i'm not a bad man

Chapter 72 Three Good, Three Bad

Lu Xi didn't seem to have any emotions, so he told Qiao Jiao that her father wanted her to study abroad. However, she was also a woman and had no way to understand another woman's emotional devotion to her. ; But at this moment, as a man, I sympathize with Qiao Jiao inexplicably. She is like a hot flame, coming to Lu Xi with a warm mission, but there is an iceberg built in Lu Xi's heart. After the fierce collision, the momentum of the flame began to weaken, but she remained persistent, burning it bit by bit until it gradually extinguished... She thought that the iceberg was about to melt, but when she looked up, she saw that after so many years of hard work, it was not even Not a single corner of the iceberg has been touched...

I just looked at the helpless Qiao Jiao, but this time, she was not as angry as I imagined, she even smiled, and then asked Lu Xi: "Do you also think I have to study abroad? "

"Well, besides having fun, you have to do something else in life."

Qiao Jiao nodded: "Okay, if you think I should study abroad, then I will go study abroad... But, Lu Bao'er... I really can't eat this peach, can I stop eating it?"

Lu Xi didn't notice Qiao Jiao's emotions until this moment. She was a little confused for a moment and didn't know how to face Qiao Jiao.

Qiao Jiao put the peach in her hand back on the table, then stood up and left, but I could see that the patient smile on her face was her last disguise.

Lu Xi wanted to chase her, but as soon as he moved, he stopped because of the pain of torn Achilles tendon. I knew she was worried about Qiao Jiao, so I could only support her and said, "Don't move around, I'll go and see Looking at her...this Qiao Jiao really has no ability to control her emotions at all!"

"You go."

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I chased Qiao Jiao, but she had already left with the elevator that came down first. In order not to lose her, I didn't wait for the other elevator that was still on the 26th floor, and went directly to the safety passage. Fortunately I was only on the 6th floor, so I didn’t waste too much time.

In a blink of an eye, I ran to the door of the hospital's reception room. When faced with the decision of going left or right, I did not panic. Instead, I asked the guard on duty. After he told me the direction in which Qiao Jiao left, I continued He ran wildly along Qiao Jiao's footsteps.

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"Sister Jiao, please walk slower and wait for me."

I shouted and stood in front of Qiao Jiao.At this time, she could no longer hold back any longer. Her eyes were filled with tears and her expression was filled with hatred and confusion.

I was afraid that she would be hit by a car, so I grabbed her and pushed her down on a bench on the street. I said to her with a grimace: "Sister Jiao, you said I am wronged or not, but I also feel sorry for Sister Lu." I have a good impression, but this is the second time I have come to comfort you... I am stupid, otherwise who would express such great kindness to his love rival? I wish you could fly away and never show your face in front of Sister Lu. That’s good.”

Qiao Jiao looked at me, her expression still in a trance: "You are not stupid, nor are you kind... You just know the outcome, so you never regard me as a threat..."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao looked at her manicured hands and her long hair, which turned into shadows and fell on the ground. How long the shadows were, she felt powerless in her heart; the obstacle brought by gender was that no matter you No matter how much I do, there is no way to eliminate it, so what she said is right. The reason why I showed kindness to her is because I never felt that she was a threat. After all, Lu Xi's sexual orientation is normal.

"Sister Jiao, why don't you let yourself go?... You are the second most beautiful woman I have ever seen besides Sister Lu. With your appearance and conditions, you can't find any man you want." Come on, you have to fight with Sister Lu, and then you feel that she is indifferent to you, but sexual orientation is really something that cannot be changed by human beings, let alone how much you pay. When she has no way to satisfy you, just I hope you stay as far away from her as possible... She definitely has no ill intentions towards you, after all, you have been best friends for almost 20 years."

Qiao Jiao was silent. I handed her a cigarette and signaled her to relax, but she still ignored me. I could only light one on my own and said to her: "Sister Jiao, I know you don't want to do that now." You don’t want to talk, and you don’t want to listen to me... But I still want to say a few words to you... Over the years, I have traveled to too many places and met too many people. Whether it is about life or relationships, I have some insights of my own... ...As long as a person is alive, he will definitely have a state. There are three good states and three bad states. The three worst states in life are: unable to help oneself, unable to speak sincerely, and unable to control oneself; the three best states: unexpected encounter, unexpected It goes without saying that it will heal itself without medicine... If you really decide to study abroad, just remember these three good things and three bad things, and compare them often... Believe me, you will get better slowly. The reason why I am like this I am happy because I remember these three good things and three bad things. I never go against myself. I let go when it’s time to let go. I never drag my feet.”

