to me. "

Taylor said sincerely: "Thank you, Fili."

"You're welcome."

Taylor's serious tone disappeared, and then changed to a mischievous look: "Logic, you just said you remember it better than me, why?"

Luo Ji's mood also improved, and he said with a smile: "My IQ is 167, and I have super strong image memory ability. Hmm, what's your IQ?"

Taylor immediately shouted: "My IQ is not low, okay?!"

Luo Ji smiled and said, "I can still remember how many bleached mustaches you have on your mouth. Can you remember them?"

"You bastard, why do you keep hurting me?"

"Hahahahahaha." Luo Ji laughed ruthlessly.

"Huh, ignore you." Taylor said angrily.

Luo Ji felt that the atmosphere had been adjusted well, so he said seriously, "So, Taylor, we are still friends, right?"

"Yeah," Taylor said cheerfully, "I'm not that narrow-minded. I'm also very generous."

"That's good." Luo Ji felt relieved.

Taylor smiled and said: "Although you are a bit of a bad person, it is reassuring to be friends with you. Your performance on MTV was not bad last time."

Luo Ji shouted loudly: "What do you mean, I'm a bad person! I'm obviously a good person."

……

Half an hour later, Taylor hung up the phone in Nashville.

The smile that was on his face just now disappeared immediately.She walked to the hotel window in silence and stared at the night in a daze.

(End of this chapter)