i'm not a bad man

Chapter 612 The beginning of a life

I can no longer describe my mood at this moment in words. I seemed to see a heavy snowfall all over the sky. Everything was covered by this heavy snow. Therefore, there were no trees, no rice fields, no villages, and no feeling. The breath of man... But under the ice and snow, there was a river, surging with warmth. A black spot with a tail, wrapped in this warmth, swam unscrupulously towards the depths... In the end, It hit a wall, there was no pain, but it was a natural fusion... Then, life began to explode, exploding countless possibilities, deeply buried in genes, and exploding the scene that covered everything. With the heavy snow, the world showed its original appearance... Luxi stood quietly in the center of the world, smiling... At this moment, all the past we experienced together was compressed into one The short film is playing back in my mind at top speed...

Gradually, I was brought back to my original shape, back to the night when we first met: a man who was so depressed that he didn’t know what to do, holding a beer can, looking up at her shining with star aura on the giant advertising screen...

That turned out to be the beginning of a life. Is there anything more mysterious than this in this world?
I fell into deep doubt again.

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"Han Chao, can you tell me how you feel now?"

Only then did I realize that the call between me and Qiao Jiao had not been interrupted, but I couldn't wake up immediately. I was still addicted to countless possibilities and couldn't extricate myself; so that it took a long time before I opened my mouth to Qiao Jiao. Said: "Did you deliberately make up such a thing in order to get me to look back?"

"You know what you do better than I do...didn't you have sex?"

"It... happened... but, she told me that that day was her safe period."

"So, I hinted it many times, but you didn't doubt it?"

"I believe in safe periods."

"Are you going to tell me that you've been a scumbag for so long and you've never made a mistake?"

"That was not what I meant."

"You actually believe in the so-called safe period!"

Qiao Jiao sighed with incredible emotion, and then after a long silence, she said to me: "I'm sorry for Lu Xi, and I'm disgusted with myself... I knew she had your child, but she still had sex with you. We had a relationship... I should have received retribution... But it didn't matter. At that moment, I really thought we would die together. If a person still suppresses his inner desires before dying, then why not? It's not another kind of tragedy... I would rather die, and I will never be the kind of person who is labeled as miserable. Therefore, I am not afraid of any retribution... including death... The only thing I regret is that you are no longer bound to go. Determination to die...because there is new life in your life..."

"I will also suffer retribution... No, I have already suffered retribution... But I am still very happy..."

I am really happy, but my voice is trembling, because Lao Wai has left, and out of consideration of not getting angry, he has cut off all contact with me, which means that I have no idea about this matter. Having lost control, when to take revenge on Guan Yubo depends entirely on Lao Wai's own judgment of the timing, and I am the employer behind the scenes. Once this crime is confirmed, it will be enough to destroy my life!
I even thought that if the truth came out one day, I would take my own life before being arrested.

Therefore, on the premise that there is no way to find Lao Wai, I am already a person wandering endlessly between life and death.

What should such a person do to welcome the new life that comes with infinite hope?

……

Qiao Jiao still remained sharp enough at this time. She said to me: "What do you mean you have already suffered retribution? ... What have you been doing these two days? Have you met Lao Wai again?"

I fell into silence.

Qiao Jiao's voice sounded heartbreaking: "Han Chao, I beg you, I beg you... stop your revenge immediately, immediately... once Lao Wai does it, you will never look back!"

I sat down heavily on the ground, put my left hand feebly on my forehead, and after a while I said, "I can't contact Lao Wai anymore." Qiao Jiao on the other side of the phone seemed to freeze, and I could hear her He breathed desperately, but never spoke again or hung up the phone.

In this silence, I looked again at the painting that Lao Wai gave me but had turned into ashes. In this painting, there was a family of three, with a father, a mother, and a child...

My heart throbbed!
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After a full 10 minutes of silence, Qiao Jiao spoke first. She asked me, "Where are you now?"

"There is really no need to meet...stay away from me, you deserve a better life, a better life."

"There is still room for remediation in this matter. I will go with you to find Lao Wai, and go to the repair shop where he used to work. If you can't contact him, there will always be someone else who can contact him."

"No, if I go find Lao Wai, the relationship between us will be exposed to his interpersonal relationships. After the incident, I will be the biggest suspect."

"You're still betting, right?...Betting that you can get rid of Guan Yubo without anyone noticing."

"No, I don't go to him, precisely because I don't dare to gamble... Because even people who work with Lao Wai may not be able to contact Lao Wai... I don't want to expose myself and Lao Wai in vain Relationship...that is the real disaster, no one knows when Lao Wai will choose to take action."

"Then I'll go and find Lao Wai."

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"I'll hire someone else to go."

Qiao Jiao was so persistent that I said to her even more persistently: "No one can pry. As long as you show up, there will be clues left behind... Unless you are 100% sure that you can hear it from those people's mouths." I got the exact information about Lao Wai and was able to contact Lao Wai... Let me give you an analogy. It's like when the two armies are fighting, you unfortunately stepped on a landmine, but it might just be a can buried in the sand... You bet that’s a can, put your feet up?”

This time, after Qiao Jiao pondered for a while, she said to me: "But there is no perfect crime in this world!"

"Maybe there will be."

"Don't forget, I already know your relationship with Lao Wai, and even your motives."

I was so shocked that I kept my mouth open and my hands trembling. After a long time, I finally said: "If I become imperfect because of you, I admit it... I'm sorry for you, no... I never have I have been worthy of you...just consider it my confession."

"The price of repentance is that you go to jail and spend the rest of your life?... This is not what I want... Either we die together, or you live well..."

When she said this, Qiao Jiao seemed to have made up her mind. When she spoke, her voice was much calmer, but it also seemed a little cold because of the calmness: "This time, I won't go to you...you It is more important to meet with Lu Xi. When things have developed to this point, it is time for you to meet, instead of imagining things to be wonderful and always thinking that maybe there will be a better result after waiting... In fact, we No one has the ability to control destiny."

"No...I can't meet her."

"Don't worry, I won't tell her anything, and you pretend not to know about her pregnancy... Anyway, don't leave any regrets to yourself... If things develop in the worst direction, you will always have to Meet her, meet your unborn child..."

(End of this chapter)