Qiao Jiao then turned to look at me, and I grinned at her again to show that I was really smiling...

Qiao Jiao finally took the cigarette case from my hand, then took out a cigarette from it, and lowered her head to light it. At this moment, a cold wind suddenly blew on the deserted street, and then she heard the sound of friction breaking. I looked up and saw that the lampshade on the street lamp next to Qiao Jiao had cracks and was crumbling...

"careful!"

I shouted, then held Qiaoqiao's head with both hands, and then protected her with my shoulders. At this time, the lampshade fell down, first hitting my shoulders, and the splashing debris fell from my shoulders. The back of his hand was scratched, and immediately there was a cut pain in his hand.

Qiao Jiao struggled first and felt something strange, then she stopped. After a long time, she finally tried to get up, and then she and I looked at the street lamp that had been in disrepair... "Are you okay?"

"It's okay, just a little skin injury...did the broken glass splash on you?"

Qiao Jiao shook her head, then picked up my hand and looked at it, and said nervously: "The wound is not small, you'd better go and bandage it."

I still smiled and replied: "Sister Jiao, don't tell me how much you like Sister Lu. In fact, you still don't regard yourself as a man in your bones... Men bleed but don't shed tears. This small injury is nothing. You really don't need to be so nervous. At most It healed in a week.”

Qiao Jiao shook off my hand and replied: "If you like her, do you have to be a man?...Of course I am a woman at heart."

"Uh...then I understand, are you the legendary bisexual...who likes women and doesn't reject men?...Furthermore, I heard from Sister Lu that you have had a boyfriend before. of."

"Can you stop yelling?"

I laughed and said: "Then you are not hopeless, at least you haven't killed all the possibilities of liking men..." After a pause, I pretended to be panicked again. , said: "Oh, that's bad!... If my friend really changes gender and becomes a woman, and you don't completely reject men, then he will die unjustly... I have to call him quickly to ask. …”

After saying that, I pretended to pick up the phone. Qiao Jiao raised her hand and slapped me on the shoulder, saying angrily: "Can you stop joking about this matter?"

I put down the phone, and Qiao Jiao also lit the cigarette that she had just failed to light. She took a deep breath, and after a period of silence, she said: "I know my personality is not that lovable... ...Since I was a child, as long as it is something I want, I will never allow others to say no to me...My understanding of life is very simple and very rough...I think people should live happily and vigorously...So, As long as it's something I like to do, I don't care what others think of me, or even what the person involved thinks of me... You know, I confessed to Lu Xi that night, and... I also wanted to force myself Kiss her... If I tell her properly and exercise some restraint, she may not be as disgusted with me as she is now..."

"Damn it...Sister Jiao, you are really using both your hands and your mouth. Would a serious person confess like this?...It's a shame that there is no crime of hooliganism now, otherwise you will go to jail."

Qiao Jiao glanced at me and didn't choose to respond.I moved closer to her again, and then asked with great concern: "Then did you succeed in the end... the forced kiss?"

Qiao Jiao replied with some reluctance: "No, she practices skating. How can I outrun her?"

I patted my chest and felt relieved. If Qiao Jiao really succeeded that night, even if I didn't want to have a relationship with her, I still had to. This was too damn unruly!
However, I really appreciate her attitude towards life, and I believe what she said, because for Luxi, she would even give up her career as a career editor. Everyone knows how much it costs to become a career editor. This kind of free and easy, if It is absolutely impossible to do it without the support of a strong belief, and her belief is to seek a happy life...

"Brother Chao."

"Ok?"

I was so surprised that Qiao Jiao actually called me Brother Chao...

"Sit over here and let me look at your hands."

"I said it's okay, and it's really okay."

"Why are you so stubborn? Show me."

I couldn't resist her, so I moved closer to her and raised my hand for her to see... But unexpectedly, when I wasn't prepared, she took out her mobile phone, turned on the selfie mode, and opened her mouth to say He kissed me hard on the face...

(End of this chapter)