i'm not a bad man

Chapter 602 The Perfect Life
I'm not sure whether Qiao Jiao can understand my true thoughts. After hearing what I said, she didn't immediately express her position. Instead, she lay heavily on the bed. Her dress outlined her body perfectly. I couldn't help but look at her a few more times, and then lit another cigarette for myself. After taking a heavy puff, I stopped looking at her and looked out the window again...

Even though Chengdu is already known as an international metropolis, it still fell into silence late at night and lost its vitality. To the naked eye, only the rain was dynamic, and it fell one after another from the dull sky. After falling down, puddles formed on the ground. The street lights fell into these puddles, but they did not add color to them. The whole world became darker... just like my current mood and experience.

I'm freezing.

It was at this time that the sound of a switch sounded in my ears, and then all the lights in the room turned on. I couldn't adapt to the sudden light, and subconsciously covered my eyes with the back of my hands...

When I put it down, Qiao Jiao had already walked in front of me, and she was looking at me condescendingly.

"Why turn on all the lights?"

"I don't want you to live in darkness all the time..."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao sat cross-legged on the futon next to me. I thought she would tell me some chicken soup for the soul to relieve the anger in my heart; however, she shook her feet in a bored manner, like He wanted to speak, but he seemed very silent.

Just when I felt uncomfortable because of the dullness of the room, she asked me again: "Han Chao, do you regret it? You regret not listening to me and opening a bakery."

I paused and replied: "I don't regret it. I had to leave the small town at that time..."

"Did you leave the small town because you found out about the relationship between Luan Yu and Lu Ming?"

"Not at all."

"Think about it carefully and think about why we have reached this point."

I lowered my head and fell into silence. After a while, I replied: "I can't think anymore. I'm very tired... I really want to find an outlet for relief."

Qiao smiled sweetly: "You don't regret it, right... If I told you that I asked for the same thing from my dad the night you left the town, would you still not regret it?"

I turned to look at Qiao Jiao. She didn't seem to be joking with me. However, I didn't think there was anything in the world that could impress me at that time, let alone anything that could make me regret it now.I hate the word regret, very much, but I still cater to Qiao Jiao's smile and ask with a smile: "What kind of baby did you and your dad want?"

"A gas station."

"Gas station?"

"Yes, the largest gas station in Shibei District has twenty gas machines... My dad said that he can abandon any business, but he must keep this gas station... because this gas station can sustain us The bottom line of a family's life...My dad would give me this gas station sooner or later, but that time, he had the idea of ​​giving me this gas station in advance and took action."

I was a little surprised, so after being silent for a moment, I replied: "According to you, this gas station is your family heirloom. Why would your father have the idea of ​​giving it to you in advance?" After a short pause, I said again : "I remember at that time, the relationship between you and your father was still quite tense because of the matter of whether to study abroad."

"Yes, our relationship was very tense at that time, and we were close to severing the relationship between father and daughter... But, you know that I don't like to play by the rules, so the night before you decided to leave... I went Tell my dad... I have your child... In order to make this more realistic, I went to my friend who is a doctor and forged a B-ultrasound sheet, and I showed the B-ultrasound sheet in front of my dad. , saying they are a pair of twins... If, because of his pedantism and prejudice, he is unwilling to fulfill me, I will die and kill three of them... Let him know what it means to have a family that is unlucky."

I didn't even realize that when Qiao Jiao said this, my mouth was always open... Of course I believed that she could do such a thing, but I didn't believe that I was also one of the protagonists in the lie.

We have never even had a relationship between a man and a woman, so how could we have children out of thin air, and they are twins!

Qiao Jiao glanced at me and continued: "My dad is actually a very gambling man, but he didn't dare to gamble on me... That day, he sat on the chair and was silent for 10 minutes. I finally accepted this fact... Then, I turned back to the study, took out all the certificates related to the gas station, and said that I wanted to make changes... I remember that my heartbeat was very fast at that time... because, I had already Infinitely close to the perfect life I want... That gas station has hundreds of thousands of sales every day... This is no more powerful than the so-called iron rice bowl. The bakery is just an excuse to keep you in Qingdao. ...I'm not going to tell you about going to the gas station...I want you to try the kind of life where you don't have to do anything every day, and pie will fall from the sky...We will sleep together until we wake up naturally, and I will hold you in the afternoon. Play games with me, and go to a group of friends to have a good drink at the bar in the evening... This kind of life will also have empty days, but it doesn't matter, let's buy an RV, and if life makes us feel empty, we will drive it Traveling around the world in an RV... Not only do you have to see the scenery on the road, but you also have to meet all kinds of people... For example, people like Lao Wai, and Brother Shanhe from Shenyang... Forget about black feet, I don't like men who are stalking... …Perhaps, when we pass by a small town, we will also get to know Guan Yubo. Of course, we will not have a close relationship with such a person, but we can also gain insights and see what a bully who dominates a party is like in real life. This kind of behavior... instead of like now, like two magnets that are inseparable, fighting to the death..."

Qiao Jiao seemed to be summarizing the countless forks in life and the countless possibilities...

Finally, she said to me: "I mean, everything can be changed!"

Her description of a perfect life made me feel mixed. It took me a long time before I said, "I would be ashamed. In your perfect life, I seem to have done nothing and nothing." There’s no giving.”

"You don't have to do anything, you don't have to give anything... Just remember that you are the indispensable person in my perfect life... You must not talk to me about reason or fairness... If the relationship between a man and a woman makes sense... the most important thing I should do is to find someone like Lao Wai and kill you bastard first... Why do you want to make me like this? Pain, how come when I want to let go countless times, knowing that you are not doing well, all I can think about is the stupidity of having no hesitation... and the promise you gave me... seven times a night... In the end, you But I gave this promise to Lu Xi... Obviously, I am the fucking lustful woman... okay?"

(End of this chapter)