i'm not a bad man

Chapter 78 Thinking of going together

Qiao Jiao, who was talking to me, also noticed the car that was driving towards us, and then looked out of the car window with me, and said: "In this place where you have no access to the village, there are still people. Come?"

"You're here too, aren't you?"

"That's because I know you're here, and I happen to have something to ask you."

"This guy here thinks so too."

"Who?"

After a brief silence, I whispered back: "Maybe it's my ex-girlfriend."

Qiao Jiao had an "I understand" expression, and then sneered: "Your place looks deserted, but it's actually quite lively."

"What are you sneering at?"

"Of course I'm laughing at you for being a scumbag. You haven't gotten over it with your ex-girlfriend yet, and you've started to have fantasies about Lu Xi over there. Your appetite is really boundless!"

"Who says we haven't figured it out?"

"Then why did she come to you?"

I was really stunned by Qiao Jiao's question. Yes, Luan Yu and I had already said everything we needed to say the last time we met. Why did she come to see me?
It was at this time that the car stopped next to the RV. The moment the car lights went out, I finally saw clearly that this was a Porsche Cayenne. This was Ren Ran's car. I guessed wrong.

I really think too much. Luan Yu now has no time to hide from me. How could he run to me at every turn? But since it is Ren Ran, why don't you call to inform him beforehand? Aren't you afraid of being in vain? ?
……

From the moment Ren Ran got off the bus, Qiao Jiao beside her kept looking at her with a strange look, and then looked at me with the same look. It wasn't until Ren Ran also noticed her that she put away her slightly uncomfortable look. Look politely.

"Sister Ran, why are you here?"

Ren Ran was stunned for a moment and replied: "Xiao Wei and Xiao Xia already have design ideas, so they came over to chat with you. They said that this design requires a very high level of woodworking craftsmanship. If you and Xiao Guang... If Bian feels that this design is difficult to realize, they can adjust it... I mean, everything is focused on meeting the deadline, and the design does not need to be too complicated."

After saying that, Ren Ran also got into the RV. My RV is just right for two people. Three people would really be crowded, so one person seemed redundant. Of course, the extra person was Qiao Jiao, because Ren Ran and I wanted to talk. It's work, it's business.

But Qiao Jiao didn't think she was redundant at all. Before I could respond to Ren Ran, she spoke first: "Isn't this your ex-girlfriend? Why are you talking about work?"

Ren Ran was also shocked. She looked at me. Then I remembered what I just said to Qiao Jiao and quickly explained: "This is Sister Ran. She has nothing to do with my ex-girlfriend. We are doing decoration together." Engineering."

"Tch, if you hadn't been thinking about her every day and dreaming about her at night, would you think of your ex-girlfriend whenever you saw her?... Just admit that you are a scumbag. At the very least, you will appear to be brave."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao walked to the induction cooker and looked at the brown sugar water I had just boiled for her. The water was already boiling, so she poured it into the cup herself, then gave up her seat at the dining table and sat down with me. On the bed, while waiting for the brown sugar water to cool down, I looked at the map of China posted on the bedside.

I still called Ren Ran outside the RV. We had been drinking together for such a long time and had seen her unhappy too much, so I knew her very well. She was definitely not here just for work. If If it's just for work, a few chats on WeChat can also explain the design matters clearly. She must have come here specially because of her mood.

……

On the beach, facing the endless sound of the waves, I first spoke to Ren Ran: "Now that we are the two of us, we can talk about your feelings." Ren Ran looked at the sea in a daze, and suddenly there was self-mockery on his face. with a smile, and then said to me in a very low voice: "Actually, I came to you for a drink... We will go to the bar to have a good drink as we did before. No matter what it is like tomorrow, at least it won't happen tonight. I will think about those messy things."

"I always thought you were the woman I have ever seen who can best control her emotions, but your emotions will also have ups and downs. We have agreed before that we should drink less meaningless wine and focus more on projects."

"I think so too, but there are some people and things that you can't just avoid if you want to."

"what happened?"

"Do you have any cigarettes? You can also bring me a bottle of wine."

Ren Ran has been with me for too long, so when he gets emotional, he always imitates me and mixes these bad moods with tobacco and alcohol. I don’t know what the purpose of this is. It has no effect, I just feel that when I have tobacco and alcohol in hand, I won’t feel so lonely and helpless, because after dealing with tobacco and alcohol for a long time, they can also be friends, two friends who don’t talk.

