i'm not a bad man

Chapter 606 I Love You

Half an hour later, the car drove onto the highway. After breaking away from the light and shadow of the city, the world became dark and chaotic. Only the places illuminated by the car lights could barely be seen clearly, but they passed by in a flash. So, The world outside the car window couldn't attract my attention. I kept my head down and said nothing, and Qiao Jiao didn't say much. I just felt that the car was going faster and faster, and it was about to exceed the critical point of the speed limit...

At this time, Qiao Jiao finally said to me: "Why did Zuo Xiaowei call you like this?... Hasn't she already lost her mind and gone crazy? She is willing to follow Guan Yubo and help others."

After calming down, I kept thinking about this issue, but I could no longer see through Zuo Xiaowei, so I did not reply to Qiao Jiao immediately.

Qiao Jiao said to me again: "Is it possible that her conscience has discovered it? Or is she holding back her bad intentions again and setting a trap for you?"

After a brief silence, I shook my head and replied: "No, if so, there is no way we could escape from Chengdu so easily... Now, no one should know where we are."

Qiao Jiao smiled and replied: "So this is what it feels like to be on the run... However, I seem to like this feeling quite a lot. I also feel that no one knows where we are. It seems that we are the only two left in the world. personal!"

After pausing for a moment, Qiao Jiao seemed to remember something, and then said: "Do you think the world after death will be the same as now? We are just walking on an empty road, without light, without People, without cities, have no end..."

"No, if that world really exists, it must be a very beautiful world."

"why?"

"Because we have all suffered enough in this world, there is no reason to continue to suffer in another world..."

"Then what do you think the world will be like after death?"

I opened the car window a little, and after thinking for a long time, I said: "Maybe there will be a completely different world from this one, where pain will turn into happiness, and happiness will turn into pain..."

"Can you be more straightforward? I'm driving and I'm too distracted to think about..."

"It's easy to understand... In this life, everyone is afraid of separation, but in another world, separation may be a kind of happiness; and death, the death we fear here may mean a kind of bliss there... ...The moment of death will be accompanied by warmth, memories, and longing... Because it has been proven that death is not a person's end, and there is no fear of the unknown..."

"Isn't dying once enough? After dying once, you have to die again!"

"You can also understand death as a passage that leads to countless worlds beyond your knowledge..." After a pause, I said seriously: "No matter which world it leads to, I don't want to forget it... I love you……"

Qiao Jiao's body seemed to be frozen. She wanted to turn her head to look at me, but she never dared to. Finally, with tears in her eyes, she shook her head and said, "Don't say you love me...otherwise I will feel , only death is the only way out between the two of us... If, I mean if, if you can let me arrange all this, I still... I still hope that you can live well. "

The night got darker, I put out the cigarette in my hand, and then reached out to wipe away the tears, my own tears.

……

It was getting brighter, and a hint of fish belly white appeared on the distant hills. It was Qiao Jiao who was still driving. The long drive had made her extremely depressed. She asked me: "Is it as soon as we pass Xingxing Gorge?" Arrived at XJ?”

"Well, drive 200 kilometers past Xingxingxia and you'll reach XJ's Hami."

“Are there any cantaloupes this season?”

"You really can't let go of eating anywhere you go!"

“Otherwise, when it comes to Hami, wouldn’t the first thing that comes to mind is Hami melon?”

I then replied: "It's probably not the season for the ripe cantaloupe yet... But, with the greenhouse technology available now, you should be able to get the early-ripening batch if you want to eat it."

"To be honest, I don't particularly like eating cantaloupe, but I don't reject it either... Let's talk about something else. This side of Xingxing Gorge is Hami, but what about the city on the other side?"

"On the other side is Dunhuang in Gansu, 210 kilometers away from Xingxingxia."

"That year, did you and Luan Yu drive to Dunhuang and stop?" "Yes."

"So, you are only 297 kilometers away from your 400th city!"

"People's regrets, sometimes it may really be this 400-kilometer road..." After a slight pause, I added: "XJ was too big. At that time, I no longer had the heart to continue walking!"

"Is it because Luan Yu doesn't want to leave anymore?"

"Yes...at that time, she was tired of wandering and longed for a stable life."

"I suddenly want to visit Dunhuang...to see your previous destination."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, feeling a burst of pain in my heart, and then fell into silence again.

……

After resting in the service area for more than two hours, I drove on the road again. After experiencing the transition from night to day, and day to night, I finally arrived in Dunhuang with Qiao Jiao...

In fact, it was a detour to Dunhuang because Qiao Jiao insisted on coming.

We found a hotel near the scenic spot, put our luggage away, and then went out to find a place to eat. To be precise, it was a barbecue stall. After all, it was already the barbecue season; let alone Dunhuang, even the one that was The streets of this small town, known as a summer resort, are already filled with barbecue stalls and beer.

The weather is really getting hotter!
A little noisy and crowded.

……

I asked the waiter for a box of beer. Qiao Jiao looked at the box of beer and said to me, "Why do you order so much wine?"

"Is it a lot? It's only one box. I can drink it all by myself..."

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"You come too, I'm too tired to drink alone!"

"I'm too sleepy. Can't we finish eating early and then go back to sleep?"

"No, I will arrive at the 297th city in my life tomorrow, and I have to drink whatever I want!"

After saying that, I filled Qiao Jiao's beer cup, then filled my own cup, and said loudly: "Four years, four full years of waiting, I finally arrived in my 297th city... I'm so happy. , I’m really happy... Come on, let’s drink it all in one go!”

Qiao Jiao glanced at me and said, "It seems like she saw a wine barrel," but she finally touched one with me.

After putting down the glass, I asked her again, "Do you know how to play drinking games?"

"I can play online games."

"I'll teach you how to box. If you learn it, you'll definitely find it very interesting. It's much more fun than your online game."

I stretched out my hand to Qiao Jiao, and she looked at me with somewhat contradictory eyes. Facing her unwillingness to learn, I gradually fell into a trance. Being in a trance does not mean that I have lost my sobriety. I know that in my life, There will never be that 297th city...

(End of this chapter)