i'm not a bad man

Chapter 94 Absolute Freedom
This time, I really didn’t know what Qiao Jiao’s selfish motives were, so I slowed down the car and turned to look at her. Her expression didn’t seem to have any obvious change, so I felt that there was a high probability that this was hers again. It was a prank; but just when I was about to concentrate on driving, she suddenly whispered to me: "I just want to see how she would react when she knew that her best friend was with the man who likes her. …”

I was stunned for a moment before replying: "How do you want her to react?"

Since Qiao Jiao has such a strong purpose, she will definitely give me a very clear answer, but she shook her head and said to me: "I don't know, it seems that no matter what her reaction is, I am not happy." stand up."

"You care too much about your emotions."

"I am a very emotional person. I am very happy when I am happy and very sad when I am sad."

I pulled over the car and opened the window on my side. After enjoying the sea breeze for a while, I finally said to Qiao Jiao who looked a little dazed: "People who care too much about emotional value will ignore material value. ...So, even if you are 24 years old, you still have no desire to work. You just play, play games, drink, wander around, and get involved in other people's lives every day... You say this is an expression of yourself. , if you regard not working and playing in the world as a kind of self, then I have nothing to say... But as a friend around you, I don’t envy you at all for your self. I even think that you have no self at all. , because your emotions have been dominated by others and various living environments, and you have never left yourself any space to think about what kind of life you want to live."

Qiao Jiao turned to look at me, her eyes full of anger.

"The truth always doesn't sound good, so you can scold me if you want."

Qiao Jiao didn't scold me, she just replied calmly: "Why should I work? My dad will give me endless money."

I lit a cigarette with a smile on my face, but I didn't look at Qiao Jiao...

"What are you laughing at? Are my words funny?"

"I'm laughing at myself... You know, I used to have the same idea as you, because my dad is still a rich man, and I have never been anxious about money. I only care about my emotions. The thing that touched my emotions the most was music, so I was immersed in the world of music all day long. I didn’t know how to struggle, nor what mentality to use to face this ever-changing life... Later, my dad died due to an accident. I went bankrupt in an accident, and my nightmare started from this place. Life suddenly became difficult. I didn’t know how to take over the responsibility of life from my parents. I couldn’t even manage my own life... So, I can understand your father's feelings about letting you study abroad for further studies. After all, life in this world is not smooth sailing. He seems to be forcing you, but he is trying to leave a way out for you in life..."

After a short pause, I said with a little sigh: "It's really amazing to be admitted to the career program. If I had your ability at that time, I might not be where I am today... Is there any life? Time really makes a difference of a thousand miles... Therefore, you should cherish what should be cherished, and you must grasp what should be grasped."

"You have said so much to me so arrogantly, what are your intentions?"

I tentatively replied: "Why don't you go study abroad honestly, and then be honest with your dad, there really is no such relationship between us... By the way, when you decide to study abroad, Remember to return my four wheels to me...I will definitely repay you."

"How do you repay me?"

"Take care of Lu Xi for you, and then completely stop your thoughts of being with her."

As soon as I finished speaking, Qiao Jiao punched me hard on the back and said angrily: "You really look like a human being in vain and you don't say a word!"

"You are not doing human affairs, I just can't figure it out. Wouldn't it be nice for you to go abroad to find a blond foreign girl? You have to keep an eye on the deer stream. Rabbits know not to eat grass beside their nests. Moreover, the ratio of men to women is now It was already a serious disorder, but you actually engaged in same-sex digestion... Because of your inhumane behavior, our country suddenly had two more bachelors, and two families lost the opportunity to continue the family line... So, yes You are creating social conflicts, you are a troublemaker in a harmonious society, and you are committing a heinous crime!"

Qiao was so squeamish that she wanted to run away, but I was not cowardly, and kept looking at her with a look that was neither humble nor overbearing.Finally, Qiao Jiao said to me with a fierce look on her face: "When we eat later, if you still talk as much nonsense as you do now, I will chop you up!"

After saying that, Qiao Jiao actually took out a fruit knife from her bag, took off the sheath, and raised it in front of me.

I trembled with fright and did not dare to speak again, but my heart was full of regrets because she only felt my malice in my words, but did not realize the kindness in them. At least, I was telling her about myself. Duan was sincere when she experienced it personally, and life in this world has never been smooth sailing. She really should do something for herself to cope with this ever-changing life.

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Ten minutes later, Qiao Jiao and I arrived at one of the most famous local seafood restaurants. We booked a private room. I smoked while she immersed herself in ordering. There was almost no communication between the two. Because of the lack of communication, time seemed to change. It was extremely long, so I finally couldn't hold myself back and said to Qiao Jiao: "Sister Jiao, do you really want to go all the way to the dark side? If you wake up now, it's actually not too late."

"Can you shut up?"

"This matter really shouldn't be too trivial... Think about it for yourself. Although you have no career achievements, in terms of appearance, you are at least one of the best. Not to mention you are still a rich second generation, even if you were born in In an ordinary family, just based on your appearance, it is not difficult to move up a class through marriage... Your father is such a shrewd businessman, he doesn't understand the principle of being well-matched, right? If you really want to find In addition to matching your appearance, a boyfriend can only be better than you in terms of family, but cannot be worse than you... Therefore, it is really not a wise move for you to involve me in this whirlpool. When the time comes, your father will ask Due to my family situation, I just rejected this matter... You're still trying to get nothing out of a bamboo basket."

Qiao Jiao then looked up at me and asked, "What's your family situation?" (Search the official account on WeChat: ***. Check out the latest chapter!)

"Didn't I tell you just now? My family used to be a little rich, but then it went bankrupt... My dad pinned his hopes for a comeback on me, but I'm not up to the task, so the conflicts with my dad became more and more serious. The deeper it went, and then I ran away from home... It has been almost four years since I left..."

Having said this, I laughed at myself, and then said in a deep voice: "Some time ago, I went back to my hometown. My parents had sold the house and were missing... So, if I can't find my parents, Before, I was a person who didn’t even have a home. The only place I could call home was the RV, and you took the wheels off the car... My life is so incomplete and dilapidated!"

Qiao Jiao was not able to understand my mood. She looked at me with a half-smile and replied: "With such a bear like you, how can you find the confidence to chase Luxi?"

I dare to waste the most precious time in my life wandering around the country, which proves that I am not a person who cares about other people's opinions. I even appreciate my own spirit and self. But I don't know why, Qiao Jiao's words, but Suddenly I came out of my dream, and then I felt some inferiority complex...

I didn't want Qiao Jiao to notice my strange mood, so I put out the cigarette in my hand and lit another one, trying to hide it.

In my silence, Qiao Jiao suddenly looked at me and said: "Since I dare to use my boyfriend as a shield, I must be sure... When my mother and my father divorced, she didn't want anything. She only wanted to marry her. My dad made a request... She said that if Jiaojiao finds someone she truly likes in the future, no matter who this person is or what their background is, you cannot interfere with her choice... My dad agreed."

I looked at Qiao Jiao with an inexplicable feeling in my heart. At this moment, I really envied her. Although I criticized her for being emotional before, at this moment, I really understood that the reason why she was so emotional was because She has enough confidence. I have never met a freer person than her, even though I have traveled to 296 cities in China...

Just when I wanted to say something, there was a sound of footsteps outside the house, and then I heard the sound of Qiao Jiao's father talking to Lu Xi.

(End of this chapter)