I took out a cigarette, handed it to Ren Ran, and helped her light it. After taking a deep breath, she finally said to me with a kind of resentment that she could not vent: "The mistress came to me and told me that she was pregnant. ... She wanted me to divorce him quickly because I had made no contribution to him or the entire family... I still haven't given him a child, but she did it."

Although I can't personally understand Ren Ran's mood at this moment, I can't help but get angry when I think of the provocative and triumphant look on my mistress's face when she said these words to her...

"Sister Ran, there's something I've wanted to ask you for a long time... Why have you been married to him for so many years and never thought about having a child? If you had a child with him, you wouldn't be as passive as you are now. .”

After saying that, I set my sights on Ren Ran. This is indeed something that makes me very curious and puzzled. After all, Ren Ran is already 31 years old. In theory, she is an older mother. After a few years, giving birth to a child will not be an easy task. Although she has already considered divorce, why didn't she choose to have a child a few years ago?It's not like she and that man don't have the financial conditions.

Ren Ran's face was filled with tears, but he had an expression of someone who had given up. I don't know what kind of emotion could make a woman so conflicted. She had obviously given up, but why was she bursting into tears again? ?
"I cried because I couldn't let go of that child... He and I once had a child. This child stayed in my belly for eight months. I could already feel his heartbeat. He would I played a piece of prenatal education music that he liked, and it kicked around in my belly. It should look like he was dancing..."

At this point, Ren Ran couldn't stop her tears. I didn't even know if I should hand her a tissue at this time. Even if I handed it to her, she couldn't wipe away the sadness in her heart. The sadness was there. The tears just couldn't stop.

"Sister Ran, it's been so long, don't feel too bad."

After saying that, I patted Ren Ran's shoulder gently to express comfort, but Ren Ran finally couldn't hold it any longer at this moment, and she hugged me, as if she needed someone to rely on before she could express the biggest pain in her heart... …

"Han Chao, do you know why I have to be your sister after hearing what you said about your family?... My child is eight months old. He has been alive for eight months, but he has not He came to this world without seeing his parents... If there is another world, he must be like you, wandering around, unable to find a harbor to dock... He must be as lonely and lonely as you. Helpless, no, he will only be more sad than you. You are already an adult, at least you can take care of yourself, and he..."

Originally, I didn't dare to have physical contact with Ren Ran, but after hearing her words, I suddenly felt the same way.I finally put my hand on her back and patted her gently to make her feel better. I knew that she had placed some emotions on me.

After a long time, Ren Ran calmed down a little and continued: "In the early years, in order to develop his career, he fought openly and secretly, and offended many people... That day, he was socializing outside, and I went to pick him up. When we were at the hotel, a man came and argued with him aggressively. While we were talking, the man moved his hands. I was afraid that he would be hurt. It was like an instinct, so I grabbed the man..."

At this point, Ren Ran couldn't control her emotions. She raised her arms, but finally put them down feebly, and said with regret: "I'm sorry for the child. If I hadn't done this at that time, I wouldn't have been pushed down by that man." , I will not let the child have been waiting for eight months and finally not be able to see the world... Since then, I have had a shadow on the matter of giving birth to a child... When he had a mistress outside, I don’t even want children.”

After listening to Ren Ran's story, I felt indescribably depressed and distressed.We always call her the rich flower in the world. We only see her wealth and brilliance, but we don’t expect that behind the wealth and brilliance, there is such an unknown past!

It would be fine if the man could double compensate her after losing the child, but instead of emotionally compensating her, he also found a mistress outside and got her pregnant... What's even more hateful is that this mistress actually... To scream in front of her... At this moment, how painful and wronged she felt!
I was completely angry. I wanted to go find that mistress right now, and then give Ren Ran a deep sigh of relief!

Just when I was about to express this idea, Qiao Jiao actually jumped out before me. She pulled me away and said with great resentment: "Stop hugging me now... go find that mistress... Sister Ran, tell me the name of that mistress, and I’ll go meet her... She really doesn’t want to live anymore!”

Ren Ran and I were both shocked because we didn't expect that she would eavesdrop on our conversation. What surprised me even more was that she actually wanted to go with me!
(End of this chapter)